Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings.

First weekend of the year

2014-01-03T04:56:14Z

In Johor, we have already finished the first week of school (can 2 days be considered as a week?). I've been to all of my classes that I'm supposed to teach. And well, they're a noisy bunch. I have a class that is full with Linus kids (they need extra help to learn and understand things). So, I swear to myself that I'll do my best to help them at least understand the basic of English. I'll try to make the lessons as fun as I can possibly could but still keeping in line with the learning policies or whatever it's called. Wish me luck in my endeavour to teach these kids a foreign language!

New Year Message

2013-12-31T14:24:51Z

Dear self,

I love you~

I think I haven't said this to myself in a long while.

That's why I was feeling a bit unloved. Pfft...

We'll be saying goodbye to 2013 in less than 2 hours (well, in my country at least)

A lot of things happened throughout the year.

Good things.

Bad things.

Lazy things.

Fangirling things.

I just love the last part.

Had recently known VIXX (about 4 months, that's quite recent, right) and I'm head over heels for the boys.

I already went to their showcase (which happened right after I know about them. LUCKY!), bought their album (VOODOO) and their official merchandises (a hoodie worth RM3++, people! And some other stuff).

Well, I could talk about it more but alas it would get out of topic.

2014.

A new year, new resolutions will be made.

Well, this year.. hmmm... I'll just copy Aisyah's words.. I'll be less lazy this year...

And Ili's: To keep promises. (I definitely will go for that Europe tour!!!)

Well then, HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!!! ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN!!!

Oh! And HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUNGMIN OPPA!

Meeting with old friends

2013-08-12T15:27:54Z

I haven't done any reunion of sorts with my school friends.

It's been years since the last time I was at school. Hari Raya comes and goes. For the past years, there were plans of meet ups but I rejected most of them with the excuse that I was going back to my university or I had other plans. It was just as it is, an excuse. This year, there was none of those. Maybe they got busy with life, new families, exciting jobs.

Up until now, I was not sure of the real reason of my aversion of meeting people from my past. It suddenly came to me that maybe it was because of my fear of not fulfilling people's expectation.

Should it be called fear? I am not sure. But what I am sure is that from graduating as a law student to being unemployed for 10 months to being forced to attend a teaching college that I don't even have any interest in to working as a teacher. In the first few months of being a teacher, when people know that I was a law student, they kept asking why didn't I pursue an employment from that department. Why did I waste 5 years of my life reading law when in the end I landed a job as a teacher? It really bugged me. It still bugs me. It is always as the back of my head that now, I do not mention about my degree at all.

So maybe, with meeting people from my old days, they would ask me about the things that I want to be kept hidden. And maybe, just by looking at them, I don't want to be reminded of my, I'm not sure how to call this, failures or insufficiency or incompetence or inadequacy, of fulfilling my dreams.

Happy Birthday

2013-02-23T09:39:46Z

It has been 26 years since I was born.

There were a lot of things that I have done;
things that needed idiocy,
things that needed simplicity,
things that needed bravery,
things that needed the soul of a child,
things that needed to be done by a fangirl,
things that needed to be done without enough thoughts in mind,
things that I was forced to do,
and even things that I regretted.

I never imagined that I would live the life I have now.

When I was 7, I thought by this age, I would be married, have at least 1 kid, happy leading a working life as a teacher.

When I was 17, I thought by this age, I would be a successful surgeon, which is a really wishful thinking because I do not like Chemistry all that much.

When I was 21, I thought by this age, I have graduated with honours from my University and having a blast, or a blasted life, as a lawyer.

Now that I reached 26, already passing the quarter of a century part of my life, I am already a teacher. However, I am still trying to find that place that is just for me. I don't think I am suited for this job. Thus, I am still searching.

