composed of.

tonight/this early morning is: math equations featuring bowls and kangaroos and learning curves, reading back issues of configurations and mln, among others, making tea, making up the bed, listening to other girls swear loudly in the hallway, pondering housing for next year, reminding myself of this weekend's duties, wondering if i have any dresses here (i forget), finding old copies of ezra pound poems, remembering senior year english class, briefly wondering about how to frame my confusions about gender and sexuality and whether i find it relevant for me to study these things, finding shoes for tomorrow morning, getting out manilla envelopes, getting reacquainted with the smell of my hair, packing up boxes to leave, writing down lines on an old newspaper, remembering how i forgot to--, listening to cat power (the early records, always the early ones this late at night, because i prefer the paranoia and claustrophobia and smallness of the sound pre-covers era), scribbling down titles of yet more books i wish to own or read for a first time. ...

it's good, somehow.