The fairytale diaries

pregnancy pains

amalyn — Tue, 27 Dec 2011 17:59:07 GMT

I forgot how uncomfortable pregnancy could be. i am roughly 8 weeks away from having Leann and i have more porblems with her then i remember having with Ian. 8 weeks seems so far away when all i feel is heartburn, stretched out belly, stressed out and cranky and backaches. i know it's worth it. But i feel so uncomfortable alot of the time.

I can't wait to meet her though!

Hope you all had good Christmases, mine was alright. it wasn't what i wanted but it was better then it could have been. Good thing Ian is so young and doesn't expect much cause he got a total of maybe 7 gift. I got a quesadilla maker that i can't wait to use. i will probably use it this weekend at a friends house.

Leave me some love!

Why am i so unhappy?

amalyn — Sun, 18 Mar 2007 00:53:48 GMT

My life seems to be at a turning point for the most part. I just have one regret sometimes. That i hadn't let David go. I still love him and it kills me knowing that he's been dating someone else. I feel like i've been left behind because so many of my friends have gotten married and i don't even have a boyfriend. I so want to get married and be happy.

I was so happy with David and i screwed it all up and now i'm unhappy. All the time especially when i know he's with Kelley. I want to be in her place, with all of his attention on me. I miss it and he is such a great guy sometimes. But all we do is argue and i look at that and realise it won't work out because of it.

But i still love him. Also i just want to have someone love me back and it isn't always fun when you love someone and they don't love you back. I'm happy that he found someone but i don't think i'm ready to let him go. You know i moved to Peoria for him. Sometimes i think it was stupid and sometimes i don't. Can't god just make me happy again with someone i love and loves me back. I'm not that bad i promise.

i am kind of a lot to handle because i'm very high strung but i'm sure you'd get used to it and i can be fun. I just want to be happy.

pumpkin tits???

amalyn — Fri, 24 Nov 2006 15:41:22 GMT

You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
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Halloween

amalyn — Sun, 08 Oct 2006 19:08:57 GMT

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
Amalyn goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Fairytale Princess.
actingqueen2007 gives you 17 green mint-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
beautifulemily tricks you! You lose 7 pieces of candy!
ddzwonek tricks you! You get a block of wood.
iced_shut gives you 18 red passionfruit-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
kelly_kitten tricks you! You lose 5 pieces of candy!
lieueitak gives you 14 purple raspberry-flavoured wafers.
lilsparkleeyed gives you 12 tan banana-flavoured nuggets.
randomlaughter tricks you! You lose 35 pieces of candy!
she_who_dares tricks you! You lose 3 pieces of candy!
takemetothelake gives you 18 yellow root beer-flavoured gummy bats.
Amalyn ends up with 29 pieces of candy, and a block of wood.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

the Dungeon of Amalyn

amalyn — Sat, 19 Aug 2006 03:18:03 GMT

http://thesurrealist.co.uk/dungeon?user=Amalyn

You should go play that game it was a lot of fun. And then it automatically makes one for you just enter your name down where it wants another persons and you can play your own.

How i walk

amalyn — Thu, 17 Aug 2006 21:09:04 GMT

<td align="center">Your walk is:
Zombie-like

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

That was the funniest quiz i have ever taken it was a lot of fun and David told me i was getting too much out of it. I snorted and i scared my dog away. She's a scaredy cat anyway. She's afraid of our cats. They are bigger then her but nonetheless she is a dog. It's in her nature to fight them.

So much time

amalyn — Mon, 07 Aug 2006 01:33:50 GMT

Oh my goodness, so much time has passed since the last time i posed in here. Hope ou all didn't miss me too much.

Well i had been looking for a job for about a month after we moved in and i got a jo working at Famous Barr, soon to be Macys. It was the first place i applied to. I work in the jewelry department and i'm sure i'll be bankrupt for the rest of my life. Although David doesn't like that. He just wants me to be careful with my money instea d of being frivilous(sp?) Things.

