LOVE ON REPEAT

i'm making a mistake

aetherae — Wed, 31 Jul 2013 05:33:20 GMT

RIKAICHAN I'M COUNTING ON YOU

指をさされない様に意識が透明てる
零したミステイクが透けていくmake up
[So that my fingers don't shine, my consciousness turns invisible.
The spilled mistake is invisible make up.]

僕が触れたすべてを見せたくはないから
意識が透明てる鮮やかなprivacy
[Because I don't want to show everything I touch,
My consciousness turns invisible. A brilliant privacy.]

ギラつく幻錆び付いた誘惑
過剰に激しくなって見つからないように
[The glittering illusion and the rusted temptation
Become excessively violent, like they can't be found.]

計算され尽くした君のイメージの世界で
時が淫らになって透明なものに犯されてしまった
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
[In the calculated, exhausted image of your world,
Time becomes obscene, and I ended up violating what was invisible.
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you]

いつか僕が終って記憶を繋いだら
つぎはぎのプラスチック美しく見えるかなねえ
[If my finished memories will be tied one day,
I wonder if you'll beautifully see the cobbled up plastic.]

僕が溢れたすべてを見せたくはないから目を閉じて目を閉じて
でも開けて僕はmake up
[Because I don't want to see everything that's spilled out, I close my eyes, I close my eyes.
But I open up my make up.]

今日は誰になって僕を隠しに行こうかな
ちょっとおかしな感情狂ったかくれんぼが好き
ふわっと僕は浮いて正体不明のillusionさ
[I wonder if I can go hide myself by becoming someone else today.
It's a bit of an odd feeling. I like the insane hide and seek.
The weightless me is drifting, an unidentifiable illusion.]

計算され尽くした君のイメージの世界で
時が淫らになって透明なものに犯されてしまった
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
[In the calculated, exhausted image of your world,
Time becomes obscene, and I ended up violating what was invisible.
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you]

ねえどうかしてる? 顔も声も体も記憶も全部
時が淫らになっていつの間にか僕は犯されてしまった
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
僕が映した全てを見られたくなったよ
自分を消す魔法さえ美しく見えるの
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
[Hey, could it happen? My face, voice, body, memories, everything.
Time becomes obscene, and before anyone realizes, I ended up violating it.
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
I don't want to look at everything reflected.
If there was just a magic to erase myself, I could look at it beautifully.
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you]

---

微風随に散る華は
美しく甘美な幻想(ゆめ)
憂き世に赦されざる
虚無を抱いて
[At the mercy of the gentle breeze, the falling flowers
Are a beautiful, sweet dream.
In this fleeting world,
I embrace the forgiven nothingness.]

誰も辿り着くことの無い
暗闇には何も映らない
じわり　染みてゆく絶望も
千の毒に紛れ　嗚呼
[No one struggles.
Nothing is reflected in the darkness.
I allot both the pierced despair,
And a thousand poisons in confusion. Truly.]

儚き希望に縋る瞳に
告げられた苦い拒絶
心を殺したなら
楽になれる？
[In these fleeting seasons, the dependable eyes
Are informed of the bitter rejection.
If I kill my heart,
Won't I feel better?]

誰も分かりあう事の無い
孤独(くらやみ)から全て見ていたの
弱き命の爆ぜる華を
硝子玉に刻むだけ
[No one understands anything.
I watch everything from the darkness.
This weak life's flower bursts open,
And, in the glass marble, is shredded apart.]

誰も辿り着くことの無い
虚無(くらやみ)ならとうに受け入れた
せめて　愛しきその刃が
朱き華を散らす　否
錆びて朽つまで
全て・・・見ている
[No one struggles.
I accepted this darkness long ago.
At the very least, this beloved blade
Will scatter the blood-red flowers. Well,
Until it rusts and rots,
I'll... watch everything.]

--

一足す
正解
♥

間違

i just love the art in this icon okay

aetherae — Fri, 14 Jun 2013 09:22:22 GMT

don't talk to me about art where the subject is underwater i will lOSE MY SHIT

but no i just wanted to make an entry since i don't feel like spamming twitter or plurk about this...

it's so #firstworldproblem but my mom asked me what i wanted to do for my birthday and i have absolutely no idea. the problem is that my dad and aunt aren't going to be able to come here for my birthday, and they're usually the ones who cook shit LMFAO. without them, i don't know where i want to eat and shit. the first two things i thought of were either a super fancy japanese place in one of the hotels on the strip here or one of the ramen places in china town. i changed my mind on both of those since 1) i want to show my dad the super fancy japanese place, and 2) going for ramen is fun and tasty but it wouldn't feel that special since i go there all the time SCREAMS.

at the very least i think i have an idea of what i want to do when my friends come over but before we eat. i have the twilight movie and almost all the inuyasha movies, so i think i'll pop those in and we can just laugh and make fun of shit. tbh i'd want to do a nicolas cage movie marathon but i don't think we have netflix... alas.

