Alive...still...

These passed week I haven't been online much as I used to be. Too much work, so little time to do anything else when I was so tired. I want to work on cosplays that I need to make for NYAF but I'm being lazy and unmotivated. I want to finish (not really)new books that I've bought these last couple months. But everything kinda stop because of my body couldn't take anymore beating and I kinda faint after work almost everynight.

I should be working on some cosplays soon, I got fabrics for few of cosplays. still need to order wigs.... OTL...

I'm so tired i just want to drop everything and stop doing anything...like at all. But I know I can't. I'm a (wo)man of my words. When I say I will get it done. IT WILL BE DONE. except something unavoidable happened that is...

I want new laptop...but probably after NYAF.... T.T fucking shit if i don't go to NYAF...I can actually buy a new one within next week.... fuck my con life....
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Oh well...I guess....i'm gonna go back to sleep now..i need a really long sleep...this new neighbor of mine is so friggin noisy...it's 4 IN THE MORNING GO TO SLEEP MORONS!!