Everything is killing me!
I am just sitting down after a much needed shower. I am the only one up so the house is pretty quite except for the roar of the fan behind me and the washer and dryer going in the next room. Everything is pretty much killing me! my legs from hauling boxes up and down the stairs, my back is a constant throb even my fingers hurt typing this! Nothing seems to be looking up for us here. We have to move.... we only have a few days to get our crap together and get out of here before the cops show up to kick us out (so I'm told) and we have no place to go as of right now. We have been looking and looking and nothing is turning up. We get rejected for having pets, or bad credit... blah blah blah! I mean it is hard times right now the only reason we are getting kicked out is because we paid the rent late because we cant make it on the 1st and THEY were just tired of that I guess. I mean we paid the late fees and everything. We have been here about 10 years you would think these people could cut us a break and work something out with us! My Dad who does the best he can is at it with my sister Laura all the time arguing no stop he just does not understand the way she works and it makes it hard on all of us. His mind alone does not work the best, his thinking is screwed up most of the time. The medication that he is addicted to does not HELP! Laura is suffering from depression, OCD, and not having any but a few of her medications. She is still in constant pain with her back and legs, and feels useless because she has been out of work for 2 years and is not bringing in any money. Her insurance/disability has ended she is most likely going to have a third back surgery. I mean cut the gal a break you know! My Mom who just recently had neck/spine surgery is a mess because she is out of most of HER medication and she does not know how to handle stress or emotions. So life pretty much fucking sucks! I have my doubts about any hirer power out there as it has been one mess after the next... no help... no one to lend a hand and pull us out of this hell cycle we have been suffering through! It is calm right here by myself but tomorow will be another struggle to get through. I am sure there will be fighting and crying and moaning an groaning and the constant stress. I just want to be happy, I just want my family to be happy we deserve it. We have had enough hard times and enough heartache for one life time!