aliphaunt 🙂bouncy

Listens: Christmas Is All Around - Billy Mack ;)

19 Days to go!!!!!

If you could only read my mind, you would know that things between us ain't right...

DRAMA IS OVER!!!!!! I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! IT#S OVER, IT'S OVER, IT'S OVER!!!!!!! *cough*
It actually went worse than I expected (is that possible?) It wasn't the acting that was to fault, it was the fact that 'Haysey baby' wouldn't let us into the studio, even with MC Kenna shouting at him, AND screwed up our videoed footage, so
1) We didn't get a run through with lights
2) We didn't get a dress reheasal (ie no costume changing practice)
3) We didn't get to practice set changes
4) The film we spent HOURS videoing in the freezing cold and rain in just togas, which caused my sore throat to develop into a chest infection WASN'T USED
5) Our play ended up in the wrong order thanks to this.

Also, SOMEONE played the wrong tape, so instead of an introduction and link, I was launched straight into Scene two of my starring role, and got shouted at for missing my monologue #1, even though monologue #2 (taped) was playing, and I could hardly talk over it...
My toga fell completely off twice (ie, covering only my lower torso and legs, thus leaving me in my bra).
Um...... I THINK that's everything that went wrong....
Okay, rant over...

Welcome IAIN!!!!!!!! *does rock on sign* Yay, join our ever swelling community...
OH! and anyone wanting to come to come to ROTK on THE DAY it comes out, let me know soon so I can book tickets on Monday...

Lace me up, lace me up,
I'm still looking for these angels in the snow...

I'm sooo glad I have some memories, some songs that weren't memories of Aylson, the Mission was pretty bad on Elle's bday, cuz lots of the songs were either 'our songs', or songs that reminded me...
Things are still pretty confuzzling... I still don't know what I want - a friendship without trust is no friendship at all. But I do miss her....... but she's still playing up to my friends, and ignoring me... but sometimes she does speak, and she did apologise... but can I ever forgive her, she of all people knew how much it meant to me... how much everything meant...