I am one of the most blendable flavours; I go with sweet, I go with sour, I go with bland, I go with anything. I am practical and good company, but have something of a tendency to hang around when I'm not wanted, unaware that my presence is not welcome. What Flavour Are You? |
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder,
Or return to where we were...
(But a reply would still be nice)
I'm in love, and always will be...
...you will think I've moved on...
I'm in love, and always will be...
I kind of regret the last entry - well, I don't regret it, but I don't think I made it clear, and I think I offended someone - I don't mean I like the views I wrote down, on the whole cynical thing, I meant I feel really cynical, and think all this, but don't like it. I realise you can never really know who a person is, and that's why I always try to be really honest with everyone, in the hope that they will follow suit and I will better understand them. Also, I just like being open and honest, in most aspects of life (reasons for not handing in homework etc are different!)
Anyway, sorry.
Oh, also, for anyone wondering what a chav is (and this is just an excuse to put this link in, cuz I love this site) go check this site! (Hell, check it even if you ARE a chav! But remember I didn't make it and so should not be battered. Thank you.)
Random quiz follows. Do not feel obliged to read.
1. If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why? I don't know, I prefer the moon to the sun, and walking on the moon would be hilarious, but I kind of like the idea of spinning around the sun...
2. If you could share that experience with one person, who would that be, and why? The one I love at that time.
3. What colour do you think best describes you and why? yellow - it's a happy, sunny colour!
4. Do you know what your element is? You mean star sign element? That'd be air.
5. Do you know your astrological sign? If so what is it? Libra.
6. Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul? Maybe, but I don't really know what dreams are suppose to be. How do we know that our dream world is not the real world and the world we are living in now (i.e. reality) isn't all just a dream? So when we go to sleep we are waking up in the dream world which could possibly be the real world? If you know what I mean! ^ I agree with Bing here, and have thought this all my life, amonst other such things, but couldn't be arsed typing this out!
7. What is your most vivid dream? Not too sure.... I either remember them or I don't.
8. If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing and why? I'd be in Middle Earth.
9. If you could only choose one element to surround yourself with either a)wind, b)fire, c)earth, or d)water, which would you choose and why? Water or fire..... I can't decide which attracts me more! I love the danger and unpredictability of fire, plus the flame itself, but I also love water, thast which gives us life... hmm..... If someone's analysing this, have fun! I'm either destructive or a pacifist!
10. Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? I feel I basically already have, and it was spurned.
11. Who runs circles around your mind? Her.
12. If you had to paint a self-portrait would you make it a)realistic, b)abstract, or c)you'd rather die than have to pick up a paint brush? a blend of realistic and abstract, cuz I'm not good enough at art to stick to one style!
13. Which do you prefer more and why, a)natural light, b)candle light, c)florescent light, or d)moonlight? Moonlight - it's pretty and mysteriously romantic.
14. Do you believe in karma? Do you even know what karma is?
I don't believe as such in anything of this kind of concept, but I like to think it's real - I believe it because I like the idea is what I'm trying to say.
15. How about fate? Are we all fulfilling a destiny here on earth? ^ See above answer.
16. Who is the most thought-provoking person you know, and why? Well, the person I spend most time thinking about is her.... but mind you, and this sounds stupid, Mr Aitkne can be pretty thought-provoking.
17. Who is the most inspiring and why? Different people inspire me in different ways. That includes fictional characters such as Sam and Frodo and Aragorn. OH, and Viggo, I love him for his... artistic soul.
18. If you had to spend the rest of your natural life with only one other human being, who would that be and why? I can't say now.... maybe I could a few months ago, but then again, maybe not.
19. Which sense could you not live without, and why? Sight and sound - sight is so important to me, but then so is music - never being able to hear a beautiful song again would be awful.
20. Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write? Yeah, after a shower, and generally 'Hi!'
21. Have you ever written or drawn on another person? If so who, and what did you write/draw? Yup. I think....... maybe........
22. What do you wish on? I wish on candles, stars, to higher powers and wish bracelets, and in those emails!!!! And I wish to myself.
23. Tell the person who sent this to you one thing about yourself, however big or small, that you've never told before. Never told anyone..... Hmmmmm...... I'll get back to you on that.
24. Right now is your life, spiraling, or ascending? Why? Spiralling, becasue althought there are good days, it still hangs over me, dragging me down.
