Show me a path with no shadows, find me a Maker worth meeting...

Witch-hunt in the 21st Century

ajali — Tue, 21 Apr 2009 23:58:24 GMT

Wow, just wow.
Found a post here which makes so much social sense, and politely asks us all to just calm the fuck down.
I really like this person.

Found through metaquotes of course.

ajali — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 23:10:32 GMT

Michael is such a coward. I told him to put his big-boy panties on and stop whinging. Didn't seem to make any difference.

'Waaaa waaa I cut my legs today. Lots of blood.'
'Waaaa waaa I drank three bottles of Jack Daniels today. I am tortured.'
'Waaa waaa I ran for two hours then screamed in a graveyard'

Sheesh. Anyone would think he's the only person in the world to become a parent!
Either face up to your responsibilities or stop whining about it. Big fucking pansy.

Not that I have much sympathy for Rebekah, given how she's gone bat-shit crazy, but it's just painful to see Michael acting like such a wet blanket.

False child of God

ajali — Sat, 11 Apr 2009 23:33:39 GMT

But I did not even feel you slip
how could you have fooled me for so long
sweet poison smile
a snare
like your name
Your Christian name
you false child of god
/with no humility or sense of justice or acceptance/

or child of a false god?
for what loving god would permit his get
to conduct herself in such wanton
whorish ways
and treat with such disdain and lies
the ones she purported to love
but you, her lover
I felt you slip
into your safe, beloved darkness
where your burning god
scalds you with a guilt you should not carry
and by the light of the moon I name you
snare
and your swollen sin
will lead a half-empty beginning
to a lonely, stunted completion
for their union was false
and
incomplete

And I, I shall watch as ever
live and lead
as ever
and whisper your origins to the night
the night that holds your father
as it's lonely, loving child
and narrate the tragic woman-made folly
with less skill than he who penned
the Simon-Summoner
and the Peter-Pardoner

ajali — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 00:39:48 GMT

Maybe stolen. Seeing if this works Also
not sure what to put here...

Hover cat!

your cut contents here.

Nada Surf; See these Bones

ajali — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 00:04:09 GMT

Love it.

It's haunting (Felix says hauntingly good) and the "see these bones" bit of the chorus gets snagged in my head occasionally, then I get pissed off as I can't remember the rest of it but I feel compelled to sing it.

ajali — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 16:57:59 GMT

You're the lowlife,
I'm the highlife
And I've just been playing in the mud with you

I know that you read me, you sordid, swollen bitch.

ajali — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:14:14 GMT

Time for more poetry, methinks :)

ajali — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 19:46:50 GMT

Someone who claims they want nothing more to do with me, is frequenting my livejournal.
What a juxtaposition.

The Ideal Falls

ajali — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 02:25:28 GMT

And I was angry, today
wanting to be a lesser person
cave to more base morals

For why should I suffer for being so much better?
Because I'm better.
Why should I pay for your mistakes?
heave your weight upon my back and
carry it still whilst you
embrace the destruction of vice
and peurility

And you cannot stand my humanity
you spin your lies less apt than
the arachnid and
I, I am so far out of you
your comprehesion
and you must tarnish me and make me hate
and hurt
and wish I had the courage to bear
the sound of my own pleading
for
you cannot know
the anger
you awake in me

and
all
your
lies
and putresceant simpering
has only served to taint the ones you love
beyond all

and dream you might and plead,
bat lashes and
hide the warp within
you are pine to oak and you will fall

If only you had taken your lessons from me instead of the witch who spawned you
for she lost herself to grief so long ago

F Locked.

ajali — Fri, 27 Feb 2009 16:57:12 GMT

So yes, this is a friends lock journal now after one of my oldest friends hacked into it. Also, personal stuff, sensitive stuff, will be going in a different journal to prevent this sort of thing happening again.

A plan with Rebekah

ajali — Thu, 18 Sep 2008 13:34:23 GMT

I has a plan
A whacky good plan

Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation.

You have just sent a nudge.

