archsage_julz

Title: To Obey
Series: FE10 (Radiant Dawn)
Character/Pairing: Lucia/Elincia
Rating: PG
Word Count: 1,045
Author Note: I just happened to be in an L&E mood and decided to do a short fic. I had an idea that when Elincia sent Lucia as an envoy to the Begnion Senators, Valtome, being the douchébag he is send soldiers to chase down Lucia and slay her through. So I decided to play on that idea for feelings' sake. So, here, hope you enjoy it. Also, I decided to post it on LJ instead of FFN, because I feel like FFN is now just...bleaurgh with fandoms. So yeah, I feel safer here, aha.

My last post was 4 months ago? Bloody hell. I want to get more active with LJ, but I've been too comfy with Tumblr. Also, my busy life tends to cause hindrances with my writing abilities and drabbles, not to mention I tend to only gather creative inspiration only once or so a month.

I used to be very creative and ideas would spurn. Have I diverted all of my energy towards my music classes and studies that I've not left anything for my writing? I next to never even write lyrics any more. Can I not find inspiration or push myself to write some more? Or is it my growing age and maturity in the wake of living an adult life for two years now. Yet I am still only 19 years old...I'm still young...

Alas, alas. Procrastination is such a bitch in life. As is writer's block when it hits you. Not even music draws what I want it to. No, it only makes me relate to it, not inspire me to write...

Oh, something, or someone, give me the strength to find the creativity and inspiration...

Dear Fire Emblem Forums,

Why do you have to be so uptight? Like really, why do you always have to stick to status quo? Why are you not accepting of those who are different? Like when I try to prove Lucia is a great unit to use and you labelled me with "favouritism" and shouted back in my face; "so, other units can do this too" and "game play doesn't base on blah blah blah". All I'm asking is for you to respect my opinion. I never asked for you to slam uptight disregard.

Also, when I go to your forums, or want to make friends with FE fans, I don't do it for all the "STATSONLY", "FE7", "PAIRINGS" and all that I've heard a friend of mine speak of you do. I'm there to make friends and to express my love of which characters I love, what FE games I love, what back stories I like. I'm there to SHARE what I like with you and am happy for all of you to share what you like with me too. I'm more than happy to listen to your likes; however, it seems you're not happy to hear mine.

Please do tell me why that is so.

Do tell me why you want to keep to "STATS" "OMGFE7" "PAIRINGS" and remain uptight, not wanting to go out of the boundaries and extend a hand of friendship to people like myself or anyone else?

Well, in the end, I'm not going to tell you the secret to maxing out Lucia when you come crying to me and asking me how to do it if you ever even decide to use her. I won't give you that pampered treatment. I am through with playing the nice, try to be like everyone else game. I'm just going to give a big "bite me" in the face to Mia, to Haar, to Nephenee etc. and use Aran, Nolan, Calill etc. 

Goodbye, ignorant people of whom think they are the sun's light of Fire Emblem.

From Yours Truly,
Archsage Julz