so i'll be turning 19! i guess that's pretty cool. idk i just like getting shit i guess.... and my birthday is in pretty much half a month. weird. i would say this month is going by fast but honestly this week has been really dragging for me, i've been so bored. there's a lot of things i should and could be doing, but instead i do nothing but refresh rpanons and wankgate and tumblr. go me.

i think i'll try to get through 'drugs & the dominos' of baccano! though. i've always wanted to read the part where eve becomes a little miss badass.

if i could sleep my whole life away;

aetherae — Sun, 24 Jun 2012 00:59:36 GMT

i think that one of the things that upsets me the most is when someone tells me they want to do something with/for me and then they just... don't. it's like, i thought they were telling me that because they wanted to have fun with me or doing it because they cared and wanted to make me happy a bit. so of course, i would say yes because i want to have fun too or because i'm grateful and happy that they would do something like that.

so when they don't it's like a punch in the gut like "oh, so you never really cared about it like i did"

or i'm just really oversensitive which is a likely cause for all this but... if you tell me something like that and i say yes, i'm going to end up expecting something, y'know?

the great, great affection;

aetherae — Sat, 09 Jun 2012 10:26:22 GMT

today i had graduation rehearsal at my high school, and it was surreal knowing that... well, that was really the last time i'd ever have to step foot there. i'm planning on visiting a few teachers next year but huh. i really am done with high school. i guess overall it was pretty nice, but if it taught me anything it was that i really don't like people LMAO.

however i'm happy that most of my high school goals came true!! those goals being

1. fake sick
2. ditch a class
3. see a food fight

the only one that never came true was to actually get in a fight... u_u alas, but 3/4 isn't too bad i'd say. it was great because the food fight was literally the day before exams started haha. granted i ditched a class twice both times accidentally because i slept in, but that counts, right?! and last year i just felt really depressed one day and didn't want to go to school...

all in all i'm done with high school \o/ the change will probably be a bit scary at first, but i'm looking forward to college. but before that, now i can enjoy a nice, long summer...

this will probably be offensive to someone but

aetherae — Wed, 09 May 2012 04:18:25 GMT

man when i get cut on plurk by two different people who both got wanked on after being exhausted from studying

i'm just

sorta laughing

like WE MAY NOT HAVE BEEN CLOSE BUT DID YOU REALLY THINK I CARE ENOUGH ABOUT WANK TO FEED INTO WANK i mean ngl i read wank sometimes when i'm beyond bored but

c'mon now

actually feeding into it i thought my plurk showed at least that i'm too lazy to give a fuck

it's just sorta amusing how i come back to all this crazy after spending a week+ doing nothing but studying

rotting from the inside out;

aetherae — Thu, 12 Jan 2012 04:01:44 GMT

lmfao i just feel like a completely useless and worthless human being like

god i can't motivate myself for anything related to college even though i KNOW i'm running out of time for stuff, but in the end i feel like it doesn't even really matter since i'm just going to unlv... idk what to think anymore on if it's even a good university or not, but i just feel like i could go to somewhere so much better or whatever if i had any ambition or idea as to what i want to do. this is how i always am though; i know i could be good, i just don't have the motivation for it and i hate it. (orchestra is the perfect example of this haha) i know that it's okay to not know and kind of just flounder around for a year or so, but it still feels bad. i have good grades and did pretty well on the sat and act, it's just that... there's nothing i want to do. i feel like i'm going nowhere and i always will.

u_u idk man i just wish i could do nothing and sit on my laptop all day or something... i.e. waste my life away except that's what i already do oops what is feeling any sense of worth in anything alas.

granted this laptop is a piece of shit and continuously giving me problems so not too sure about sitting all day on this laptop in particular...

book meme because i like following trends u_u;

aetherae — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 01:59:06 GMT

Bold the ones you've read COMPLETELY, italicize the ones you've read part of. Watching the movie or the cartoon doesn't count. Abridged versions don't count either. BTW, according to the BBC if you've read 7 of these, you are above the average.

1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen *plan to read
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkein
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter Series - J.K. Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty-Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D'Ubervilles-Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger *plan to read
19 The Time Traveler’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden *plan to read
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell *plan to read
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez *plan to read
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov *plan to read
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones- Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas *plan to read
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones's Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Inferno - Dante
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madam Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte's Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare *plan to read
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

mfw i disliked or outright hated a majority of these books BUT ALAS, CLASSIC LITERATURE USUALLY PISSES ME OFF IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER...