And now, I am dreaming to open a coffee shop like the ones that I've seen in Seoul where they provide warmth, comfort and a sense of peace to its customers. The shop would provide tasty beverages, tasty desserts that go well with coffee and LOTS of books. The shop will have comfortable chairs to sit on, even one or two of those comfy sofas, big windows so sunlight can come in without hindrance and an ambience that will make the customers will want to come back.

Well, that's just a dream. So, for now, I am focusing on leading a life that will not make me regret the decisions that I have made during the past years. I will make enough money to support my family so that my parents don't have to work so hard any more. I will travel to all those places that I have been dreaming about. I will have my own 4 wheel drive car. And also I will work hard to be a better Muslim. In syaa Allah.

23 February 2013. Happy birthday to me.

It's been a year

2012-11-12T17:36:10Z

Time flies without us realising it. It is as Allah had dictated in Surah Al-Asr.

I have been teaching for almost a year. The smiles, laughter, tears, sweat all brew down to a year of experience in teaching.

There were times when I was lazy in fulfilling my responsibility as an educator. There were also times when I made fun of my responsibilities.

The urge to err and to let go was always just below the surface. But alhamdulillah, I managed to tame it. If even just for one more minute or one more day. Mom has always been beside me, kindly lending her ear to my ramblings of what has happened in school. Thanks, mom.

In my mind, I had this weird thought of never have the passion and patience to teach another human being. I thought that constant dealings with little kids would make my hair go white prematurely. Never have I imagine that dealing with 9-year-olds could be so much fun and delightful. Each of them have their own character and quirks.

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Life at the moment

2012-03-08T14:42:49Z

In another 8 days, it will be 2 months since I started this job.
On January 16th, 2012, I was officially appointed as a teacher.
In a school of a different race.
At first I thought it'll be pretty easy to teach the twerps, alas, life ain't easy.
Half of them don't know exactly what I'm talking about.
Half of those half barely understand me.

My throat sometimes feel like it's being tortured.
My hand was actually throbbing today.
(from excessive smaking. words are not enough to stop those kids)
Had to stay back until 7.35 PM because the father of one of the students haven't arrived yet.

Being a teacher is not a piece of cake
when you have 40 different minds and voice pitches to handle at the same time.

One of the surprises of this job is
My high school teacher is the mother of one of my students.
I was so surprised when I met her the other day.
Apparently, she still remembers me too.

Dear God,
Give me strength to pull through this every day.
Give me the patience to make these kids understand.
Give me the will to love them.

aimaw @ 2011-12-25T23:09:00

2011-12-25T15:09:21Z

December 8th

2011-12-08T14:14:36Z

51 years ago, on this date, my mom was born... So, today, the family, except Ebby (he had to work), celebrated her birthday. It was nothing big. Just us eating KFC and cake together... It was fun... eating together... like always... I hope we all can enjoy celebrating each others' birthdays for many years to come..

Dad and Mum taking a picture during cousin's wedding last week~

Tried it because ... well, just for the fun of it

2011-12-08T14:02:05Z

Card 1 (The Star) :
How you feel about yourself now »

You feel there is hope, or if you don't, have faith - a tranquil period is
imminent. If you have been ill, suffered bereavement or disappointment
in love, take heart, good fortune is on its way. New horizons are
indicated and you will feel a new zest for life. This is your wish card
- if considering a new love affair, new job or career, or travel, then
go for it. You may also receive a gift or gifts!

I guess everyone wishes something for oneself, I am included too.. Since I am at home with no job prospect (well, waiting for posting is kinda like menanam anggur too) I wish for a job that suits me...

Card 2 (The Empress) :
What you most want at this moment »

The cards suggest that at this time you desire comfort, security and
happiness and may well need some emotional support and reassurance. (If
you are considering having a baby the desire will be very strong at this
time, or perhaps you are already pregnant and you have some concerns.
If male, perhaps you are considering fatherhood with someone but have
concerns.) Things will turn out fine, just know that you are loved and
that there are people around you who care.

Tell me if there is someone who does not desire comfort, security and happiness? This is every girls' dreams (I think guys too).

