under lunch.
i've got duchamp on my mind right now. that "erased drawing by iforgetthefamousartistinsertnamehere" piece. mm. perks me up much more than any urinal readymade...
the world should be falling apart for me right now, and it probably is, but i'm not really paying attention. too dizzy and trying to be happy in spite of, and it seems to be working. feeling light, like nothing. good. but then in the night in the morning, at 3.14am, my eyes go wide when it all crashes in at once. every night. must do something to change.
i will. meanwhile, in white static early afternoons, i'm okay somehow.
the world should be falling apart for me right now, and it probably is, but i'm not really paying attention. too dizzy and trying to be happy in spite of, and it seems to be working. feeling light, like nothing. good. but then in the night in the morning, at 3.14am, my eyes go wide when it all crashes in at once. every night. must do something to change.
i will. meanwhile, in white static early afternoons, i'm okay somehow.