WHY?!?

Well that didn't last long... having a good day/night... everything is WRONG!... life should not be this HARD!...family is supposed to support each other not FIGHT!... I am just tired of it ALL!...It is hard not knowing if I will have a home to live in... where we will get our next meal... why do some people get it so EASY?... why is life so simple for THEM?... Why PRAY is it does nothing in return?...why GIVE if you get NOTHING back?!...Why continue on?... is there REALLY something to look forward to?...Will there finally be PEACE one day?.. doesn't seem like that is going to happen... not anytime soon! I feel alone... I feel like TRASH... Three other people live in this house and the one person I need the most is not even talking to me and I am sitting right next to her...maybe this time the fight will continue...there will be no making up...and it will just be me and this black hole I feel I am falling into... more... and more... and more until I am GONE!