Spell your first name backwards - nosila
The story behind your user name – Passing shadow is a LOTR quote (what else?) and Darkness Falls is a line from Gollum's Song. I guess both are referring to the event on my birthday. Passing Shadow, if you pay attention, was something i was talking about in an earlier entry, in that I hope these events would only be a passing shadow... OH! and Aloof Elf Princess (original and best username!) was OBV a LOTR/Cassie Claire quote - from Arwen's diary, and adapted when Aloof unavailable elf princess wouldn't fit on my velcro t. *deep breath*
Where do you live – Physically, Edinburgh, in my dreasm, Middle earth ;)
4 words that sum you up – OBSESSED, midgety, genious, hobbit - no, wait, that's Peter Jackson...
Wallet - Blue one Clareypops gave me - but also sometimes pink sequinned pig
hairbrush- I have loads, but my fave is the .not sure how to describe it - random one with holes in it?
Toothbrush - hot pink and white ;) There IS an electric one somewhere, but I've not worked out how to change heads yet...
Jewelry worn daily – Watch, One Ring (either as ring or necklace), necklace, usually some form of bracelet...
Pillow covers – dependes which bed covers!
Blanket- depends.... but if you mean BLANKET as opposed to downy cover, then purple fleecy OR blue fluffy OR both
Coffee cup – I don't do coffee
Sunglasses – glasses annoy me soooo much! I mean, wearing them annoys me... PLUS I don't want to get panda eyes!
What you are wearing now- pink trews, black vest top, ballet leotard, tights, (what?!)
Hair – will be washed within the next half hour... or later.


WHAT (was/is/are)

In my mouth - you know the normal stuff: i.e. tongue, teeth...
In my head – Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright, thought's of tomorrow's French prelim... OTHER thoughts...
Wishing - everything will be okay
After this – entry i've been meaning to do for a while, but keep getting distracted by QUIZZES!
Talking to – No one
Eating – maybe my hat - I said I'd eat it and resign from the Academy if ROTK doesn't get Best Film Oscar - no, wait, that's not me either...
Person you wish you could see right now – don't like to say
Is next to you – maths books
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - celebrating end of exams!!!!!!!! Seeing ROTK again
The last thing you ate – some Belgian loaf
Something that you are deathly afraid of – SAURON!!!! Ringwraiths.... ;)
Do you like candles – yup! except when I'm wearing parachute trews....
Do you like hot wax – kind of....
Do you like incense – No, it makes me want to sneeze!
Do you like the taste of blood – Nooooo!
Do you believe in love – Yes I believe in a thing called love - just listen to the rhythm of my heart!
Do you believe in soul mates - I'd like to
Do you believe in love at first sight – I'd like to
Do you believe in Heaven - Not sure anymore one way or t'other
Do you believe in forgiveness – ^ see above
Do you believe in God – ^
What do you want done with your body when you die – I would have said cremated, but only the heathen kings get buried...
Who is your worst enemy – probz myself.... and my obsession!
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be – a dragon
What is the latest you've ever stayed up - All night?
Ever been to Belgium – YEAH! Trenches!! =D (to all my homies in Bruge....)
Can you eat with chopsticks – Noooooooo!
What's your favorite coin – LOTR New Zealand coins!
What are some of your favorite candies – maltesers...
What's something you wish you could understand better - people. and myself. and love.
What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow – to have some reply...
1. name: Alibaba
2. single or taken: Single, although tis a moot point
3. sex: Female
4. bday: would rather be forgotten
5. sign: Libra
6. siblings: lil bro
7. hair color: almost blonde
8. eye color: bluuuuuue!
9. shoe size: 5
10. height: 5"2

Relationships
1. who are your best friends?: I guess Babz & Kaz
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No - moot point tho.

fashion|stuff

1. where is your favorite place to shop: um..... boredom free zone!!!
2. any tattoos or piercings: nien - unless closed up ears count?

specifics
1. do you do drugs? no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use? whatever. Conditioner, though...
3. what are you most scared of?: going blind (or maybe deaf, can't work out..)
4. what are you listening to right now?: the songs in my head
5. who is the last person that called you? Can't remember - not loved - shunned
6. where do you want to get married?: Somewhere nice, and lovely
7. how many buddies are online right now?: dunno, b'ain't on msn
8. what would you change about yourself?: hmm........

Ho hum, pigs bum....

I've heard there was a secret chord,
That David played, and it pleased the Lord,
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Maybe I have been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

There was a time you'd let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And it's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah


First exam, French listening, tomorrow. I'm not actually too scared, although I know there will be hell to pay if I don't get good enough results. I think it is soooo nasty to give us exams A WEEK after the Christmas holidays, and expect us to do all our revision then - I mean, I had family commitments for at least 8 out of 14 days, and then I saw Babz, who was up from York for a short period of time... basically, I did about 3 days revision. Aaaaanyways...

I realised something rather freaky the other day - when I was in Cape May in the summer, I bought a wish bracelet for Megan and me. (At the time, I just thought it was pretty.) basically, you're supposed to make a wish as you tie it on (you can't get it off until it wears out unless you cut it) and I thought I'd wished for one thing. But at that time, I also used to wish (you know, like in chain emails) that things between me and Aylson would go back to the way they were. (At that time, things were... I don't know... wrong.) But then, for a while, I just wished everything would turn out right, and I think I must have made this wish as I actuallt TIED the bracelet on...
The bracelet fell off on my birthday.
Make of that what you will.

I had more to say, but I've forgotten it.