absolution someone keeps

Listens: calling and hanging up, my family is missing, aaand. !

all of my tears
spiritualized

lord it's so hot
and i ain't got a lot
don't need much
but i ain't satisfied right now
i just want water
i just want an ocean
an endless river
to wash away
all of my tears

lord it's so hot
and my heart's bleeding
ain't been with you
and it's you i'm needin' right now
i just want water
i just want an ocean
an endless river
to wash away
all of my tears

when it's hot
and lord how it's steamin'
you gotta go
back to the river babe
i just want water
i just want an ocean
an endless river
to take me back
to shame


ashley put it once: "lord, it's worth crying over."

or maybe i'm just emotional tonight.

...i'm always a sucker for it. despite fully understanding where critics are coming from. ah. a la "i didn't mean to hurt you."

(there has to be reason for
smiling in the dark)