2011 SCRAPBOOK

aetherae — Sun, 02 Jan 2011 11:56:07 GMT

※ MEMORIES。
☃ JANUARY•New Year's ☇ My body hates me
☃ FEBRUARY•Ashley-mon's B-day party ☇ Tarot cards!!
☂ MARCH•Japanese Speech Contest ☇ Ganguro time
☂ ARPIL•Language Fair ☇ Katherine Visiiit
☂ MAY•Vesperia

※ DEFAULT ICON。

※ LAYOUT。

※ PROFILE。

※ DESKTOP。

※ ANIMANGA。
☃ WINTER•Beelzebub ☇ Gosick ☇ IS: Infinite Stratos ☇ FRACTALE ☇ Kore wa Zombie desu ka? ☇ Mahou Shoujo Madoka★Magica
☂ SPRING•
☆ OTHER•Mononoke ☇ Haibane Renmei ☇ Peacemaker Kurogane ☇ .hack//Quantum ☇ Rin: Daughters of Mnemosyne ☇ Full Metal Panic! ☇ Full Metal Panic? Fumoffu

※ VIDEO GAMES。
Persona 3 Portable
Tactics Ogre: Let Us Cling Together (2010 remake)
Hyperdimension Neptunia
Gods Eater Burst
Tales of the Abyss
Tales of Vesperia

※ BOOKS。
Kieli Vol. 2: White Wake on the Sand by Yukako Kabei
The Kitchen God's Wife by Amy Tan
The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain
The Great Gatsby by F Scott Fitzgerald
The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne

※ MUSIC。
♫ Over the clouds -BURST mix- / alan
♫ Matryoshka / Gumi & Miku Hatsune
♫ Magia / Kalafina
♩ Kara no Kyoukai Music Collection / Yuki Kajiura
♫ Take Off / 2PM
♫ RPG / school food punishment

※ MOVIES。
Macross Frontier: The False Songstress
The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya
.hack//G.U. Trilogy
Eden of the East: Movie II Paradise Lost
Suckerpunch

2010 SCRAPBOOK

aetherae — Tue, 12 Jan 2010 23:46:54 GMT

January❙New Year's ↺ Haircut!
February❙Katherine Visit 2010 ↺ RENAME RENAME
March❙Final Fantasy XIII has ARRIVED! ↺ Japanese Project ↺ Spring Break
April❙Disney Trip 2010
May❙Arlete's Birthday ↺ Confirmation
June❙(Worst) Last Day of School ↺ Katherine! Again! ↺ Birthday Time
July❙Sara's Birthday
August❙Emiri's Birthday ↺ Surprise Extended Family Visit
September❙First Day of School ↺ Anime Vegas
October❙NOTHING SOMEHOW
November❙
December❙

Durarara!! ↺ Star Ocean: The Last Hope ↺ Final Fantasy XIII ↺ Resonance of Fate ↺ Arakawa Under the Bridge ↺ Tatakau Shisho: Book of Bantorra ↺ Hakuouki: Shinsengumi Kitan ↺ Gintama ↺ Trinity Universe

January❙Once and Future King by T.H. White () ↺ Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte ()
February❙Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carrol ()
March❙The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien ()
April❙Nectar in a Sieve by Kamala Markandaya ()
May❙Chronicle of a Death Foretold by Gabriel Garcia Marquez ()
June❙none
July❙Kieli Volume 1: The Dead Sleep in the Wilderness by Yukako Kabei () ↺ Lullaby by Patrick Palahnuik ()
August❙Through the Looking Glass and What Alice Found There by Lewis Carrol () ↺ That Summer by Sarah Dessen () ↺ Book Girl and the Suicidal Mime by Mizuki Nomura () ↺ The Bonesetter's Daughter by Amy Tan ()
September❙The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood ()
October❙
November❙
December❙

January (people)❙Kalafina ↺ Metric ↺ Michael Bublé
January (songs)❙Seventh Heaven / Kalafina ↺ Collect Call / Metric ↺ Feeling Good / Michael Bublé
February (people)❙Annabel
February (songs)❙Light of Dawn / Annabel
March (people)❙Masashi Hamauzu
March (songs)❙Final Fantasy XIII OST / Masashi Hamauzu ↺ Miracle Paint / Miku Hatsune
April (people)❙none
April (songs)❙none
May (people)❙none
May (songs)❙Xenosaga III OST / Yuki Kajiura
June (people)❙none
June (songs)❙Just Be Meltdown / Rin Kagamine & Luka Megurine ↺ Just Be Friends / Luka Megurine ↺ Noiz are Nel / Rin Kagamine ↺ Inori no Kanata / Akiko Shikata
July (people)❙none
July (songs)❙World's End Dance Hall / Miku Hatsune & Luka Megurine
August (people)❙Keiichi Okabe ↺ Emi Evans
August (songs)❙Nier OST / Keiichi Okabe ↺ Gee / SNSD ↺ Song of the Ancients (Devola/Popola/Hollow Dream) / Emi Evans ↺ Kaine (Salvation) / Emi Evans ↺ Fast Forward / MONKEY MAJIK ↺ El Dorado / Angelo
September (people)❙none
September (songs)❙Bad Apple!! / Cristina Vee (cover)
October (people)❙Two Door Cinema Club
October (songs)❙Oblivious ~Fukan Fukei mix. / Kalafina ↺ What You Know / Two Door Cinema Club
November❙
December❙
December❙Tell Yourself / Clazziquai Project