Card 3 (Death) :
Your fears »

You are afraid of experiencing turbulent and catastrophic change, as we all are,
yet challenging such transformation in our lives helps create brand new
opportunities. If you are experiencing or have just experienced losing
a job, a bereavement, divorce or the end of a relationship, these
changes will allow brand new opportunities into your life.

Well, I am about to embark in the line of teaching. I have never imagine myself as a teacher but here I am, after a year of attending teaching course, waiting for the news of which school am I going to teach. This is so different from what I have prepared myself to be (a lawyer).

Card 4 (The Sun) :
What is going for you »

The Sun is shining on you, it's your time for success, joy and happiness.
You will feel confident and full of vitality. It's a time to celebrate
with friends and loved ones, perhaps enjoy a well-earned holiday, a time
of pleasure and good news around children or the conception or birth of
a longed-for baby. If you are not feeling this way take heart, you will
enter this period soon.

Well, I hope so... Haven't doing anything that can prove my worth, I hope success will come my way...

Card 5 (Judgement) :
What is going against you »

If you allow fear to stop you from taking a chance or a new possibility
then you will lose out. Do not ignore the new opportunities being
presented to you - a decision, new job or relationship could change your
life for the better. Do not refuse change when change at this time is
vital - feel the fear and do it anyway. Outcomes may well be delayed,
however this is a time for positive action and not passiveness.

I have always doubted myself if I can really pursue this step of being a teacher. Well, I can't take a step back unless I'm willing to pay that RM 80k debt.

Card 6 (The Fool) :
Outcome »

This is your Personal Court Card ( - what's this? - )

Open your mind and soul to new possibilities this is a
time to realise your full potential, follow your instincts and act on
your hunches. A time for spontaneity, fun and surprises. However, be
mindful of being too impulsive - your decisions should be based on
experience and knowledge of self.

I am opening my heart and soul to this opportunity... Nah~

Chii

2011-11-20T13:57:26Z

Thanks to tholydraniery for linking me to this

He has grown up well...

*pedo noona is back

:p

2011-11-16T07:03:00Z

The truth...

2011-11-16T06:17:43Z

Happiness...

2011-11-16T05:35:21Z

I kinda like this rationale~

I am such a ....

2011-11-16T05:24:02Z

STALKER!!!