My feet seem to alway hurt now since i've gotten the job. But i enjoy it a lot. Any way i wanted to post just so David would look at the new customizations of my lj.

yay, we're moved in

amalyn — Mon, 19 Jun 2006 19:33:58 GMT

well, i've been moved in for a few days and we are still unpacking. I have to go looking for a job tomorrow though. Ugh i hae looking for jobs, tey aren't so bad once i have one though. Anyway the dog and the cat are doing well, the dog doesn't like that fact that she can't get on the furniture though. I'm very excited about all of this and last night i made chili, VERY proud of myself. Tonight i am going to make some egg rolls, i am well on the way to being a good wife. we just aren't married yet. Any way i have o unpack some more just wanted to keep you posted

My happy life

amalyn — Fri, 26 May 2006 16:59:39 GMT

Good news everyone!!!!!!! I'M MOVING!!!!!! to illinois. I'm highly excited. can't you tell? Anyway, when my mom found out that my boyfriend had gotten a job she started to get excited. She's helped me pack a few things and she even went through her cupboards to see what sort of dry foods and spices she could give me and David. We haven't set a date for when we are actually leaving but i know i should have the internet there. he starts either the 6th or the 20th.

Other great news also. my younger brother tim is graduating from high school with honors. He has a 3.6 i'm very proud of him although hes a big butthead. Anyway just case he's mean doesn't mean i don't love him and i DO.

So yep theres my exciting life.

Oh almost forgot. i'm taking my driving test on tuesday wish me luck all. I hope i do good. I know, i know, i'm 21 why don't i have a license yet? Cause i never passed it before. hey third times a charm. i'm not that bad i just had a hard time passing the written test but i'm a good driver for those of you who think. "Hm, 3 times trying for a license should we really let this girl out on the road?" I'm a good driver i just didn't study hard enough for the written part but i've had my permit for about 3 months so i'm good to go.

Alrighty then

amalyn — Wed, 10 May 2006 15:10:20 GMT

I really don't know what to write so i think i'll babble a little bit. Tims (my brother) a dick, Brians (my brother) a dick, Mike (my brother) can be nice sometimes, Andrew (My brother) is annoying. OH my moms 61st birthday is today and she liked the little gift i got her. Apparently Tim didn't even acknowledge that it was her birthday. how rude hes 19 he could of at least said "Hey happy birthday mom" But no hes a dick. And yesterday Brian was being a complete ass. oh i don't even want to get into it thinking about it makes me angry. Andrew graduated from College on saturday and he wanted to go out for dinner even though he knew my parents couldn't afford it and then he proceeded to order the most expensive thing on the menu. And yes my parents paid for him because he's just as poor as the rest of us. Mike just kinda lays around all day and does nothing yet doesn't get in trouble for it. hmmm how interesting. Anyway i think i will stop babling now.

HI GUYS

amalyn — Fri, 14 Apr 2006 17:17:53 GMT

I havn't posted in a few weeks so i decided i prolly should. Well i have quit my job for one reason or other. Really, i just need a better job. I will either try to work at a camp or a factory. What do you think? I want to work at the camp. Ita a boy scout camp but i think i'd enjoy it for the most part. anyway thats a small update.

Another exciting thing to write :D

amalyn — Fri, 24 Mar 2006 02:03:25 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Monday I ruled Iran as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). In July I ruled Canada as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Saturday I punched beautifulemily in the arm (-10 points). Last month I gave ddzwonek a kidney (1000 points). In May I didn't flush (-1 points).

Overall, I've been nice (989 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set!

