today, it's chocolate cake i'm having. "when life is so unhappy," -to find cake is a balm, or something like that. yeah.

i wish i could stop hating school. i hate it in the shower at 6.30 in the morning. i hate it at night while i'm eating supper. i hate it when i think of justin. when i think of papers and aspirations that consumed me once.

i would be a plumber. i am not kidding.