away laughing on a fast camel

"you woke up with your head
in the clouds and your feet
dangling down."

-recently:things have felt depressed. all i feel like ever doing is jogging and reading boys. i just finished two books.
"away laughing on a fast camel" and "french milk". i just feel like a lousy girl with no life and no boyfriend.

-sometimes i just wanna jog all day knowing i can run fast. i should us my legs for use and pull my body into shape.

-maybe i viewed this summer wrong. i thought it be "sweet","charming","relaxing"and"magical".
too feel list:
SWEET
CHARMING
RELAXING
MAGICAL
LOVELY
DEPRESSION

there is a price to pay for being lousy and moody.that price is no boyfriend and sadly no guy is intrested in my either. i'm not sure
i can cross out anything on my too feel list.

"call me insane,but i'm not the girl who can find anything in guys with a skateboard. maybe a guy with a pencil can intrest me"