너 같은 사람 또 없어 주위를 둘러봐도 그저 그렇던 걸

2011-11-13T14:00:33Z

너 같은 사람 또 없어 주위를 둘러봐도 그저 그렇던 걸

어디서 찾니 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 마음 너같이 좋은 선물

너무 다행이야 애써 너를 지켜줄 그 사람이 바로 나라서

어디서 찾니 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 웃는 그런 최고로 행복한 놈

너의 따뜻한 그 두 손이 차갑게, 차갑게 식어 있을 때 너의 강했던 그 마음이 날카롭게 상처 받았을 때

내가 잡아줄게 안아줄게 살며시, 그것으로 작은 위로만 된다면 좋겠어

언제나 더 많은 걸 해주고 싶은 내 맘 넌 다 몰라도 돼

가슴이 소리쳐 말해 자유로운 내 영혼

언제나 처음의 이 마음으로 너를 사랑해 걸어왔던 시간보다 남은 날이 더 많아

*너 같은 사람 또 없어 주위를 둘러봐도 그저 그렇던 걸

어디서 찾니 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 마음 너같이 좋은 선물

너무 다행이야 애써 너를 지켜줄 그 사람이 바로 나라서

어디서 찾니 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 웃는 그런 최고로 행복한 놈

나의 가난했던 마음이 눈부시게 점점 변해갈 때 작은 욕심들이 더는 넘치지 않게 내 맘의 그릇 커져갈 때

알고 있어 그 모든 이유는 분명히 네가 있어주었다는 것, 그것 딱 하나 뿐

언제나 감사해. 내가 너만큼 그리 잘 할 수 있겠니

가슴이 소리쳐 말해 자유로운 내 영혼

언제나 처음의 이 마음으로 너를 사랑해 걸어왔던 시간보다 남은 날이 더 많아

*너 같은 사람 또 없어 주위를 둘러봐도 그저 그렇던 걸

어디서 찾니 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 마음 너같이 좋은 선물

너무 다행이야 애써 너를 지켜줄 그 사람이 바로 나라서

어디서 찾니 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 웃는 그런 최고로 행복한 놈

Rap> 있잖아 조금 아주 조금 나 수줍지만 넌 몰라 속은 태양보다 뜨거워 내 맘 좀 알아줘

TV쇼에 나오는 Girl들은 무대에서 빛이 난데도 넌 언제나 눈부셔 (내가 미쳐 미쳐 Baby)

사랑한단 너의 말에 세상을 다 가진 난 You & I, You’re so fine너 같은 사람 있을까

사랑해 오, 내게는 오직 너뿐이란 걸 바보 같은 나에게는 전부라는 걸 알아줘

같은 길을 걸어왔어 우린 서로 닮아가고 있잖아 놀라울 뿐이야 고마울 뿐이야 사랑할 뿐이야

*너 같은 사람 또 없어 주위를 둘러봐도 그저 그렇던 걸

어디서 찾니 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 사람 너같이 좋은 마음 너같이 좋은 선물

너무 다행이야 애써 너를 지켜줄 그 사람이 바로 나라서

어디서 찾니 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 행복한 놈 나같이 웃는 그런 최고로 행복한 놈

너 같은 사람 또 없어

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Translation

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that

Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you

How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me

Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me

Your two warm hands get cold when I’m cold, your heart which used to be strong gets sensitive when I’m hurt

To silently take my hands, to silently hold me, I only wish for those small comforts

You don’t know this heart of mine, which always wants to do more for you

My heart, say it out loud, my free soul

The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time

*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that

Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you

How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me

Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me

When my greedy heart gradually looks to other directions, when my greeds grow more than my mind can handle

To understand, to tell me clearly after all those excuses “I’m here”, only that one thing

I’m always thankful. Will I ever act that well just like you

My heart, say it out loud, my free soul

The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time

*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that

Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you

How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me

Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me

Rap> You know what, little much little even though I’m shy, you don’t know it but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my heart

Even though those girls appearing on TV shows are sparkling, I always look at you (I’m crazy crazy Baby)

Hearing you tell me “I love you”, I have everything in this world You & I, You’re so fine, Is there even anyone like you?

I love you Oh, please know it, that to me there’s only you, that I foolishly see you as my everything

We came on the same road, we are just like each other, how surprising, how thankful, it’s just love

*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that

Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you

How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me

Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me

There’s no one like you

aimaw @ 2011-11-13T15:51:00

2011-11-13T07:51:58Z

aimaw @ 2011-11-12T20:30:00

2011-11-12T12:30:31Z

I am not being emotional.

aimaw @ 2011-11-12T17:02:00

2011-11-12T09:02:50Z

okay...

2011-11-08T13:11:40Z

so.... yeah....

Ninja Turtles

2011-11-08T01:41:25Z

This is awesome. I wonder if they can make something like this into a movie?

I hope the ground opens up and swallow me whole

2011-11-01T02:42:31Z

I think I totally made a fool of myself. /hides in a cave.

There’s this guy that I just met and I am kind of interested to get to know him. I found his Facebook account and added him as a friend. I have only exchanged a few words with him ever since we’ve met. Thus, making me unsure of what to say. Plus, this is the first time I do such a thing, making a move on a guy (tch, it’s not as if a guy has made a move on me before). So, without a precedent, I blindly did something which I now am embarrassed to acknowledge.