January❙Kara no Kyoukai: Murder Speculation (Part 2) () ↺ Cencoroll ()
February❙Karas () ↺ (500) Days of Summer () ↺ Paper Heart () ↺ Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann: Gurren-hen () ↺ Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann: Lagann-hen ()
March❙none
April❙Summer Wars ()
May❙Sword of the Stranger () ↺ Evangelion 1.11: You Are (Not) Alone ()
June❙Robin Hood () ↺ Eden of the East - Movie I: The King of Eden () ↺ Tales of Vesperia ~The First Strike~ () ↺ The A-Team () ↺ The Book of Eli () ↺ Toy Story 3 () ↺ Twilight Saga: New Moon ()
July❙Twilight Saga: Eclipse ()
August❙Scott Pilgrim vs. the World () ↺ Kick-Ass ()
September❙Legend of the Guardians ()
October❙
November❙
December❙

"It's been a while."

aetherae — Tue, 14 Jul 2009 10:35:56 GMT

I ♥ ICONS, AN ICON LOVING MEME
MY THREAD HERE!

OSHIT BLOGCREW!

aetherae — Sat, 04 Jul 2009 02:17:42 GMT

Hey guys, guess what time of year it is?

IT'S BLOGCREW TIME!

« [ CLAIM HERE ] isn't my WHOLE life, just my favourite part. ♥ »

Rules
1. Claim anything you want. Seriously fucking anything, I don't really care. It can be users, food, animals, w/e you want.
2. That said though, it's three claims per user. ~~Okay, well, friends are special. You can snag five if you want. ♥~~ And one user per claim. 8D
3. Tell me the specifics of your claim though--animu/mango, music, other, full name, etc.
4. I... think that's it. Uhhhh. GO CRAZY! \o/

Code:

CLAIMS

ANIMU/MANGO
Kotomi Ichinose (CLANNAD) ✪ aetherae
Akira Takizawa (Eden of the East) ✪ aetherae
Allelujah Haptism (Gundam 00) ✪ allelujah

VIDEO GAMES
Namine (Kingdom Hearts) ✪ aetherae

BOOKS/CHARACTERS FROM BOOKS/SOMETHING

PEOPLE/USERS
Han Hyo Joo (K!Actress) ✪ aetherae

ANYTHING ELSE YOU CAN THINK OF IDK.
Rin Kagamine (VOCALOID) ✪ aetherae

blogcrew. again.

aetherae — Wed, 30 Jul 2008 01:40:03 GMT

I just don’t think I can handle life without » INSERT CLAIM HERE ♨

RULES
one. You can have two claims in each category, giving you four claims in total. One user per claim.
two. First come, first serve basis! If you cause any drama or shitstorm over this, I will laugh so hard since, well... this is food people. Get over it.
three. Stick in the code AFTER I approve your claim. Yeah.
four. People/users can not be your favorite food(s)/drink(s). Because that's just really weird and would make me think you're a cannibal. D: Which I really hope you're not.
five. That doesn't mean you can't be creative though! Let's say someone took smoothies and you like them, too, you could say strawberry smoothies. Or something like that. 8Db

CLAIMS

FOOD
Pineapple; vicious_lullaby
Vegetable sushi; vicious_lullaby
Shrimp tempura; aetherae
Chicken legs; aetherae
Cheese; harlequins
Bananas; harlequins
Salmon; resound
Macaroni and cheese; highside
Pizza; endou
Fried noodles; roxas
Chocolate Pocky; roxas

DRINKS
Chocolate milkshakes; aetherae
Lady Gray Tea; vicious_lullaby
Chocolate milk; harlequins
Milk; harlequins
Tea; resound
Vanilla Coke; highside
Lemonade; endou
Dr. Pepper; roxas
Bubble tea; roxas
Honey frappuccinos; aetherae
Green Tea frappuccinos; vicious_lullaby

until my life is exhausted - a lelouch/shirley fanmix

aetherae — Wed, 23 Jul 2008 01:41:12 GMT

Twelve songs of beginnings, forgettings, and an end.

touchdown turnaround

Touchdown turnaround, I never see you around
Anywhere or anymore, you are what I'm looking for

Touchdown turnaround, everything is safe and sound
Everywhere and every time, I am yours and you are mine

Sweety
When I open my eyes, today for some reason I feel
good like the late night phone conversation last night.
Your sleepy voice still lingers in my ear. It makes me wait.
Starting today I’m not happy with my hair and uselessly

I wonder what you’ll like.
If it’s a day like today, the time is only slow.
Should I call?
I’m in love with you
How far might you be? I’m in love

Shine
in unending storms
we search for space to breathe

how our hearts are worn
we've come so far
in this desert
how we blossom and we cease

Soulmate
Is it possible Mr. Loveable is already in my life?
Right in front of me or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we go again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit?

There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

My Medea
For I have made her prison be
Her every step away from me
And this child I would destroy
If you tried to set her free

Bye Bye
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by

Brand new reason
Beyond a long memory
If the time is going to separate us...
In the future of a sweet memory with you
If we're one again.

