absolution my history says

Listens: this is the best evocation. for the day.

.joan didion's essay about keeping a notebook, again
.cat power's cover of "i found a reason" makes me feel pebbly inside. god. late in the game.
.green sheets
.black legwarmers she used to wear, remember?
.gillian welch when it doesn't feel too contrived
.folk etymology, also again
.red bands
.NOT dyed hair, thank you very much
.girl on the stoop in the cold. every rare once in a while, a figure will come up to me and almost ask to be my friend, i mean, practically in those very words. i am always too late in realizing what it is, always slow in the shock of it, and later i think too much about how moving it is. honestly. i want to say yes and by then they're gone.
.headers in his mailbox that point to. who?
.always later.