i wish that i was six feet tall and brawny-armed with a menacing, switchblade-hey-be-careful-i'll-cut-ya-if-ya-try-anything-funny expression so i could feel more secure in taking a walk tonight alone. i am RESTLESS.

as it is, i'm questioning whether i should bother anyone about walking with me or just stay indoors this evening.

(but i don't have many more evenings left! so...hm.)