APRES MOI

L O C K E D

aoza — Mon, 04 Sep 2017 07:27:28 GMT

L O C K E D
very selective friending.

Nikka's Favorite K-Pop OTP Fics

aoza — Sun, 16 Oct 2011 15:09:00 GMT

Every fic featured here contains my OTPs: Changmin/Yoona and Yunho/Lina because I realized that my list of favorite fics written about them was steadily growing. ♥ I am keeping this here for my easy and quick access.

legend!
# = The fic is still ongoing.
♥ = I could marry this fic and die happy.
☆ = Dedicated to me by awesome people!
x = R/NC-17-Rated
* = Complete (for chaptered fics only!)
Φ = On Hiatus

changmin x yoona

chaptered

Catwalk (♥/Φ) by katdiva | Includes TaecYoon
Yoona must find a way out of this crazy, shallow, and fast moving modeling world that she somehow stumbled into, but she must first earn enough money, while keeping her self respect and dignity! She meets a level headed, down to earth photographer, Changmin, who becomes a newly found friend. However Taecyeon arrives back from France, and soon becomes interested in the quirky, pretty, and totally unpredictable Yoona.

Someone Other Than Me (♥/*) by shinhyunae
A story about love and marriage, of friendship and sisterhood, of magic and spells. Let me take you to a world you've never been to, and maybe change your point of view about what seeing means and what believing defines.

When Our Fingertips Meet (☆/♥/Φ) by OnceUponATaem
Yoona’s life was perfect. She had a stable job, a well-off family and she married her high school sweetheart. But, when her love, Changmin, contracts a dangerous and contagious virus, he finds himself being locked up, and quarantined. Immune to said disease, Yoona’s ever so perfect fairytale is shattered and the two lovers find themselves divided by a glass wall which separates Changmin’s petite holding room from Yoona’s entire world.

Playing with Assassins (Φ) by Lollilovee
Princess Im Yoona is being targeted, Choi Minho wants her dead so he can finally rule the kingdom, Shim Changmin is the hitman. Wouldn’t it be such an easy task, to kill a princess who just lazes about in her castle and plays Chess? Absolutely not, you see this girl isn’t just a heartless princess, she takes out Minho’s hit men like they’re chess pieces, and with his dwindling number of assassins it looks like this cousin of hers is desperate. Which is why he sent Shim Changmin, the best of the best, but can he truly murder Im Yoona or will he fall like all the others?

I Stole Your Heart, You Broke Mine (♥/*) by muffinmaverick | includes YoonHae and SeoKyu
Changmin knows their hearts, stolen and broken as they were – will be alright as they make it through the rest of their entwined life together.

The Perfect Kiss (♥/☆/Φ) by Katdiva
Yoona wanted to be kissed. She needed it. She longed for the type of kissing she had only seen in the movies or read about in her romance novels. But unfortunately for her, as Korea's sweetheart and the center of Girl's Generation, half of her kisses were either on the forehead, staged or by a fellow member! And everyone knew those kind of kisses don't count!

Abiding the Storm (♥/Φ) - [1] by abcdefghiluvyou
They grew up together, the only children in their gigantic apartment-complex, always together day and night. In the darkness and dirt that was their colorless and concrete-build world, they shared their whispers and tears while they roamed through the endless floors and levels of the monstrous city-complex they called home.

oneshot / drabbles

Costume Party (♥) by shepardlover
At the last minute Yoona convinces Changmin to attend a costume party, but there's only one costume left!

Wallflower (♥/☆) by filthyjones
Yoona tries to establish contact with her evasive senior and escapes the encounter with a new revelation.

Just a Little Befuddled (♥/☆) by nileyna
Changmin has never really thought of YoonA as a person to get wasted with.

Kiss, Miss, Mistake (♥) by thisgrace
He often asks himself why can't he find the person who would love him back. He wonders a lot, if he can really find the one who's destined to be with him. He just shrugs the thought away.

This is For Real (♥/☆) by Secret Valentine 2011 (emberberry)
In Yoona’s case, today, forty-eight hours before Valentine’s Day, she undergoes a lot of internal monologues. Love-related monologues, to be exact.

Sunday Afternoon (♥/☆) by bamthegreat
It's a usual Sunday hobby after going to church. She'll drop by the city library and scan the shelves for a book that would be her perfect company for yet another lazy Sunday afternoon.

Yoona's Six Course Meal with Shim Changmin (♥/☆/x) by katdiva
He had laughed with her, played with her, teased her, and shared stages with her. But he had never made love to her... not until now.

a broken person (♥) by silentlybelieve
Because after she left, he realized what a big part of him she took with her.

The Ups and Downs (♥/☆) by douc
Yoona’s every girl’s nightmare and every boy’s desire. They hate to admit it but no one truly knows her.