I carefully reach my hand out from a distance
to search for a deeper meaning.
Can you hear it? The words dance in midair.
Granted, we will meet sometime.

Gravity
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I’ll still feel you here ’til the moment I’m gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Loop in My Heart
Seen it, done it, been there done that

But you, seriously, lookin so bored
Yawning, matter of fact got something to
Tell me, but why you keep frontin?
If you have something to say, just say it
If you have none to say, why you wanna stay here?
Feel imperfect, relations get complex
Tell me one thing, because...
No matter how many times I try
No matter how much I say, it never gets through...

Planetarium
I want to go to where you are
I want to start running there soon
I can’t see anything in the inky darkness

Even if I’m scared I’ll be okay
The wisdom of this clear sky
Is here now all the time.
I didn’t cry when I saw you in the past
Because the sky was clear.

Kimi no Kioku
That brightly shining moment, I was with everyone
I spent that time without knowing it was irreplaceable
Now, so that I'll just recall it fondly, I will embrace the feeling

You were definitely by my side back then, you know
You were always, always, always smiling right next to me
Even if I lose you, I'll get you back. I will never leave you

Stay Gold
There will most likely continue to be
Sad things ahead of us
My Darling, Stay Gold
Because even getting hurt is important

Because I love you
You don’t have to worry about anything
My Darling, Stay Gold
Please smile innocently
Forever…

:: EXTRAS ::

Loop

If this planet was flat, then we wouldn’t have met
We were running so to keep each other far away

Without relaxing our speed, now, no matter how we’re separated
Midway on the looping miracle, we’ll come face-to-face again, right?

Sweety (English)

No lyrics available, sorry. ):

Kimi no Kioku ~Orchestra ver~
The voice of the wind sheds drops of light onto you as you doze off
I won't forget your kind smile or your eyes hidden with sorrow

Even though it hurts (to make a wish), I received the courage to fight from you, so I will go
If I awaken (from a dream), I'll be able to see you again

I will hide my distant memories in my breast and sing

Harenochi no Natsu no Ame
You're gazing into the distance
Even though the space between us is so close
Things might fall apart if I speak
I still don't have enough courage

Tomorrow, I can meet you here again
Precious friend
Forever, until these feelings
Can approach you

DOWNLOAD HERE

OMG, BLOGCREW?!

aetherae — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 07:23:15 GMT

❝(INSERT CHARACTER HERE) is taking ME to see FIREWORKS, and YOU can’t come with!❞

rules
one. Two claims per person. Please state the fandom~
two. First come, first served basis! Meaning a character can be claimed only once.
(Except, uh, TYL! characters from...Reborn! Right? >>;)
three. Open to ALL fandoms, including animanga, video games, music, books, television, etc~
four. I'd see no reason to even TRY and start angst, but uh, don't. XDD

EDIT; Hahaha, I had to edit the code to include the link. |D If you stop by here again, you might wanna change it?

CLAIMS
Gundam 00
Lockon Stratos is taking vicious_lullaby to see fireworks!
Allelujah Haptsim is taking jukebox_hero to see fireworks~!!
Setsuna F. Seiei is taking konkona to see fireworks~

Loveless
Kaidou Kio is taking vicious_lullaby to see fireworks!

Blood+
Solomon Goldsmith is taking aetherae to see fireworks.

The Truth About Forever
Wes is taking aetherae to see fireworks~

Kingdom Hearts
Sora is taking roxas to see fireworks~!
Riku is taking resound to see fireworks!
Roxas is taking kezzla to see fireworks. :)

The World Ends With You
Neku Sakuraba is taking roxas to see fireworks!!
Joshua Kiryu is taking ironside to see fireworks~

Aladdin
Aladdin is taking ironside to see fireworks!

Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Gokudera Hayato is taking dollypie to see fireworks~!
Yamamoto Takeshi is taking anniereckless to see fireworks!
Belphegor is taking amari_sakura to see fireworks~~
Colonnello is taking i_catch_a_cold to see fireworks! :D
Rokudo Mukuro is taking nerrin to see fireworks~!!
Hiabri Kyoya is taking icedcandy to see fireworks~ :)
Dino Callavone is taking alequinn_sedai to see fireworks. C:
TYL!Gokudera Hayato is taking anionna to see fireworks!!
TYL!Yamamoto Takeshi is taking xmirage to see fireworks! :D
TYL!Hibari Kyoya is taking xtiggzie to see fireworks~.
Spanner is taking deidarakun to see fireworks.

Vampire Knight
Kaname Kuran is taking dollypie to see fireworks.
Takuman Ichijou is taking reiko_amakusa to see fireworks~!!
Ichiru Kiryuu is taking jushira to see fireworks~!
Zero Kiryuu is taking fai_ho_feline to see fireworks~~

Bleach
Renji Abarai is taking anniereckless to see fireworks!!
Il Forte Granz is taking ghostofaboi to see fireworks~!

