Okay, so my birthday is Monday. I think a few years ago it lost all the excitement that that one day used to have. When I was little I would wait by the door for my guests, and now I begin to count how many people have forgotten. I don't want to spend my birthday alone, but it looks like that's how it's going to be again this year. Those of you who I talk to often know the one thing I want for my birthday, but as of now it doesn't look too promising. I'm so confused. :(

I'm going to make the best of these next few days off though. Hopefully they won't be the usual weekend at home.

Ugh! What's so wrong with wanting to make someone you care about happy? Doesn't any guy out there want that? What the fuck is wrong with you people...