aliphaunt 😡enraged

Listens: Feeling This - Blink 182

Bitchy rant.

Oh, my deity...... once again, le merde has hit le ventilateur (sp?). So Westlife might spilt up. What right do we have to be sad about it?
Excuse me? Do we have to have a right to be sad about it? Thay've been my favourite band for YEARS! I'm actually not that devastated, but it's still a portion of my life gone, something that means a lot to me gone. It's the little things, the little things that make up the background that you miss.
Okay, so a lot of people have had bad things happen to them. THIS (Westlife) IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD! I like to look back and remember, and be a little sad, but I'm not crying myself to sleep about it! I may joke that, ONCE, but for crying out loud, don't go in the huff with me!
I've already explained my thing about darkness, and the fact I'm not myself at the mo (I think it's winter blues, for the last two years I've got totally depressed this time of year, for no deiscernible reason). I'm sorry if I offended you Jo by joking about Westlife. But frankly, lots of things upset me, not just the whole Aylson situation. One thing that upset me most was when you actually asked if you could read my real diary, not my LJ, my personal private diary, and then stopped half way through saying 'it's all the same, isn't it?' Well, it's NOT! I know you don't even read my LJ, or you'd know by now.....
Oh, I don't even know what to say. At least now I know why you've been acting pissed off at me...... But seriously, history yesterday, when you spent the whole period talking to Cara and only talked to me to ask me for answers? As if it's my fault you got in trouble over London? I'm sorry, I had the whole interrogation thing too, for about 20 mins, but let's face it, I had a mouthful, and did not bring any drink with me to London!
I'm sorry, this entry sounds majorly bitchy, it's honestly not meant to be like that but I've had enough. Not with Jo, with the weirdness in the posse and the weirdness in my head. I'm sorry Jo...... but it's not like you're even reading this.