HoneySyn
Josh is taking resound to see fireworks. O:

Twilight
Edward Cullen is taking endou to see fireworks~

xxxHOLiC
Kimihiro Watanuki is taking endou to see fireworks!

Avatar: The Last Airbender
Aang is taking niles to see fireworks~ C:
Zuko is taking candy_bride to see fireworks~!

TSUBASA: RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE
Kurogane is taking failzaku to see fireworks!
Real!Syaoran is taking lovely_fraulein to see fireworks~!!

Code Geass
Lelouch Lamperouge is taking gakupoid to see fireworks~!
Suzaku Kururugi is taking princess to see fireworks. :D
Earl Kanon Maldini is taking pocky_please to see fireworks~~
Li Xingke is taking superstition to see fireworks~!!

Final Fantasy VII
Vincent Valentine is taking princess to see fireworks~ XD
Kadaj is taking kezzla to see fireworks!

Gakuen Alice
Natusme Hyuuga is taking amari_sakura to see fireworks!!

Death Note
Light Yagami is taking estasi to see fireworks~!
L is taking pearlchasm to see fireworks~~

Naruto
Minato Namikaze is taking estasi to see fireworks~~
Neji Hyuuga is taking candy_bride to see fireworks!
Deidara is taking deidarakun to see fireworks~ XD

Gintama
Sakata Gintoki is taking nazurahchan to see fireworks~!

Peacemaker Kurogane
Okita Souji is taking reiko_amakusa to see fireworks~!!

Ludwig Kakumei
Prince Ludwig is taking to see fireworks. C:

Shugo Chara!
Ikuto Tsukiyomi is taking pocky_please to see fireworks~!

Prince of Tennis
Shiraishi Kuranosuke is taking aibachyderu to see fireworks!!

Hellsing
Alucard is taking lovely_fraulein to see fireworks. :D

Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Simon is taking anionna to see fireworks~~

Fullmetal Alchemist
Edward Elric is taking xmirage to see fireworks~!
Roy Mustang is taking swtlilqtj to see fireworks~ C:
Envy is taking ghostofaboi to see fireworks!

D. Gray-Man
Allen Walker is taking jukebox_hero to see fireworks!!

Baccano!
Ennis is taking zoruru to see fireworks! :)
Huey Laforet is taking sinsyne to see fireworks!!

Black Cat
Train Heartnet is taking springwinds to see fireworks~!!

Devil May Cry
Nero is taking springwinds to see firewords~!

Kanon
Minase Nayuki is taking kinjirarete to see fireworks. C:

Special A
Takishima Kei is taking fai_hot_feline to see fireworks~~

Neon Genesis Evangelion
Kaworu Nagisa is taking kaworu_chan to see fireworks!!

Ouran High School Host Club
Tamaki Suou is taking kaworu_chan to see fireworks~ :)

CLANNAD
Tomoya Okazaki is taking konkona to see fireworks~!

Amatsuki
Bonten is taking superstition to see fireworks. :D

P.S. This blogcrew is part of another one... sort of? 8D; WELL, IT'S GOING TO BE A SISTER-BLOGCREW. THE OTHER ONE WILL UP RELATIVELY SOON, SO I'LL LINK BACK TO IT THEN. YEAAH.

Lmfao, another pimp.

aetherae — Mon, 04 Feb 2008 01:55:38 GMT

Nominate your favorite SERIES for categorization~

XDDD; I didn't know they started at the same time.
Realy post later. Maybe.

Pimping~

aetherae — Sun, 03 Feb 2008 21:52:10 GMT

Nominate your favorite SERIES for categorization! :D

....okay, I don't deny it, I at least wish I could be nominated for something. BUT, I'M SURE EVERY ANIMANGA ICON MAKER IS WISHING THAT, SO IT'S OKAY?

Well, it's just category voting right now, so. 8Db

Merry Chirstmas!

aetherae — Tue, 25 Dec 2007 19:55:43 GMT

Hope you have a good one guys. ;)

And a BIIIIIIIG thank you and lotsa ♥ for my secret santa! :DD This layout is awesome, and I love the header, just kslhglds. XD Thank you.

-stares at default icon-

aetherae — Thu, 26 Jul 2007 03:51:58 GMT

Have any of you friends of mine ever notice that I don't have a default icon? It's because I can never stay with one pic for long, so I don't bother. XD This, however, is good enough for me. Since it's made by me. LOL. |DD I think it's cute. Looked better in Photoshop though. XD

Ummm. What else was important. Uhh. I hate being really emotional sometimes? XD Like during my lesson today, I got so angry at my grandma (I STILL LOVE YOU PAPU. D'8) that I practically started crying. Hehe, one tear fell. XD

...LOL. I JUST REALIZED AGAIN THAT WITH THE TEXT ON THE ICON, IT LOOKS LIKE HIGURASHI IN A WAY. XD

And. That's it. I plan on opening teh CLAMP blogcrew to the public tomorrow, so snag while you can. ;DD