I am Sirati says:
hey
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
I love you!!!
I am Sirati says:
I love you too!
I am Sirati says:
(why this time )
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Because your you x
I am Sirati says:

Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
And you make me happy. Dont you ever leave me ok? Not sure what I would do without you!! x
I am Sirati says:
aww bless you
I am Sirati says:
same goes for you too woman
I am Sirati says:
you force me to be a girl, kicking and screamingthough it may be sometimes!
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Thats because you are a girl dumb ass!
I am Sirati says:
lol
I am Sirati says:
i know, but i dont like to admit it most of the time
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
I realy wanna do this Lampeter thing Kerry, promise me your hold my hand all the way x
I am Sirati says:
will do, as besas i am able
I am Sirati says:
best as*
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
So does that mean in English, or Wealsh as the case may be,
I am Sirati says:
yes
I am Sirati says:
lol
I am Sirati says:
hehe
I am Sirati says:
ow my head hurts
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Im scared Kerry, and take some codis or something!!
I am Sirati says:
what are you scared of?
I am Sirati says:
(finding paracetamol in a bit)
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Everything! I just feel realy wierd, not sure, dont normaly do emotions!
I am Sirati says:
hehe
I am Sirati says:
it's funny
I am Sirati says:
but yes, i agree
I am Sirati says:
definitly scary
I am Sirati says:
you just have to trust to your instincts, go with what feels right
I am Sirati says:
I mean, i know with me that landed me in a lot of trouble, but it's all worked out for the best
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Yes but darling ive spent my life doing as im told, So im not sure what my instincts are!
I am Sirati says:
time to find out, lol
I am Sirati says:
it's hrd to explain
I am Sirati says:
hard*
I am Sirati says:
but a lot of it is doing what you want, what feels right for you
I am Sirati says:
i mean, when you go shopping and youwant to buy, say some jewellry?
I am Sirati says:
you only buy exactly what you want, because it's important - you wont wear it if you dont like it
I am Sirati says:
you get the one that feels right
I am Sirati says:
this is similar, but very different, lol
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
If I think my mum would approve I wear it, if not it gets returned or stays in the jewellry box!
I am Sirati says:
ouch
I am Sirati says:
nu-uh, you cant do that anymore
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
i know babe, just need a helping hand thats all
I am Sirati says:
hmmm
I am Sirati says:
we'll work it out
I am Sirati says:
hmm, Michael just came on facebook chat and said msn has crashed again and to give his appologies to you
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
I surpose i can forgive him this once, its that smile, cant resist it! x
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Are you ignoring me?
I am Sirati says:
no my dear, i'm reading though
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
reading through what?
I am Sirati says:
http://www.lamp.ac.uk/
I am Sirati says:
this should help - lampeter univeristy home site
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
You are such a goo friend, x
I am Sirati says:
lol
I am Sirati says:
i know
I am Sirati says:
there's a section on learning support, mature students, childcare, local schools...
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Brilliant, ill check it out. By the way how long am i staying at yours?
I am Sirati says:
in lampeter or the weekend?
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Weekend silly!
I am Sirati says:
overnight?
I am Sirati says:
can find train home for you on sunday?
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
However lomg you want me babe, im all yours, x
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
thats ment to be long, not lomg, what the hell is lomg?!
I am Sirati says:
hehe
I am Sirati says:
sorry, was in shower
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Thats ok darling, im used to you leaving me hanging...x
I am Sirati says:
lol, sorry
I am Sirati says:
oki, ceckingtrain fares
I am Sirati says:
checking*
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Groovy x
I am Sirati says:
http://nationalrail.co.uk/ anotherusefl link
I am Sirati says:
useful
I am Sirati says:
for trains
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Thanks sugar
I am Sirati says:
welcome babe
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Me and Michael are talking about medeival fetishist, hehe
I am Sirati says:
?
I am Sirati says:
do explain further!
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
He has a picture of him in his gear, and it went on from there
I am Sirati says:
lol, yeah
I am Sirati says:
he loves the swords
I am Sirati says:
ah that picture
I am Sirati says:
yes it is rather dashing
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
I know, i real like him hon, this is utter shit!!!
I am Sirati says:
awww bless!
I am Sirati says:
yeah, you have no idea how long i denied that i liked Cash
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Great! well im not gonna put up with shit like that! And we all knew by the way
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
your ignoring me again!! Bitch!!
I am Sirati says:
lol, am not
I am Sirati says:
was being beaten up by hairy dogs
I am Sirati says:
and having lunch with my dad
I am Sirati says:
i have a plan
I am Sirati says:
a wild whacky probably-not-going-to-happen plan
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
ok ill let it slide again, but stop making a regular habbit of it!! say hi to your dad for me
I am Sirati says:
lol, will do
I am Sirati says:
in fact, may take laptop downstairs
I am Sirati says:
cash was on abou owning a bar recently, which got me thinking
I am Sirati says:
since working in the cafe, i always kinda wanted to own one like it
I am Sirati says:
but i was thinking, combine a restaurant with a bar, like the Globe, speciality foods etc
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
kerrys thinking, could be painful!
I am Sirati says:
but with a backroom as a massage parlour
I am Sirati says:
massage/beauty therapy
I am Sirati says:
obviously enclosed area for children to play in, maybe something for dogs as well, knowing what a pain it is for my dogs
I am Sirati says:
and....a butterfly house!
I am Sirati says:
with a little shop too, to buy homemade fudge and cakes and beek jerky and handmade toys
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
why not a chocolate factury also!!
I am Sirati says:
not sure if you're mocking me, but yes! why not?!
I am Sirati says:
a small one, so people can see how it's made and stuff
I am Sirati says:
thing is, i've got hundreds of recipe books on my laptop now
I am Sirati says:
hundreds of them!
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Oh god shes off on one!
I am Sirati says:
seriously - this could work
I am Sirati says:
oki, i've seen how well a properly run bar/restaurant can do
I am Sirati says:
i'vealso seen how popular my soup nights were at uni
I am Sirati says:
now, lots of people like massages, and they're good for them, but are rather expensive
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
I pull the best pint of Guinness ever! Any help?
I am Sirati says:
of course
I am Sirati says:
this is why i mention it to you
I am Sirati says:
you have bar experiance, and beuty therap experiance
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
plus im preety!!
I am Sirati says:
exactly
I am Sirati says:
and you always need attractive bar staff!
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
of course!
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
well if i can help in any way, just let me know!!
I am Sirati says:
og !
I am Sirati says:
oh Haha!
I am Sirati says:
even
I am Sirati says:
authentic nights
I am Sirati says:
speciality nights
I am Sirati says:
so ifit's say, and indian night, live bellydancer performance
I am Sirati says:
if it was a medievel night, live re-enactors
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
and whores!!
I am Sirati says:

I am Sirati says:
you got a little too excited there dear!
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
just a bit!!
I am Sirati says:
good job i had put my tea down, otherwise i would have had a soggy laptop
I am Sirati says:
naughty nights Ann Summer party style? with stylised food?
Hello, Dears... If I Do Not Reply Its Because My Sister Rebekah Is Using My Account, I L Y Bekah! :L says:
Bless, you know me well enough to expect that sort of thing from me!
I am Sirati says:
hehe, i know, but it still caught me off guard

Peacemaker soul?

ajali — Fri, 15 Dec 2006 04:46:39 GMT

Snagged from cornish_thumper

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.

While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a great sense of humour and wit.
You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Evil test

ajali — Tue, 12 Dec 2006 09:30:06 GMT

You Are 10% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm. Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

Flower me

ajali — Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:37:11 GMT

Which flower are you?

Lily

You are quiet and caring, displaying an elegance that few can.

Click Here to Take This Quiz
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Yeah. Right.

Brain Pattern

ajali — Sun, 26 Nov 2006 16:42:22 GMT

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Lust quotient

ajali — Tue, 14 Nov 2006 14:43:55 GMT

Your Lust Quotient: 54%

You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild!

How Much Lust Do You Have?

Enneagram Personality test

ajali — Mon, 06 Nov 2006 19:38:53 GMT

the Perfectionist
Thanks for taking the test !

you chose CZ - your Enneagram type is ONE.

"I do everything the right way"

Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled. They strive to live up to their high ideals.

How to Get Along with Me

Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work.
Acknowledge my achievements.
I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am.
Tell me that you value my advice.
Be fair and considerate, as I am.
Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive.
Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first.