A trip to Sabah - Part 1

2011-10-28T23:59:46Z

Sometime in July, a decision for a benchmark trip to Sabah has been made for the whole class. I was one of those who are not that excited to hear about that decision. For one thing, I have a bit of a monetary problem. And, I have no interest with the conditions of the students there (yes, not a good quality for a teacher-to-be). However, being the decision has been set and all, the trip will be from the 23rd the 28th of October 2011.

As the date of the trip was coming closer, I was only excited about the flight, this being my first time being on a plane... Had an iced Americano bought from Starbucks.

The plane is scheduled to depart from LCCT (Low Cost Carrier Terminal) on 6.25 pm was delayed for more than half an hour. We landed in Tawau, Sabah around 10 o'clock that same evening. Most of us were ravenous because they didn't eat on the flight since the price is so much higher than usual (I didn't write we because I actually ate on the plane since a lecturer I'm sitting with had treated me to dinner).

Had chicken rice for dinner

We went straight to IPG Kampus Tawau after everyone had tapau their dinner. Even though it was barely 11.00 pm, the place was quiet and uneventful. Hardly anyone was about. Maybe it was because the people there started their day an hour earlier than us in the Semenanjung. After we got settled in, it was time for bed.

The dorm-room with my pretty roommate in it...

Fetish

2011-10-17T12:20:17Z

So, um, yeah...

Just want to put it on here.

Cho Kyuhyun's behind.

I am guilty of staring at it.

But who can blame me for it?

It is he who has to be blamed.

Black Black Heart

2011-10-15T15:27:54Z

a song by David Usher.

I don't know why but from the first time I heard this song,

I fell in love with it.

Sad lyrics

2011-10-15T00:54:41Z

I know I'm late...

But I just noticed that Heechul keeps involving himself with

songs about break ups as his solo projects.

Firstly, it's Defconn's Wang Zzang
Go Go Shawty, Go Go Shawty
Go Go Shawty, Go Go Go Shawty
Go Go Shawty, Go Go Go Shawty
Go Go Shawty, Go Go Go Shawty

Let’s Go! I’m King Wang Zzang I’m King Wang Zzang
I’m King Wang Zzang I’m King Wang Zzang
I’m King Wang Zzang I’m King Wang Zzang
I’m King Wang Zzang I’m King Wang Zzang

I’m charming Everybody Know it
Resembling as Mom and Dad grew up bigger and stronger
Broken mirrors everywhere (Wow) Charming until you can’t move your eyes（Pow）
Dog in front the house put down it’s tails When I starring put down the tails
Even trouble I won’t make the same mistakes Even ran big I also won’t feel regret
Until the end This is me Let’s Go with the belief continue in my way

Even failure still will leave the comment This is the way How do I leave a life apart earthquake
oh Youth you what are waiting for Let’s go Burning Out
I’m charming I much pretty than you
Again and again，I say a lot backs down Loser

Shut Your Mouth UP Shut Shut Your Mouth UP
Shut Your Mouth UP Shut Shut Your Mouth UP
Shut Your Mouth UP Shut Shut Your Mouth UP
I’m King Wang Zzang Yes I’m The Real

I’m Universal Star Heenim A star named Heenim based on my name
Become very arrogant to pretend is great Heard a lot this kind of comment surface full with ballad but funny at the inner
So have others interested in planning your life everywhere lift up your pen while typing
Now use the curse of the hand rubbing the back for your parents even rubbed shoulders better than lying idle

I’m charming Everybody Know it
Resembling as Mom and Dad grew up bigger and stronger
Punch out three teeth Here is the coward pigs
Yo Kids you can not smoke in front of me
If you wanna do it also cannot
I hate do not have confidence in the era I hate overshadowing the new era
This allowed the sun until the more youthful drive out
Even failure still will leave the comment This is the way How do I leave a life apart earthquake
Oh Do not Do not stop your two feet clenched them more Let’s Go
I’m charming I much pretty than you
Again and again，I say a lot backs down Loser

Shut Your Mouth UP Shut Shut Your Mouth UP
Shut Your Mouth UP Shut Shut Your Mouth UP
Shut Your Mouth UP Shut Shut Your Mouth UP
I’m King Wang Zzang Yes I’m The Real