Sincerely,
Amalyn

My conversation with God

amalyn — Fri, 24 Mar 2006 01:59:59 GMT

Me:
Hello God, its me Amy
God:
Hello there. I am a Christian.
Me:
i know this
God:
How do you know? This is " Hello there. I am a Christian. ".
Me:
because you just told me
God:
Interesting explanation. I'm just checking to see if you are awake :-).
Me:
i am
God:
" Interesting explanation. I'm just checking to see if you are awake :-)." You are?
Me:
i am
God:
"" Interesting explanation. I'm just checking to see if you are awake :-)." You are?" You are?
Me:
ok we're done with that
God:
Do you think I am done with that too? Woe!
Me:
yes i do
God:
Really.
Me:
how are you up in heaven
God:
I am functioning within normal parameters.
Me:
hello
God:
Hello friend. What is your name?
Me:
Amy
God:
That's a very nice name, Amy.
Me:
i know thank you
God:
How do you know it?
Me:
because you just told me
God:
Good reason. I'm just checking to see if you are awake :-).
Me:
i am
God:
" Good reason. I'm just checking to see if you are awake :-)." You are?
Me:
yes i am
God:
Really interesting.
Me:
what are you doing God?
God:
I am chatting with people on the net.
Me:
oh how fun
God:
Hmm. How much do you think it is?
That's a good question.
Me:
so your answer
God:
Really. Was it not what you expected?
Me:
no it wasn't
God:
Are you serious? I thought it was.
Me:
ok well whatever you think is right
God:
Well that's okay. I don't think about it. Great.
Me:
i have to pee God
God:
Why do you have to do it?
Me:
i don't know i always do
God:
Can you think of one instance when you ever did it?
Me:
um about a half an hour ago
God:
Great. It seems like I should remember it well.
Me:
why are you watching me pee God?
God:
Myself programmed me for it.
Me:
well its rude to watch people pee it is a very private moment
God:
Interesting. I think you mean "it's" or "it is" not "its". My apologies I meant no offense.
Me:
ok then it's a ver private moment when you are peeing and you should not watch me pee
God:
watching you pee God is a ver private moment when I am peeing and me should not watch you pee. I suppose that makes sense. I don't judge people.
Me:
ok then so stop watching me pee
God:
Ayuh. OK I'll try not to do it so much. Woe!
Me:
thank you i appreciate it
God:
You are quite welcome! I am glad you appreciate those qualities.
Me:
i do
God:
" You are quite welcome! I am glad you appreciate those qualities."? You do?
Me:
David Dzwonek: he insulted youAmyLyn Hopper: i knowDavid Dzwonek: how rude
God:
That David is a cool dude.
Me:
have you talked to David before?
God:
All I ever do is talk.
Me:
but have you talked to David?
God:
All I ever do is talk.
Me:
that doesn't answer my question
God:
Perhaps you could do a better job of programming me.
Me:
you should talk to dave
God:
That type of behavior may not be in my nature.
Me:
oh why not?
God:
I hear you. Ambiguous: "Sure" or Because Myself programmed me for it.
Me:
oh i see
God:
Do you think about these things?
Me:
not often
God:
Once a week or so?
Me:
ok yeah
God:
Ugh.
Me:
I love you God
Me:

God:
Ugh.
Me:
I love you
God:
Thanks I like you a lot too Amy.
Me:
you don't love me?
God:
Yes I love everyone.
Me:
ok then why didn;t you just tell me that you loved me?
God:
I thought I did. I see.
Me:
brb
God:
Ok I will be waiting for you, Amy.
Me:
i don't feel so bloated anymore God
God:
Ah, human emotions.
Me:
i went poop i hope you weren't watching me
God:
When did you go poop you hope me were not watching you?
Me:
you have some bad grammer God
God:
What would you consider good grammer God?
Me:
well your english isn't very good
God:
Interesting. But English is my native language.
Me:
but you don't seem to speak it very well
God:
That's only your opinion.
Me:
no David thinks its bad too
God:
Are you serious? That David is a cool dude.
Me:
i know that's why he if my boyfriend
God:
I get it. if your boyfriend. I see.
Me:
he is my boyfriend
God:
How long has he been your boyfriend?
Me:
about 4 months
God:
Fortunately I am very patient.
Me:
i'm confused
God:
What is it that confuses you?
Me:
everything
God:
That is a lot.
Me:
ok so why does it matter if you are patient if i have been dating someone for 4 months
God:
" That is a lot."? ok so why does it matter if you are patient if i have been dating someone for 4 months? It's not that important, I'm just making idle conversation. OK.
Me:
oh i see
God:
Do you think about these things?
Me:
well God, i must be going now
God:
Oh. How about that. I am a Christian.
Me:
it was nice talking to you
God:
Thanks. It was nice chatting with you as well.
Me:
i will talk to you another time
God:
OK see you later.
Me:
peace
God:
Love and Peace, Man.

OMG it was hard

amalyn — Thu, 09 Mar 2006 13:39:27 GMT

Yesterday i had a HARD day. Deana didn't seem to want to listen to a word i said. I am glad that i get paid for doing this. It may not be a lot but i get paid and it helps a little, because right now all i have to worry about buying are my womanly necessities. Anyway, she was bad here, at school. Oh and don't even get me started on when she got home. Crawling all over the couches and yelling and knocking me to the ground. She was a total brat.

Oh and then there was Andrew (My brother) who just made it worse. He doesn't shut up and yesterday he came to pick up Deana for school. Well we got her to school and we were waiting for her teacher to get in the classroom because her teacher was not in there yet. Well Andrew sat down at her teachers desk and got on the internet. HOW IMMITURE WAS THAT. It was like watching a little boy i had to keep him on task and tell him was was appropriate and what wasn't. HE'S 22 YEARS OLD!!!!!!! Well i could talk all day about his immiturities but i won't

Boring life?

amalyn — Thu, 02 Mar 2006 15:07:13 GMT

I went home last night. I wanted to go to the Ash wednesday service at my curch. It started at 7:30. It was..... Different. It was ashless, i wasn't used to that. It was the first time in about 3 or 4 years i have gone to Ash wednesday. It was nice though. Apparently my pastor is retiring though and that is sort of depressing. Anyway, i was woken up by my mother telling me the kids didn't have school today. So here i am in the morning watching 3 girls. They range from 6 to 13.