What I Like About Being a One

being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal
working hard to make the world a better place
having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself
being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do
being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions
being the best I can be and bringing out the best in other people

What's Hard About Being a One

being disappointed with myself or others when my expectations are not met
feeling burdened by too much responsibility
thinking that what I do is never good enough
not being appreciated for what I do for people
being upset because others aren't trying as hard as I am
obsessing about what I did or what I should do
being tense, anxious, and taking things too seriously

Ones as Children Often

criticize themselves in anticipation of criticism from others
refrain from doing things that they think might not come out perfect
focus on living up to the expectations of their parents and teachers
are very responsible; may assume the role of parent
hold back negative emotions ("good children aren't angry")

Ones as Parents

teach their children responsibility and strong moral values
are consistent and fair
discipline firmly

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
Harper SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You liked the test? so please don't forget to RATE it...
but remember! it had only two questions!!! ;-)

you wanna know MORE?
so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type...

...even more you'll find in Google

or do you prefer to

You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CZ

Would you rather have chosen:

AZ (THREE)

BZ (FIVE)

CX (TWO)

CY (SIX)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 0% on ABC
You scored higher than 0% on XYZ

Link: The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Gender brain

ajali — Wed, 25 Oct 2006 15:36:04 GMT

Your Brain is 87% Female, 13% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl Which isn't a bad thing at all You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions. You're a good friend and give great advice.

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Whaaaa'? When did that happen? Don't tell me i'm a real girl, i might not be able to cope!

Leaving home

ajali — Thu, 28 Sep 2006 04:12:08 GMT

http://www.timeanddate.com/counters/customcounter.html?day=29&month=9&year=2006&hour=02&min=00&sec=00&p0=136

That time for me is the exact time Season 2 airs in America. It'll be longer till i get it, but that's besides the point.

I'm leaving home. I'm actually leaving home. I'm all packed, just deciding how many books i actually need. Got cooking equipment, cook books, washing/ironing stuff, clothes i'll need, university details.
What films shall i take? What cd's? I can't sleep. It's 5 in the morning and i've had about 45 minutes sleep.
I'm not scared about making new friends - i'm a sociable person and people are drawn to me. I'm not scared about having to cope on my own. I'm the person people say 'if the economy collapses and we're sent back to the dark ages, i'm coming to find you'.
I have an affinity for finding good crops of wild food, i'm sure i'll be able to survive with a frikkin shop.

But i'm distraught about leaving the people and places that i love. God, my dogs are going to be heartbroken and i'm in tears just at the prospect of saying goodbye. I hugged my Westie and cried earlier. He knows something's up - he's not letting me out of his sight, and he's sleeping by my side on my bed as i type this, even though he knows full well he's not allowed upstairs.

I took a break form packing today to go into Bodmin and get some stuff - an essential oil basic care kit and a really good book about them - 'The Fragrant Pharmacy' by Valerie Ann Worwood - for my sister. I already have my own mini-pharmacy.
I saw Kathy, had my back corrected again. The niggling under my shoulder by my spine that's been going on for a month or so turned out to be a rib in the wrong place - must have shifted doing heavy lifting, and it's been ucomfortable since. Said goodbye to her, then i saw my old primary school teacher from reception (4/5 years old) for the first time in years.
Met up with Spetch and walked to Rebekah's. I'm really sad to be leaving them - Rebekah wont have much company now i don't think, but we'll keep in touch. I was near tears when i said goodbye to her.

I missed my last training session. Just too much packing to do. I don't think Miguel knew i was coming down to say goodbye - he was gone by the time i arrived, but went to Alex and Laura's with Izy and Ben. Laura's wedding dress is finally made and hanging in her bathroom and it's both tiny and enormous! She's such a petite person, which you don't realise because she's so noisy :D But she was hyper about her dress, with it's looong train and pearl-worked bodice, fine transparant material over the entire thing with quiet embroidery over it, and a gathered-silk effect on her left side. She's going to look stunning in it.
Kate's absence was a very loud presence with us all. I think she'll be quite pissed she missed that, but she can drool over the dress at Christmas
Got a chinese, got my order from Sammy, said goodbye. I was so close to crying. I'm not going to see them properly for about 6 months, and it's just sad.
Me "We'll keep in touch, and yeah, keep me updated on everything, and you have to look after Rebekah for me. Come online more often too, hehe."
Laura "It won't be that long before we see each other again, you're going to have an amazing time. Don't worry, i won't forget you - you're too noisy for that!"