HeeChul ssi check yourself in the mirror
but all you do is point yo finger
but all you do is point yo finger
The complaint will be haunted by an inferiority complex do not need a puppet
The best oneself style is Confident this is the main things
And how am I on the shoulder of a stubborn then I’m really a King Wang Zzang

I’m charming I much pretty than you
Again and again，I say a lot backs down Loser

Shut Your Mouth UP Shut Shut Your Mouth UP
Shut Your Mouth UP Shut Shut Your Mouth UP
Shut Your Mouth UP Shut Shut Your Mouth UP
I’m King Wang Zzang Yes I’m The Real

I’m King Wang Zzang I’m King Wang Zzang
I’m King Wang Zzang I’m King Wang Zzang
I’m King Wang Zzang I’m King Wang Zzang
I’m King Wang Zzang I’m King Wang Zzang

The second song is
Kim Jang Hoon's Breakups Are So Like Me (이별 참 나답다)

I want to hold onto you
But eventually, I let you go
Hahahaha I will laugh
Hahahaha I will laugh as I let you go

Even if I say sorry sorry sorry sorry to you
I have a simple simple simple simple simple love
My love has stopped- I need to fight this alone tonight
Even if I’m lonely, I won’t make it noticeable

* Love is leaving me- I forcefully try to laugh
I want to let you go composedly
But I loved you more than life
You are so cool about this and I’m always clinging onto you
Breakups are so like me

I endured through this with pride alone
Though I begged, you still left
Hahahaha I will laugh
Hahahaha I will laugh as I let you go

Even if I worry worry worry worry inside
We will break it break it break it break it break it love
On the day you left, I cried all night
But in front of you, I hold it in

* repeat

People with a lot of anger
People who went through separation
People who are hard-hearted
Everyone, let us laugh

* repeat

The latest one is Orange Caramel's Shanghai Romance.

And this song is written by himself.

I must’ve fallen. I must’ve fallen.
LOVIN MY BOY.
I’m falling. I’m falling [for your] heart
Tonight, tomorrow night
Always MY BOY
You’re not even perfect

BABY OH Would you be mine? Ng?
BABY OH I miss you my boy

BABY sshasshassha
OH My SHANGHAI LOVE
You keep appearing
BABY sshasshassha Who the heck are you?
I’m whimpering, whimpering, crying
Sshasshassha My heart keeps pit-a-pattering today too
BABY sshasshassha
OH My SHANGHAI LOVE
You are so-so-so-so-so so conceited

I’ll fly on an airplane to meet you
I’m not an easy girl. Cry. Cry.
I want to go walking along the Yangtze [River]
Because I don’t have money, it’s too hard to

BABY OH Would you be mine? Ng?
BABY OH I miss you my boy

BABY sshasshassha
OH My SHANGHAI LOVE
You keep appearing
BABY sshasshassha Who the heck are you?
I’m whimpering, whimpering, crying
Sshasshassha My heart keeps pit-a-pattering today too
BABY sshasshassha
OH My SHANGHAI LOVE
You are so-so-so-so-so so conceited

Hey there SHANGHAI BOY wearing a suit
Why don’t I see you when I open my eyes?
Without telling anyone,
you disappear
You bad boy
Maybe you only loved me the first time
I’m yours, even if it’s only in my dreams

No matter how much I miss you, [getting you] doesn’t work
What to do? What should I do?
I guess I need to forget you
But even if I try, it doesn’t work
You keep appearing
I see you in my dreams

Sshasshassha
OH My SHANGHAI LOVE
You keep appearing
BABY sshasshassha Who the heck are you?
I’m whimpering, whimpering, crying
Sshasshassha My heart keeps pit-a-pattering today too
BABY sshasshassha
OH My SHANGHAI LOVE
You really too conceited

[In Chinese:]
I love you

Plus, before he had involved himself with these songs
He was obsessed with
Defconn (feat. Minah Girls Day) The Way Rappers Break Up.

