practically "make it snappy because i'm tired" when i am trying to breathe and walk and my arms hurt and i spent two hours being yelled at and given more schoolwork than is necessary or that i can do and papers looming over me and what is wrong with my lungs. and if i had an easy way to say "i need help, please help" i would do it but there's no way to say it and he doesn't get it or he does get it but knows better than to say anything.

i can't stand anything anymore.