Alex wished me a great time too, told me i would have an amazing time if i let myself.

Oki, this post has eased my angst a little, but it doesn't look like i'll be sleeping tonight.

My next post will be made at university. They had so better allow access to livejournal.
And hey - it's 20 hours and 49 minutes...after 3/4 months of waiting!

High Preistess Tarot

ajali — Tue, 26 Sep 2006 13:22:05 GMT

Snagged from My_Alexander Do they normally need a tiebreak?

You scored as II - The High Priestess. The High Priestess is a card of intuition, instinct and hidden knowledge. She knows all your secrets, you can hide nothing from her. Yet you will never know the secrets she herself protects.If well aspected in a Tarot spread, this card can indicate the use of intuition to solve problems; trust to your instincts. If badly aspected, it can mean suppression and ignoring of such instincts - following your head at the expense of your heart.

III - The Empress

94%

II - The High Priestess

94%

XI: Justice

88%

VIII - Strength

81%

XIX: The Sun

81%

XIII: Death

75%

XVI: The Tower

75%

I - Magician

69%

X - Wheel of Fortune

63%

IV - The Emperor

63%

0 - The Fool

63%

VI: The Lovers

13%

XV: The Devil

13%

Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You?
created with QuizFarm.com

In My Time Of Dying new clip!

ajali — Tue, 26 Sep 2006 01:10:26 GMT

OMG NEW CLIP AT SUPERNATURAL_TV OF IN MY TIME OF DYING at http://cwtv.com/video

Mrscutedean seems to be a little more coherant than I in her post here so go check it out.

i think

David who?

A NEW CLIP?

Izi Owen-Bowler says:

what new clip

david hasselhof big in germany i think off baywatch

2 days: Then it's my time of dying says:

OMG

IZY

FUCKING HELL

aaah

i'm actually crying

fuck

Izi Owen-Bowler says:

WHAT

2 days: Then it's my time of dying says:

fuckfuckfuckfucjkcjfw;odsafvjkhfdsa

that clip

is

wow

.LEKWJHKJHFDAFDKHJvkhdfvskjhdvvssfdsds

dsf

fdsbsfdhds

Izi Owen-Bowler says:

WHAT

2 days: Then it's my time of dying says:

OMG

NEWC LIPFKB

CANT BREATHE

SERIOUSLY

you know the finale and we couldnt breathe afterwards

same trouble

seriouslyfuck my chest

hyperventilatign

Izi Owen-Bowler says:

where is this clip, clip of what

2 days: Then it's my time of dying says:

i'm SERIOUSL

CANT BR.K

DIZZY

WOAH

VI;FN

SION

VISION

Izi Owen-Bowler says:

FUCKING HELL JUST ANSWER ME

2 days: Then it's my time of dying says:

woah

oki

http://cwtv.com/video

Izi Owen-Bowler says:

sorry u got me carried away with your shouting

2 days: Then it's my time of dying says:

i know you're anti spoiler but OA;OLDJFHJVHfdsO'hfsVDS

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directors cutupernatural

: Supernatural*

Izi Owen-Bowler says:

whats it a clip of, first episode

2 days: Then it's my time of dying says:

YEAH

seriously

that is

woah

top notch

that acting

and Sam looks so beaten

up*

Izi Owen-Bowler says:

oh god i really want to watch but then agian i dont

how long is the clip

2 days: Then it's my time of dying says:

about a minute

but you need to

i dont care if you dont want to be spoiled

this is only a snippet from the episode

lhf

remember the fight in Dead Man's Blood between Sam and John with Dean trying to intervene?

that was candyfloss

Izi Owen-Bowler says:

i really should go to bed have to be up by 8 am but now u've made me want to stay up and wait....damm u
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Attempts to learn to breathe again...