He is leaving me- I guess he's miserable
Do you know how we started our love?
I'm so nervous- I feel like a fool
What Should I Do Now

Yeah! It's Your Boy
D.Conn Is Back!
Don't Cry Girl!

Let's Go To The Second Love
Let's Go To The Second Love
Let's Go To The Second Love
Can't Nobody Hold Me Down

If I turn around and close my eyes, will I forget him?
If I cling and cling and cling on to him
Will I be able to open his heart?
No, no, don't leave me, stay with me

You need to know that you're really a fool
You do such a useless love
You don't know why men leave you or why men change- you're too nice
Let's talk about it- you think he'll come back to you if you are clingy
You think he will come back if you wait? This isn't a movie or a drama
The reality is- you will suffer a break up that will scar you
You can't sleep, your pillow is wet with tears, the LED of your silent phone turns off
Tear up all those couple discount coupons- make them again later- why are you lingering
Your boyfriend has left- if you stay like this, you're the only one who'll get mad
Now! Wipe up all your cold tears and Let's Go To The Second Love

If I turn around and close my eyes, will I forget him?
If I cling and cling and cling on to him
Will I be able to open his heart?
No, no, don't leave me, stay with me

I Need You I Want You
Don't Break My Heart Heart Heart
I Want You I Need You
What Should I Do Now

Was what you did really love or not love at all
Was his heart for real or was it not
We can't know for sure but now turn to something different
Don't go through a dangerous and harmful break up
Even if you wander the streets crazily all day
Even if you think of him and curse at him
There's nothing more to expect from an ended relationship
Not The Show! Baby Aint' No Joke!
Your friend's words, your family's reactions-
Are you just going to be in silence with your pained heart?
Hurry and forget him and find someone else!
Your boyfriend has left- if you stay like this, you're the only one who'll get mad
Now! Wipe up all your cold tears and Let's Go To The Second Love

If I turn around and close my eyes, will I forget him?
If I cling and cling and cling on to him
Will I be able to open his heart?
No, no, don't leave me, stay with me

I don't think I can ever love again
I hate myself for always being wounded like this

If I turn around and close my eyes, will I forget him?
If I cling and cling and cling on to him
Will I be able to open his heart?
No, no, don't leave me, stay with me

What's up, dude?

Credits: karen_ting
credits: popgasa.com
Credit: Park SanTeuk (isuperteuk.wordpress.com)

Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings.

First weekend of the year

New Year Message

Meeting with old friends

Happy Birthday

It's been a year

Life at the moment

aimaw @ 2011-12-25T23:09:00

December 8th

Tried it because ... well, just for the fun of it

Card 1 (The Star) : How you feel about yourself now »

Card 2 (The Empress) : What you most want at this moment »

Card 3 (Death) : Your fears »

Card 4 (The Sun) : What is going for you »

Card 5 (Judgement) : What is going against you »

Card 6 (The Fool) : Outcome »This is your Personal Court Card ( - what's this? - )

Chii

:p

The truth...

Happiness...

I am such a ....

너 같은 사람 또 없어 주위를 둘러봐도 그저 그렇던 걸

aimaw @ 2011-11-13T15:51:00

aimaw @ 2011-11-12T20:30:00

aimaw @ 2011-11-12T17:02:00

okay...

Ninja Turtles

I hope the ground opens up and swallow me whole

A trip to Sabah - Part 1

Fetish

Black Black Heart

Sad lyrics

Card 1 (The Star) :
How you feel about yourself now »

Card 2 (The Empress) :
What you most want at this moment »

Card 3 (Death) :
Your fears »

Card 4 (The Sun) :
What is going for you »

Card 5 (Judgement) :
What is going against you »

Card 6 (The Fool) :
Outcome »

This is your Personal Court Card ( - what's this? - )