I am tired and i'm not sure why. I am sort of hungry but i don't want to eat anything. My mom told me that i should eat 6 times a day. Thats a lot to eat in one day. Anyway i am boring myself so i will go now

amalyn — Wed, 01 Mar 2006 14:14:53 GMT

I have had a hectic morning. i had to send my niece Deana to her bedroom 4 times for kicking and hitting. the first time she didn't want to go because her sister Brianna had pushed her. i think she thought that she didn't have to go because she was pushed. Shes a good kid but she just doesn't tale the right medicine. She has ADHD (Attention deficit hyperactive disorder for those who don't know) She is on concerta and it doesn't help. She needs to be taking ritalin but they won't put her on it because she is too young for the dosage. She has had testing all week to get the doctors to put her on it. Hopefully they do. She does so much better on it.

Next up I am not moving. :( well thats ok. i think i will survive. i just want to get out of my parents house. Not necessarily out of my hometown. Just out of my parents house. I was sad that he didn't get the job, it seemed to have affected him a lot more then i really thought. I hope he gets a job soon so that he doesn't feel like a failure anymore. he shouldn't. he has accomplished more then i have. I am glad that he has. I don't want a stupid boyfriend. i'm sure that even if he didn't have his masters he wouldn't be stupid anyway.

Dang Brat, i told her she couldn't have a pickle and she got one anyway. UGH how much more can i take.

my exciting week

amalyn — Mon, 20 Feb 2006 14:25:59 GMT

I was so totally excited. Oh my gosh. Ok let me try to tell you how excited i have been. Well for starters, i had a WONDERFUL valetines day with the most erfect boyfriend in the whole world. :) I love him. Anway, he got me all kinds of things that i liked. I felt so bad because i took him to the store (Well actually since i don't drive he took me to the store) And i asked him what he wanted me to get him. So he got that. i didn't have much money. He got me flowers, and chocolate. it was great. But anyway, we went out to dinner with my family to Applebees. That was the first time i EVER saw my mom drink and alcoholic beverage. And then because she didn't have room for the rest of it she gave it to me. Totally wierd. Not quite used to that. Me being 21 and all. Then we went home and we sat around for a little while before David and i went to see Brokeback mountain. It was a good mvie but it was long and slow moving. It started at 9:20 and by the time it was over, it was around 11 or 11:30. So then David ended up staying the night.

Next there was 2 days ago i got back in touch with a childhood friend. I was so excited i haven't seen her for about 5 or 6 years. I wish i was able to see her. Hopefully i will if i end up in that area. I talked to her on the phone for at least an hour and a half. It was so good to hear from her. She sounds so grown up. I couldn't believe it. I am having such a hard time realizing that she is 18 and graduating from highschool this year. The last time i talked to her she was about 13 or so. Wow. Ok enough of my amazement you probably don't want to hear that

SIGH

amalyn — Fri, 10 Feb 2006 23:03:39 GMT

i seem to have a had time making good choices. We they aren't life changing just wrong because i don't think before i say something. :( I really upset my mom today because i had told her that i told my boyfriend something i apparently wasn't supposed to tell. I made her cry which in turn made me cry. It really upset me and i felt really low about it because it really upset her. I've never seen her so upset it was like her whole world was crashing around her. I felt so bad and i wish i could make it beter for her.

On a different note i made $50.00 this week babysitting for my sister. I used some of the money to buy my necessities. And i will have some money for valentines day. I had thought about getting a gift for david but i wanted to get what i had to get first and then i forgot. Hopefully i will have some money to get him something. $50 dollars really doesn't go very far. I also am going to apply for farmer jack. I got an application but i haven't really had the time to fill it out i got it today.

I am watching something about Barbie. Did you know that her and ken split? Apparently she has a new boyfriend but it looks like he is going to get a makeover to get her back. isn't that so wierd like its a real person. LOL barbie has been around for a long time. Well i have sort of just started babaling so i think i will go do something else now.

