Fuck mood swings
This shit is so old. I am so done with feeling like a crazy person. I just wish I didn't always get incredibly annoyed every time I went to Daniel's house. Now it's not just his mom that annoys me, it's Dylan, Taylor, Paul, everyone. I just want it to be him and I without their loud mouths and stupid fucking attitudes towards me and in general. I just want to be ALONE with him. We're never fucking alone. And then! He wants to go and move to fucking Florida with me but he wants to bring fucking Nikki along and have her live with us for a while along with Dylan and Alex. No, Daniel, I don't want fucking Nikki living with us. She's only COMPLETELY FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU. And I'm just saying, I'm pretty sure a big part of the reason she wants to move to Florida is because he's fucking moving there. If it was Georgia or New York or California, she'd want to move there for some convenient reason too. And the other reason is, she annoys me! (Go figure, seems to be a new trend) He just thinks she's the shit and sooo hilarious and they get high together and act retarded like high people do and whatever but I don't think she's that funny and I don't think she's soo original and awesome. I think one of the reasons he wants her around is because he knows she loves him and therefore she gives him undivided attention and always thinks everything he says is soooo funny and he likes that. Well guess what? That gets annoying real quick. AND! He wants a tattoo with her name on it. UM, HELLO! I don't care if she's your best friend, another girl's name on you isn't really ok with me. Is that me being a stupid girlfriend? I mean, I'm not worried about him leaving me for her or anything like that though cuz I know he wouldn't but it's just the fact that he is like oh yeah, living with Nikki would be so great! I'd love that, gotta get my tattoo soon, etc etc. like come the fuck on daniel. UGH.
And then, I don't get hired at Bath and Body Works and that was after a group interview with three other dumb ass girls that probably got fucking hired instead of me. And no Tim Horton's either. Really? REALLY!? I need a god damn job people, I don't just fill out these applications because I'm BORED. I'm just kind of desperate for money here considering every two weeks when I get paid, I have a bill due right after and my pathetic little pay check is gone in one bill check and then I'm stuck running on ten dollars for gas for two weeks and no money for anything else.
My car had another $550 of work done to it last week on top of the $1100 done to it a few weeks before and then the $300 I put into it after I first got it. I thought after this last visit to the shop, I'd only have tires to put on it which is gonna be like $350 but nooo of course I can't be that god damn lucky. The guy calls me and says that my right rocker panel is completely rusted out and it'll be fucking $600 to replace. Apparently dad's going to take it to Uncle Robert this coming weekend to fix but I'm telling you right now, I'm going to be PISSED if I have to drive that fucking Vue around for three months like Megan did. That car is a piece of shit and I refuse to do it.
The only bright side right now is Africa in February. I start getting my shots in a couple weeks. I think I'm getting Hep A and Typhoid. I'll get the malaria pills and yellow fever shot closer to when I leave. And they cost a bunch of money all together so spacing them out will help.
And then, I don't get hired at Bath and Body Works and that was after a group interview with three other dumb ass girls that probably got fucking hired instead of me. And no Tim Horton's either. Really? REALLY!? I need a god damn job people, I don't just fill out these applications because I'm BORED. I'm just kind of desperate for money here considering every two weeks when I get paid, I have a bill due right after and my pathetic little pay check is gone in one bill check and then I'm stuck running on ten dollars for gas for two weeks and no money for anything else.
My car had another $550 of work done to it last week on top of the $1100 done to it a few weeks before and then the $300 I put into it after I first got it. I thought after this last visit to the shop, I'd only have tires to put on it which is gonna be like $350 but nooo of course I can't be that god damn lucky. The guy calls me and says that my right rocker panel is completely rusted out and it'll be fucking $600 to replace. Apparently dad's going to take it to Uncle Robert this coming weekend to fix but I'm telling you right now, I'm going to be PISSED if I have to drive that fucking Vue around for three months like Megan did. That car is a piece of shit and I refuse to do it.
The only bright side right now is Africa in February. I start getting my shots in a couple weeks. I think I'm getting Hep A and Typhoid. I'll get the malaria pills and yellow fever shot closer to when I leave. And they cost a bunch of money all together so spacing them out will help.