Untitled (♥/☆) by douc
No words are needed for the way Im Yoona loves Shim Changmin.

Kingyo (Goldfish) (♥/☆) by mekimigure
Don’t lead her on. But don’t break her heart either.

(i) don't just want your heart (♥/☆) by hypothermal - for my birthday!
Eight shorts from the lives of Yoona and Changmin.

The Verdict (♥/☆) by wintercreamed
When you keep telling yourself to have distance, lose all of the faith. It's note ever worth it in the end.

Distance is a Lie (♥/☆) by chopper_kitty
She's leaving for Genoa in the morning for a photoshoot - the glass slipper breaks in five hours when she has to check in her bags at the airport - but at this moment in time, the inches between her lips and his are much more agonizing than the distance between Italy and Japan.

ABC's: ChangYoon Edition (♥) by calloutmyheart
The alphabet of polar opposites.

The City of Lovers (♥/☆) by bollywoodrecord
In the city of lovers is where it all begins.

Little Girl up in the Sky like Diamonds by douc
Changmin thinks of Yoona as a diamond shining in the sky.

Beauty of Paris by douc
Yoona doesn't know his name is Changmin; she only knew that his French is lousy and he’s got himself convinced he’s tough as a nail.

The Game of Love (♥) by bollywoodrecord | also feat. Changmin/Seohyun and Seohyun/Kyuhyun
Seohyun’s first time playing.

did you miss me? (♥) by bollywoodrecord
Changmin spills coffee on the front of her new blouse when they first meet. He knows it is new because he overheard her talking with another one of the interns about how she'd gone shopping to prepare for the big day.

Details etched in Coffee (♥) by lolliloveee
Changmin slowly gets closer to Yoona. Yoona closes herself off from the world.

Two for the Road (♥) by douc
Changmin wishes she would wake up and look at him with love and not hate – instead of a glare, a smile, and instead of an insult, a civil morning greeting.

Lost and Found (♥/☆) by bollywoodrecord
There is a fine line between noticeable and insignificant, and that might have been where she would have categorized them.

Improper Lovers (♥/☆) by bollywoodrecord
"He needs a beautiful image of me in his head," she had said. "Not a dying one."

now you know (♥/☆) by douc
She pretends like she doesn’t know and he doesn’t know because her boyfriend doesn’t know.

yunho x lina
Discordia (♥/☆) by nileyna
completely and utterly undefinable.

The City of Lovers by mrz_jaereen
Did the age gap between them, that Yunho thought would surely be an issue in their further relationship, had made its way to separate them?

Let it Rain (♥) by nileyna
Jiyeon doesn't answer, and he doesn't expect her to.

We'll Be Okay (♥/☆) by jetsetlag
When they were younger they sang and danced, mere fools laced to marionette strings blind to the way their elbows would lift much too high and their eyes were much too wide.

A proper post later...

aoza — Fri, 20 May 2011 13:49:33 GMT

MY THREAD | JOIN THE FUN

aoza — Thu, 09 Sep 2010 05:34:15 GMT

the lurk before friending meme

aoza — Wed, 28 Jul 2010 09:45:12 GMT

+/- icon meme

ok.

aoza — Sun, 13 Jun 2010 14:14:04 GMT

OMG WOW, WHAT A SHOCKER. (Can you hear the sarcasm?)
Day 9: Your favorite k-pop performance

Day 1: Your favorite k-pop guy group
Day 2: Your favorite k-pop girl group
Day 3: Your ultimate k-pop guy bias
Day 4: Your ultimate k-pop girl bias
Day 5: Your favorite k-pop song from your favorite guy group
Day 6: Your favorite k-pop song from your favorite girl group
Day 7: A k-pop song that makes you cry
Day 8: A k-pop song you know all the words to
Day 9: Your favorite k-pop performance
Day 10: A k-pop dance you’d like to learn
Day 11: Your favorite k-pop music video
Day 12: The very first k-pop song you ever heard
Day 13: A k-pop group you dislike and why
Day 14: A k-pop song that makes you smile
Day 15: A k-pop song that reminds you of someone you miss
Day 16: Your favorite k-pop lyric (and a translation)
Day 17: A k-pop idol you wish was your older sibling
Day 18: A k-pop idol you wish was your younger sibling
Day 19: Your favorite interview of a k-pop idol or group
Day 20: Your favorite picture of your guy k-pop bias
Day 21: Your favorite picture of your girl k-pop bias
Day 22: Your favorite picture of your favorite k-pop group
Day 23: A picture of a k-pop idol who you think is underrated
Day 24: A picture of a k-pop idol who you think is overrated
Day 25: Your favorite k-pop music video
Day 26: Your favorite cover of a k-pop song by another k-pop artist
Day 27: Your favorite dance battle
Day 28: Your favorite cover of an American song by a k-pop artist
Day 29: A k-pop song you never get tired of
Day 30: A k-pop idol that has amazing eye smiles

Today was an exceptionally annoying day. I've been pissed off since 9:00am this morning, wow. This is a record for me. The earliest I've been in a bad mood was at noon.

aoza — Tue, 08 Jun 2010 09:07:47 GMT

Day 3: Your ultimate k-pop guy bias
(The reason why I changed my default again, haha!)

