absolution "which is to say, i nearly wet myself."

Listens: "much closer now" (idaho)

um, wow. yeah. in a different way:
.tremble by c.d. wright
.ecstasy unlimited: on sex, capital, gender, and aesthetics by laura kipnis with foreword by paul smith
.bound and gagged: pornography and the politics of fantasy in america by laura kipnis
.decoy by elaine equi
.accessories by elaine equi
.spring light by c.d. wright
.the scientific revolution by steven shapin
.approaching eye level by vivian gornick
.fist stick knife gun: a personal history of violence in america by geoffrey canada
.why is sex fun? the evolution of human sexuality by jared diamond

also plan to pick up the aaron buss evolution-and-desire one briefly introduced the first week of class, that i disagreed with (or well, felt had huge flaws one could easily point out) and wrote about as an aside. and the martin huang book from which that "fucking fantastic" essay (actually, a chapter) sprung. ah!

i was already curious and then slowly, firmly being pressed along down the hallway/stream to being gagglyeyed for what kipnis does (is-do-ing), and i have had opportunities to sit down and watch a couple of her videos. but even. even. against love isn't even anything compared to tonight's opening crack at ecstasty unlimited. dear--.