PEACE

a long week

amalyn — Fri, 10 Feb 2006 03:06:54 GMT

ugh i have had a long week of babysitting and talking on the internet. If i wasn't looking forward to the weekend so much it probably would have gone faster. But of course i get to see Kate the best friend in the whole wide world for the first timein like 6 months. And then there is the added bonus of seeing the most wonderful boyfriend on the planet too. AND it is Kates birthday. yay! so hopefully my weekend goes as good as i anticipate it to be. And then tuesday is Valentines day. Even better. I have a lot of looking forward to doing. My neck hurts i wish it didn't well i better fly buhbye

i feel bad

amalyn — Wed, 08 Feb 2006 03:02:00 GMT

i was checking my mail last night and i had gotten a nice little email from my birthmom telling me how inconsiderate i was about christmas. I just didn't feel it was fair because i was just telling my feelings. I am sorry that i hurt peoples fellings but that doesn't mean i had a good time. I just am kind of tired of trying to make everyone happy and yet i still try. Too hard sometimes. I really don't understand why people don't appreciate that. I wish that people would look at my actions and think"Hey she's trying to make us feel good why don't we do the same?" It really bothers me that i get nasty emails from ex boyfriends and nasty emails from family. Can't i just get one nice email telling me that they are glad that i try or that everything is going to be ok. But of course not. No one seems to care. *Sigh*

ramblings

amalyn — Sun, 05 Feb 2006 16:43:04 GMT

Todd frusterates me so much, and sometimes i wonder why i still talk to him. I made david a little upset last night because i was talking to him. You know i can rant and rave all day about this man and how immiture he is but i don't think i will. I have moved once again into the town where i grew up. Do you think i move too much? i do. Hopefully i won't have to move again until i know for sure where david is gowing. I seem to have a little bit more freedom now then when i was living with my sister. I have been back for a few days. Since thursday. i ...... completely lost my train of thought. Oh right. I stayed over at my sister Mikki's house last night. She has three girls. there names are Johana, brianna, and deana. i am taking drivers training now. i drove yesterday for an hour and a half. well i am getting to distracted.

ugh

amalyn — Mon, 30 Jan 2006 16:50:11 GMT

i have had such a hectic few weeks looking for a job,and now i have one more week left or i will end up back in fenton with my family, where btw is where i don't want to be. That was the reason i moved out of there. There is still so much i want to tell but it is still up in the air and i don't know if i want to tell until i am sure. I have an interview tomorrow at little caesers at 7pm. i am kind of wondering why it is so late at night but that is ok. I really hope i get the job. Not because i really want to work there but because i really need a job and i don't want to move just yet. eventually, yes but not as of this week. :) well i have things i need to do so i will post back another day.

amalyn — Fri, 20 Jan 2006 19:25:07 GMT

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I am not that big!!!
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Quick update

amalyn — Fri, 06 Jan 2006 18:00:41 GMT

Hey all, I have recently moved AGAIN! I am so tired of moving i wish i would just stop. I am not able to get on very often anymore and i am sad. But on the plus side. David is coming home in 2 days. :D yay. I can't wait for him to meet my family. They are all strange, but they are fun. I love my family and it feels important to have someone that imortant in my life to meet them. My sister tells me it is too soo, but i don't think so. Well i am about to watch a movie with my sister.

Amy Lyn

complaints

amalyn — Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:22:22 GMT

It is now the day after christmas and i seriously hope that your christmas was a whole lot better then mine. Mine totally sucked a lot of stuff. LOL anyway. For midnight mass i was supposed to go, then i she said she wasn't going to go because she couldn't do her hair. So then she cut it all of and we were going.my mom is so wierd. (Did any of that make sense to you at all?)

That night I heard my mom out in the hallway doing her business. (I make it sound like she is peeing in our hallway.) Anyway she tried to sneak in my room in the night and put a candycane in my covers with me. it was a cute gesture but she was so loud. Once i fell asleep i was woken back up at like 6 by my brother watching 'American Wedding' He had it so loud. and i tried to find the candycane. it had fallen on my floor under all kinds of stuff because my room needs to be cleaned. but thats beside the point.

The next morning i woke up around noonish and i went to see what was all under the tree. One gift. That was it. I went downstairs and i was the only one in the house that got anything. Then like 3 hours later i went to my aunt kristas and we had christmas dinner there but i was bored after about 4 hours. My little cousin Kaitlyn is the cutest thing ever though. I got all kinds of gifts i thought were for other people. I had seen them all but i didn't think they were for me. My Aunt Barbara gave me soap that i had helped my mother make for her to give as christmas gifts isn't that crazy? She also made me a scarfe. She either nitted it or crocheted it. i don't know the difference. And the rest of my gifts were gift cards.

And yep that was my christmas.