Useless
I don't know what to do. Life is a tiny bit less stressful with a roof over our heads, but we are still struggling everyday. Money is so hard to come by, my boss had given me like $40 to go towards gas etc. which I thought was nice, but she is still not giving me any hours! my Mom and Dad are fighting all the time I just try and stay in my room with Laura trying to find something to make us happy. She fights with them all the time too. They can not handle her and do not understand her. She is so emotional right now! with no insurance, no way to see her doctors, no medicine it is making her SNAP!. I love her so much and hate to see her going through this and being in so much pain and having so much heartache :( It is like God has left the building or whatever higher power that is there or playing some horrible trick on the four of us! We tried to go back onto Mara this game site we like and have been away from for a long time. Just to find out that someone we thought was a friend had posted a Facebook post of something emotional Laura had said when she was upset and depressed and people started making fun of her over it. She is... well was a MOD on the site and she got really upset that no one cared that these fucks were treating her this way! she expressed her emotions to a higher staff member and now she is no longer a MOD and is torn up about it! Life is hard enough and Mara was supposed to be our happy place but now she wants to quit and say the hell with them all! I personally do not want to do this. But it is no fun not having someone to enjoy the site with so I will most likely quit with her if it comes to that. I try my best to keep her smiling but it is so hard with what is going on right now I feel useless half the time. I am afraid she is going to harm herself things are just getting out of control! my two other sister's don't even know how bad it is! They will never know us, and understand what we go through everyday it is fucking SAD!