Noooo

allie83 — Mon, 06 Sep 2010 05:21:20 GMT

So, I decided to clean off people who no longer used, or have deleted me from LJ - and I ended up deleting about 95% of my list by accident :( That was NOT intentional, and hopefully you have all received my friend request again. Stupid fucking live journal. If for some reason we're still not friends, please poke me.

I've not updated for absolutely freaking ages, but Urgh. My life is in such limbo at the moment and I feel so bloody frustrated. I've never felt so low and depressed and I hate it. I've tried numerous times to sit and write in here, but I make myself even more miserable just reading how mundane and nothingy my life is at the moment. This isn't me. I know once I'm working, I'll feel better, but this stage I’m in right now sucks so much. I'm having the operation on my nose (to remove lose bone fragments.... mmm doesn't that sound delicious) on the 16th September, so hopefully once I'm healed from that I can start to look for work (that is, unless they want to operate on my bladder and put in this pace maker type thing, to try and help me pee...) Thing is, I've been at home and not working for so long, I'm scared. I have little to no self confidence - which has more or less been since my accident at work... and I just don't know what I could do. I'm 27 and feel as though I've done fuck all with my life, and I see no happy ending in sight.

Sorry this is such a Debbie Downer of a post. I just want you all to know I'm still here and still ♥ you all. Please don't forget me when I don't post for a while. Hopefully I'll be back to my usual perky self before we know it.

Don't forget to leave me a message here if we're still not friends on LJ again. I'm keeping this post open for a few days.

LOVE YOU

Poll of pretty people

allie83 — Mon, 19 Apr 2010 04:07:34 GMT

Toes stole this from lukecanwaltz88

THE HOTTIES AND THE NOTTIES: ROUND 1

The Game: The purpose is to see who is the hottest out of the celebrities I consider hot for one reason or another. There are 15 female and 15 males (alphabetically) and you vote them off by ones. Slowly we will make it down to the hottest. The person with the most votes each day is eliminated.

***Edit: Clearly I meant JESSICA Alba ;)***

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Let the war of the pretty begin....

If I had a life, who would watch my TV?

Noooo

Poll of pretty people