burning me up inside
Last night and all today, I got really stuck on listening to "I Drove All Night" over and over and over again.
Then I remembered a Radiolab episode about a woman who became obsessed with Bolero, listening to it constantly while painting repetitive images. Turned out she was beginning to experience a rare, fatal form of dementia. So that's paranoia-inducing.
Though actually, if I have brain dysfunction going on-- heh. If. Other than depression, anyway-- I think it's probably low dopamine, because my motivation is at all-time lows lately. Nothing seems worth doing, no reward seems to matter enough to try to achieve it.
I need a haircut.
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Then I remembered a Radiolab episode about a woman who became obsessed with Bolero, listening to it constantly while painting repetitive images. Turned out she was beginning to experience a rare, fatal form of dementia. So that's paranoia-inducing.
Though actually, if I have brain dysfunction going on-- heh. If. Other than depression, anyway-- I think it's probably low dopamine, because my motivation is at all-time lows lately. Nothing seems worth doing, no reward seems to matter enough to try to achieve it.
I need a haircut.
http://cesare.dreamwidth.org/163837.html |