Guilty guilty guilty

I need to get back on track with my exercise/food tracking.  The last few weeks, I have ignored exercise, jogging, calorie counting, etc., all because I'm feeling rebellious and lazy.  

Well, I refuse to keep going down this sad, dark tunnel of self loathing.  Time to get back in gear.

I just feel like once I've messed up, I'm toast.  Like, I was doing SO WELL for a while there, then I mess up once and I'm on the bad-eating, stressing, no fun, fatty fat fat wagon again.  

OK self, let's get things back in gear again.