25. If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why? I should've done more revision, instead of sitting with my Gran and Grandad. I would have made her finfish what she was saying, rather than let her trail off...
Question 26 has gone......
27. Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors? Why? Cozy bed!!!! I'd love to sleep underneath just the night sky, but in Scotland I don't think that's climatically possible! (is that a word?)
28. What is the most beautiful thing in the world? babies - new life.
29. Name one person whose changed your life for the better.
Tolkien and Peter Jackson. Without them, i would never have found the feelings I've yearned for all my life, that LOTR inspires in me. Also, for a while, her.
30. Name one person whose changed your life for the worse. At the moment, obviously her, but I'm hoping that will eventually pass...
31. If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to? I'd love to say something from LOTR, one of the beautiful, emotional lines, and to my lil bro... And I'd tell Aylson I loved her.
32. Do you believe in heaven? Once again, I like to.
33. Would you rather a)run through a sunflower field, b)jump inside a waterfall, or c)hike through the woods? Jump inside a waterfall, without doubt! Waterfalls are such beautiful things! PLUS it has its LOTR references!
34. What is your worst fear in the world? Does it consume you? Being lonely, losing friends, but that's already happened, and although I thought before it was the worst possible thing that could happen, I'm still here.
35. What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in? Music! LOTR.
36. If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why? Tolkien, because in my eyes he is akin to God.
37. Have you ever written poetry or song lyrics? Have you shared it? Yeh, both - I wrote a few song tunes as well! One of my poems in primary school was published, and Bing and Elle have poems in the same book!
38. Do you believe experimentation can be a good thing? Why or why not? I guess so...
Some more questions have gone too...
42. If you could go back in time, where would you go, what would you do, and why? Back to the weeks preceding my birthday, and just savour every moment.
1.What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? First exams, first time I've cried in the cinema!
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I can't remember what my new years resolutions were!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? My aunt, and baby grace is one of the most special people to me in the world, because I spent two weeks with her when she was 2 weeks old, and a week when she was 4 months.
4. Did anyone close to you die? Thankfully, no. Excpet Theoden. But he wasn't that close, anyway, on account of being fictional.
5. What countries did you visit? Wales, Ireland, USA (twice), Germany.
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? *shrugs* nothing i can think of. oh, wait, a happy birthday.
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 27th September - I'm sorry if I still seem to be dwelling on it, I am trying not to!
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Um....
9. What was your biggest failure? the Standard Grades.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? No doubt sprained an ankle or summat... ;)
11. What was the best thing you bought? the ROTK ticket!
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? all my matey mates, especailly after my birthday! Thank you guys!!!!!
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Aylson's
14. Where did most of your money go? Um...? away?
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Westlife and ROTK!!!!!!! Oh, and seeing Grace!!!!
16. What song will always remind you of 2003? Um... Bring Me To Life! Oh, and Into The West by Annie Lennox.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. Happier or sadder? sadder.
ii. Thinner or fatter? ????? like I can remember?
iii. Richer or poorer? ^ see above
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? revision!
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? being bitter
20. How will you be spending Christmas? I've spent it quietly at home with my family :)
21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2003? Too many things.......I don't even want to say!
22. Did you fall in love in 2003? no
23. How many one-night stands? None
24. What was your favorite TV program? Will & Grace, Friends
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No, but I did for a while... oooh, about 1 hour.....
26. What was the best book you read? Noughts and Crosses and LOTR again!
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Evanescence and the Darkness!
28. What did you want and get? can't remember!
29. What did you want and not get? Orlando Bloom, a trip to the ROTK premiere! (I tried really hard, tho!)
30. What was your favorite film of this year? Return of the King, but POTC comes close!
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? The erasure of all events of above date.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? bit random, really....
34. What kept you sane? music
35. Which movie character did you fancy the most? Legolas, Jack, Aragorn, Will
36. What political issue stirred you the most? the war
37. Who did you miss? Aylson
38. Who was the best new person you met? um.....? the DofE guys?
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003. Bad thinbgs happen? if you stumble, you may prevent a fall (at least, that's what I'm hoping!)
OH!!!! I saw the end of Top Of The Pops (the new show SUCKS!) and ANNIE MACDOUGALL is an executive producer or summat! kept that one quiet, didn't you Annie!