aetherspoon 😟anxious

Anxiety sucks too.

Anxiety, for me, consists of basically a complete inability to focus on anything ever, with building up feelings of dread. Depression and Anxiety, for me, go hand in hand, and one usually follows the other.

In this particular case, I'm sitting on my couch. My butt hurts from sitting too long, but my brain keeps bouncing between worry/stress over my house's litter box situation, how I need to swap my VM hosts, with cable management and all of that fun, how I need to do laundry, how my couch is a huge mess, how I need to get something to drink, how I need to relax so I don't have yet-another anxiety filled night again, how I need to contact Dell over my broken laptop, how I need to contact the US Embassy, how I want to make an awesome card for Kritter so they get something in the mail, and..


... yep. It feels like my brain is just randomly firing upon things left and right with me unable to do any of them. So I end up stuck, making things feel worse for myself for no apparent reason. Woo.

Well, hopefully now that I've written something down, I might have a chance of actually doing something.