CLAMP blogcrew

aetherae — Tue, 24 Jul 2007 03:28:57 GMT

So. I decided to do one more blogcrew. XDD These are just too fun. AND THIS THING WILL BE FO FOR A WHILE. AGAIN. XD

Rules~
Four (OMFG!) characters per person. AND YOU CAN CLAIM ANYONE FROM ANY CLAMP RELATED FANDOM, NOT JUST THE ONES ALREADY UP. XD
First come, first serve basis
Please try and look through comments to see if someone ahead of you claimed the character you want
Because of the crossover characters, I'm going to say that once a character is taken, they're TAKEN. Ex. That means that if someone claims Tomoyo from CCS, they cannot claim her from Tsubasa or any other versions of her. Sorry. :<
LINK BACK PLEASE?
Ask questions if you need to. 0: I'll help if I can.

Code
『 ‼ CLAMP 彡 INSERT CHARACTER HERE ‼ 』

Cardcaptor Sakura
Kinomoto Sakura ☆ aetherae
Akizuki Nakuru ☆ harlequins
Daidoji Tomoyo ☆ dewdropinn
Yue ☆ sweet_chii
Kinomoto Touya ☆ logically
Kinomoto Fujitaka ☆ ariadnechan
Tsukishiro Yukito ☆ wolf_aishiru
Sasaki Rika ☆ kasbunny
The Glow Card ☆ nyaanko
Hiragizawa Eriol ☆ ponta_chan
The Mirror Card ☆ shini_chii
The Windy Card ☆ inkstain
Kerberos ☆ inkstain
Clow Reed ☆ ancalyme

xxxHOLiC
Kunogi Himawari ☆ aetherae
Watanuki Kimihiro ☆ areku1993
Kudakitsune ☆ touhi
Zashiki Warashi ☆ ax_sky
Domeki Shizuka ☆ ariadnechan
Domeki Haruka ☆ ariadnechan
Ame Warashi ☆ hachou
Tanpopo ☆ sakayume
Jorougumo ☆ kasbunny
Ichihara Yuuko ☆ bubblegum2000
Moro ☆ nyaanko
Tsuyuri Kohane ☆ shini_chii
Neko Musume ☆ faye91

Angelic Layer
Mihara Ichiro "Icchan" ☆ aetherae
Jounochi Sai ☆ harlequins
Mihara Oujiro ☆ wolf_aishiru
Suzuhara Misaki(chi) ☆ wolf_aishiru
Wizard ☆ namikala

Chobits
Kotoko ☆ aetherae
Yuzuki ☆ harlequins
Freya ☆ vicious_lullaby
Chii ☆ sweet_chii
Sumomo ☆ lunelight
Kokubunji Minoru ☆ ponta_chan

X/1999
Kamui ☆ highside
Fuuma ☆ areku1993
Kotori ☆ sweet_chii
Sakurazuka Seishirou ☆ damalur
Karen Kasumi ☆ logically
Yuzuriha ☆ calcifer
Seiichirou Aoki ☆ sakayume
Kakyou ☆ namikala
Kishu Arashi ☆ nyaanko
Nataku ☆ kaluin

Code Geass
Lelouch Lamperouge (di Britannia) ☆ highside
Karen Kozuki (Stadtfeld) ☆ highside
Lloyd Asplund ☆ monochroma
Kururugi Suzaku ☆ ax_sky
C.C. ☆ gatekeepers_21
Milly Ashford ☆ hachou
Euphemia li Britaania ☆ himehikari
Zero ☆ aileballade
Mao ☆ ponta_chan
Shirley Fenette ☆ siri_greene
Nunally Lamperouge (di Britannia) ☆ kaluin

Kobato.
Fujimoto Kiyokazu ☆ highside
Hanato Kobato ☆ harlequins
Ioryogi ☆ aoyagi_seimei

Tsubasa
Fai D. Flourite ☆ areku1993
Syaoran ☆ ax_sky
Kurogane ☆ ibaly
Suzuran ☆ lunelight

Clover
Gingetsu ☆ touhi
Ora (Oruha) ☆ logically
Lan ☆ namikala
Su ☆ nyaanko

Magic Knight Rayearth
Clef ☆ sweet_chii
Mokono Modoki ☆ ryuuren
Fuu ☆ serah
Eagle ☆ namikala
Ferio ☆ kasbunny
Umi ☆ rosemarycake
Princess Tatra ☆ rosemarycake

Legal Drug
Kazahaya ☆ ryuuren
Rikuo ☆ ariadnechan
Saiga ☆ sakayume
Kakei ☆ wolf_aishiru

