*cries* So, 'confrontation' today. I really don't want to talk about it, but I don't know why not. All I can say is that we agreed to not to be enemies, if not friends. Stupidly, I thought we'd been talking about ......I don't know. I just don't know. Is it stupid to be more upset than I've been in a long time over nothing really?
Only to take a line from Antigone, 'I have no love fro a friend who loves in words alone.'
And it seems like that's what we've done. Agreed to be friends in words, but not followed up in our actions.
I didn't even know what I wanted, I still don't, so why do I feel so hurt, upset, EMPTY?

Jo, I really felt like I need you today, you might have been able to empathise with me. Please, please be back tomorrow...