It's too bright outside, oy vey.

05/23/10

aoza — Sat, 22 May 2010 14:42:48 GMT

Um, yeah, I won't explain exactly why I posted this or why it's public. But um, happy anniversary! :))♥

|public ♦ SUPER SHOW 2 in Manila FANACCOUNT

aoza — Sun, 11 Apr 2010 17:03:11 GMT

NIKKA'S BIAS HIERARCHY
(as of 04/11/2010)
#1 Kim Jaejoong (Forever the KING ♥)
#2 Lee Donghae (He shoved Min off, lol)
#3 Shim Changmin (But he's still GQ. :D)
#4 Lee Hyukjae (Hello, monkey.)
#5 Park Yoochun (I'm missing some grease~)

I told Pach halfkissed this last night: "Donghae's going to be my default icon for the next week or two." And as you can see by my icon at the moment... well :))

It's obvious to anyone who knows me that I am not as huge a fan to other groups as I am to DBSK, but I've always had a very soft and special place for Super Junior in my heart. Watching Full House, EHB and listening to Sukira (even when I understand close to zilch) quietly from the sidelines has always been my way of showing love to them.

Of course I don't think I can be quiet after last night. ♥ ~~Lol don't hate me for it.~~

Super Show 2 in Manila was epic. I'm hungover, can't you tell? Don't worry, there aren't any pictures. Just some incessant rambling. Prepare yourself because this will be very long.

(01) I arrive at Araneta Colliseum at around 10am. I was supposed to be there earlier but as luck would have it there was a crisis at home I had to be present for. Anyway, Reeza onew, Yana-hyung yumeyana, Rap schmeken, Pach, Lea aniprincess_13 and Millete were already there. It was already too hot and it was nearing lunch so we (Reeza, hyung, Pach and me) decided to go eat. We came back to see that Bijae jonghyun and Mara keyimnida had arrived and that the line was going to be moved.

(02) We made fansigns! Poorly made but done with very good intentions. I made a fansign for Donghae. Yana-hyung made one for Yesung (YES TO THE FOURTH TURTLE FTW). And then we made three other in general for the whole group. The line for general admission moved and we got inside the Colliseum at around 4pm. However, we were asked to stay in the lobby/hall before we could get in the stadium.

(03) We were pretty much the first ones lined up, but when the guard decided to make parallel lines all hell broke loose. I became an unofficial usher/organizer with Mara and two other people I've never met before. We yelled and got yelled at a lot. My temper was really bad already then but I managed to keep cool and not bite off anyone's head. At exactly 6:30pm, general admission was opened and everyone came bursting in. I waited until almost everyone was in before I went. Luckily I was saved a seat ;A;

(04) Waiting for the concert to begin was really bad on my temper. I stayed quiet the whole time because I was still fuming. It was sweet how some of the people I talked to while organizing the lines were supportive and were going "Are you okay, unni?" and such. Some fans even asked for my number wtf, but lol I gave it to them anyway.

(05) THE CONCERT STARTED and there was mist/fog everywhere. The effect was alluring~ and well, when DONGHAE showed up, my spirits were lifted. I was grinning from ear to ear. I didn't even realize that songs were already zipping by and I was singing along to all of them. I thought to myself, "Huh, I'm actually be a better fan of them than I thought I was." I loved the introductions. Especially, Shindong, Donghae and Leeteuk's. Shindong with his counting 1 to 10 in Filipino; Donghae with his running around the stage; and Leeteuk's all sorts of cuteness.

Shindong even saw someone holding a placard with his twitter name on it. He stopped and took a picture with the group of people there. Funny thing was Kyuhyun was asked to take the picture for them lol :DDD

(06) Once the solo stages started I started to get sentimental and thought of Kibum, Kangin and Hangeng. Everyone was so loud! When Sungmin started to sing, everyone screamed and I was left just going, "EH?" It was nice though, seeing everyone so excited. The solo stages were awesome: Heechul's song suited him so well and I loved Henry and Hyuk's participation ♥ Leeteuk's reminded me of Yunho's Checkmate performance with the "kissing" the dancer at the end. Siwon's felt like a prayer meeting (I prayed, actually). Ryeowook was actually better in his Insomnia perf than I imagined. Yesung and Kyuhyun made me wanna cry for singing. And of course, Donghae's was epic. It's funny because when everyone came out with their solo stages, everyone screamed! But when Donghae came out and sang his song, the crowd just went~ "Shhhh~" and was staring at him. XD♥♥♥

(07) The best part of the solo stages was Henry and Zhoumi's solo stages. They sang ♥ I don't think they did that in the previous SS2 shows, right? I'm surprised at how much Henry has grown! I loved his energy and passion. And Zhoumi, omg O.o♥ Don't get me started on him. He made me miss Super Junior-M so much. I can totally see them have solo projects.