CCD
Imonoyama Nokoru ☆ shiroibara
Ijyuin Akira ☆ kaluin

Tokyo Babylon
Sumeragi Hokuto ☆ logically
Sumeragi Subaru ☆ betrayedworld

RG Veda
Karyoubinga ☆ shini_chii

Suki Dakara Suki
Asahi Hinata ☆ shini_chii

Wish
Kohaku ☆ kaluin

Check out sakayume's blogcrews over here for more blogcrew-y goodness! =DD

Let's have a reecap, shall we? 8DD

aetherae — Mon, 23 Jul 2007 06:20:33 GMT

Yesterday:
1. Went with the family to the DMV. After failing THREE times, my bro passes the exam for getting his permit. xD He doesn't get it though. The camera is broken.
2. After, we went to Quizno's. I still like Subway better. D=< Though they do have good cookies. =3
3. Went to B&N. Stayed there for a few hours. Bought volumes 1 and 4 of Tsubasa and the new issue of Newtype USA. *___* I need to subscribe. xDD

Today:
1. Slid down the stairs, making my butt sore for all of today. DD8
2. Went to church. Luckily, no headaches this time. BUT SEE HOW CHURCH HURTS ME? HONESTLY.
3. Went to a basketball game. -.- I brought some manga and my Newtype, so it was okay. There were a lot of coolr performances, one with a music group with trashcans and a dance group with buff men in dresses. XD; I took a pic with my mom's cellphone. I got mad though, since the team I wanted to win lost at the very end. With a one point difference. ]<
4. GOT MCDONALDS, MM. ♥

And that's all that reall happened in two days. XD Now I'm watching some more Higurashi. >>; I still want an icon of Mion.

-stuffed-

aetherae — Sat, 21 Jul 2007 06:36:33 GMT

Just came back from a sushi bar about one hour ago. x____x Stuffed.

-doesn't know how to put videos in- Well, watch this. Asians. Basketball. Lols. XDD;

Umm. Went to my friend's place yesterday and slept over. Tasty smoothies there.

>8DD I WIN!

aetherae — Thu, 19 Jul 2007 05:55:45 GMT

I finally beat Star Ocean: Till the End of Time today. Took me long enough, really. XDD; It's a good game, so go and buy it! Really long and kinda not-so-god graphics compared to today's PS2 (what? it's not my fault that it was made in the earlier days.) but it's really neat! :] A lot of side quest things too, so perfect for hard-core RPG players! XDD

It makes me sad that the fandom for it is so small though. D; No decent graphics or fics anywhere. The best I can do for graphics is...well, my own. xDD; And for fics, mine and the few gems out there. (I could not count the number of times I've seen something concerning Fayt, Albel, and a baby. =_______=;;)

Which brings me into the writing fandom in general: could you be a little more original?! I like seeing unique, well-written pieces about my fave characters in fandom. Not the same, overused, cliche plot concering secret powers and about how you're the only one who can save the universe. Please. That only works in games ~~like SO3~~ since it's...the plot. Really. But only better. XDD;

Anyways, to sum the day up, yes, I'm happy. ^_________^ Well, except for the lesson. But it must be getting old for you guys, so whatever. XD

Kick back, kiddies. It's story time.

aetherae — Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:02:18 GMT

So. I'm bored and feel like explaining on exactly WHY I never use indefiance's Tanemura art icons. 8DD;

When I first met her, I think the one I'm using now was her default icon. The way I see it, these icons just define her for me. XDD; So I feel like she's the only one who should be able to use them. I mean, these are really cute icons. XDD;

Anyways, for my day. DD8 I've been getting these small headaches. They're not huge, but they're persisting and kinda throb. T^T I'm too chicken to use medicine, so I just ride them out. They usually come on Sunday only, but I had one today too. (This is why I'm three times as grumpy on Sundays. XDD; Wake up early, go to church, have a headache. Ew.)

TOO TIRED. x_x

aetherae — Mon, 16 Jul 2007 05:08:14 GMT

GUH. D: I am so exhausted for some reason. Must've been from all the walking I did today, lol. xDD;

AND A PUBLIC CONGRATS TO indefiance FOR HER ENGAGEMENT. ;] ~~Right after you commented on my post concerning Kahoko, Yunoki, and engagements. XDD~~

Does anyone know how great Angelic Layer is? Serisouly. D: I don't know anyone who's ever watched the anime. Now personally, I didn't think the manga was all that great, seriously. xDD; I didn't see any real lesson, or emotional depth, all the good stuff in a CLAMP manga.

I LOL'D

aetherae — Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:11:42 GMT

So. I'm currently lost in the episodes for La Corda D'oro. XDD Somewhere in the range of 12-14 I think. So I start at 14. And oh GOD, the opening lines cracked me up. XDDD

Hihara: *running up stairs to the roof* *sees Kahoko* "Oh, Hino-chan!"
Kahoko: *looking all emotionally troubled* " Engagement? Today? No way...I-It's too sudden. Yunoki-senpai and I...?"
Hihara: ...*OMFGSOSHOCKEDLIEKWTF?!?!*

XDD That was funny. I actually giggle snorted.

ON ANOTHER NOTE, I'M CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH STEVIE WONDER. XDD SUCH A CHANGE.