Hamish

ajali — Sun, 24 Sep 2006 22:57:53 GMT

Hamish is, well, Hamish is a terrier. A West Highland White, and it shows in everything he does, and everything he doesn't do. He likes to dig, chew his claws, pester other creatures, kill them if he thinks he can get away with it. Fiercely loyal, he's a real trooper and will give anything a go, isn't scared of much and even if he is he'll go for it if he thinks it's a threat. Especially if he thinks i'm in danger. He has very selective intellect - i.e. he is intelligent, prefers not to show it, so he can pretened he hasn;t heard or hasn't understood if you tell him to do something he doesn't want to do.
He hates baths but loves rolling in unpleasant things, then hides behind the curtains.
He doesn't seem to get the fact that he'd a dog, he easily considers himself an equal to anything, just doesn't seem to cross his mind that he should defer to a bigger dog, he just...is, deal with me kinda attitude. He's huge, just in a small body, and has recently learned to climb trees - i've been cutting off branches of the large pine in the meadow and he wanted to stay closer to me, so he just...climbed up it!
He jumps up onto the chair at the kitchen table and sits there as if though he's expected, and keeps coming up to my room. He would sleep at my feet every night if he could, and when i'm not home, my parents find him curled up in my bedsheets.

I'm going to be utterly heartbroken to leave him, and i know he will be too. He's been my best friend for what must be half my life!

4 days. Then it's My Time Of Dying. And leaving.

ajali — Sun, 24 Sep 2006 22:34:45 GMT

I have a webcam now! People, come online and talk to me so i can show it off! Skype too - kerry.woodfield - if you have it, feel free to add me.

I can't believe it, 4 days. Til Supernatural season 2 starts. And till i go to university. The house feels so weird without Bethan, i'm so used to six of us. But yeah, i guess it's going to be worse for the rest of my family when i go too.
I'm scared.
i mean, i'm quite independant, kinda like my own company quite often. But sometimes i get quite needy for people i'm comfortable with. I never have a problem making friends (well, discounting the Bodmin 'in-crowd' but they have a significant lack of neurones.
I'm glad i picked a university that resembles my hometown. The student population is about 1,500 and the setting is very 'Cornish', for all it being west Wales.

I'm an unashamed country bumpkin so the setting should soothe me. But i'm getting quite worked up about leaving - i'm in such a good place emotionally and mentally right now. I'm really going to miss this place. And my people. They really are my people. But most of them will be off to uni anyway. But i'm realising that i a) have to grow up now and b) have to leave everyone behind. Laura will still phone regularly, and Kate won't speak for about a month and a half then phone up and chat for hours, normally when she's on a high after training. Spetch and i will still call with every problem we come across, and the Skype/webcam will conveniance my maintained contact resolutions. Wow, i don't sound pompous at all.

Yeah, i'm equal parts terrified and excited, is all.

But i'm going to be heartbroken to leave my dogs!

New promo shots - not spoilery

ajali — Sun, 24 Sep 2006 21:45:36 GMT

Pretty much as it says in the subject line - new pictures up at E-median and i figured i'd post you guys the pictures, as i haven't seen them here yet. Is there a reason for that?

Two new ones of Sam - finally! I love Dean as much as the next girl but Sam. Stops. My. Heart!

Oh yeah, his hair, that dark gaze, angry yet haunted. Does things to me.

Now for the ensemble pictures, although how they can be called ensemble when there's only two cast members?

Looming out of the swathe of smoke, dark figures, tall and imposing, eyes carry the weight of their quest...i'm not getting poetic about a photograph...even one as pretty as this. I'll deny it!

Broody gazes pretty men....
Final note? I CAN'T WAIT FOR THURSDAY! Okay, fine, Friday is when i'll actually get it, but that's just semantics...</div>

Tardy

ajali — Sat, 09 Sep 2006 23:19:16 GMT

I've been very bad at updating my journal recently.

Feel guilty about it.
News. Holiday was great, i got a disgusting tan.
My results were what i needed - i'm going to university in 20 days exactly.
Supernatural is 19 days away.
I'm 20 years old on the 12th this month, so am holding a party tomorrow.

My friendship councelling role is going full swing it seems.