(08) Speaking of SJM, I didn't know Supergirl was such a hit here! Everyone was singing and dancing along. :))

(09) There was an intermission amidst everything, and they played SORRY SORRY (Answer) and everyone (and I mean this) sang along. I thought I was in a noraebang since everyone just started singing along to the mv and I have to say, we didn't sound so bad.

(10) I got tired at some point and sat through some songs. The comedic songs were the ones I sat out on because everyone was already too hyper for me to follow. :)) Heechul's story did not make any sense at all but omg I loved it. How cute is Heechul in a dragon's costume?! And Shindong as a baby! ♥♥♥ And then Donghae getting shot by Heechul, lol lol lol. PUFF THE MAGIC DRAGON sung by Kyu ♥

(11) Btw, Kyuhyun kissed some girl's hand! This girl ended up crying the whole concert after that. I was just, "Awwww" at the whole thing because that girl just loved Kyuhyun and he kissed and held her hand like that. :)

(12) I think Yesung was touched with the fans reactions' to him. Especially during his solo. We were chanting his name and he just kept softly smiling at all of us. He looked up at the gen ad a lot. That made us feel special since we were sitting there.

(13) WATERGUNS EVERYWHERE, MAN. Fans from SVIP attacked Shindong with waterguns. :)) Kyuhyun was too busy refilling his watergun. And Donghae was just shooting at anyone.

(14) By the time MARRY U happened: Everyone had started to go mellow. We sang along, saying "I do" and "Saranghaeyo" after lines which was nice. When the camera zoomed in on Leeteuk, Donghae and Eunhyuk, we saw they were already tearing up. Such emo kids, lol. Donghae was wiping his eyes a lot at some point and stood motionless at the side of the stage for a second.

(15) By the end of their ment, they said their goodbyes by going round the stage; stopping here and there. At one point, when they were facing us and waving at the gen ad people (where we were) I was holding up my fansign for Donghae and he squinted to read it. Eventually after like 2 seconds, he smiled and waved at me and I died. I'm glad I didn't hurl Rap after that because I was so happy and giddy. :))

Afterwards when we all got home, Twitter was going crazy. I tweeted here and there, then Donghae did too and well... just go read my tweets. :DDDD

The concert was amazing. I really enjoyed myself and I'm pretty excited for Super Show 3 already. :) If I liked Donghae a lot before April 10th - today, he's shoved Changmin off to #3 and is seated on the right hand of Jaejoong. ♥

Anyway, I'm hungover but happy. I think I'll be like this for a while. :)

bang! bang! bang!

aoza — Thu, 25 Mar 2010 15:39:10 GMT

I'm kind of miffed about random adding, people. It surprises me and I don't like it. I wonder if they even read the friends only (selective adding for me) post I have here or do they just simply ignore it. I don't like people ignore stuff like that because it only shows me how they'll be when I meet them.

I got an allergy from last night because I didn't realize that there were green onions in the food. D: Now I'm all red and feeling bloated. It is not a pretty sight, I tell you. I took a few dosages of anti-histamine and now I feel a little drugged. O.O Again, not a pretty sight. LOL

I'm working on my intro post because I really want to have one, lol. It's not really working out so well either because Idk what to put in them. Sorry, if I'm being strange today. I tell you, it's the meds. :))

Bang! came out! Yeyyy! I didn't like the song all that much in the beginning, but eventually after watching the MV, I warmed up to it. As always, the girls of After School come up with flawless routines. I love that they all look gorgeous in this! And did Nana darken her hair? O.o It suits her well. Jooyeon cut her hair (finally!) and she looks wonderful. Gahee ♥♥♥ and Bekha (ack, my girls!) are amazing. Jungah too is a doll. Nevermind, UEE lol, I don't really like her. And Raina still looks out of place to me. Anyway, my only rant is that they keep adding members - wth. But I'll look over it because I think Lizzy is cute.

These girls should get an album out already, good grief.

I should probably head off to bed. But I won't. I'll go get something to eat instead, my stomach is growling. Goodnight :)

| public - Heee :D

aoza — Sun, 14 Mar 2010 09:09:24 GMT

Whoohoo! I make a chance to win this cd!

Would you also like to try to win this cd?
Check out this post @ kpop_groups