wedding
which raises the issue of. what if yr only as good or perceptive as yr level of disenfranchisement.
aah. which has been so much an issue lately. and yeah it sounds ridiculous, but it has really been an issue for me lately. and it's like. i have to work this out*, 'cause i can't have my cake and eat it too, otherwise. but then i worry i'm as always setting up unnecessary, mutually exclusive dichotomies. grah.
more on this later.
/ and benjamin is such an angel i can barely see. that thesis of his? idiosyncratic and short. i'm still trying to get my hands around it, "all" of it. and oh how he takes in voices of others, and how he views the responsibility of this appropriation. the capacity and integrity of it, too--he doesn't reject. ah.
*goingtoofastgoingtoofastgoingtoofast
in circles. all you are, . ouch and a pause.
aah. which has been so much an issue lately. and yeah it sounds ridiculous, but it has really been an issue for me lately. and it's like. i have to work this out*, 'cause i can't have my cake and eat it too, otherwise. but then i worry i'm as always setting up unnecessary, mutually exclusive dichotomies. grah.
/ and benjamin is such an angel i can barely see. that thesis of his? idiosyncratic and short. i'm still trying to get my hands around it, "all" of it. and oh how he takes in voices of others, and how he views the responsibility of this appropriation. the capacity and integrity of it, too--he doesn't reject. ah.
*goingtoofastgoingtoofastgoingtoofast
in circles. all you are, . ouch and a pause.