i can do crushes, yeah, waiting for my parents to reach home.
crushes, at any time. maybe not even anymore.
(for memory, that's the thing)
i fall for movie stars. i'm shallow and stupid. ha ha ha, i'm annoyed.
/
.yesyes, martin donovan (or is it his character? :) in most hal hartley movies
.carl steadman, despite all the things that anger me about him. anyway. i'm way too interested in complete strangers who just want to be left alone. :I
.danny arena. this troubled pasty faced kid, i liked him a lot. i was four years old, and he liked a tall sexyforakid girl named marissa.
.um, corky (?) in bound. holy shit. (laugh) julia, "if i wasn't straight..." i'll never let you live that down. :b just like you won't stop teasing me about vcr hoppings.
.my sister. no, not like that. you should understand, faintly.
.lola in run lola run...or is it franka potente? i always feel confused about that, actor and character.
.mary timony! but more because. nevermind, there's no way to explain at 9.37am today.
(that girl knows where she doesn't go
in the river with the rest of the bones.
under the water, under the stones,
away from the parties and the telephones.
that girl knows where she doesn't belong
under the ground where the days are long.
under the round earth's revolution song,
looking up through the dirt at right and wrong.
that girl knows where she wants to go
out on the river in a little life boat.
out on the castle's muddy moat,
and through the walls with the rest of the ghosts.
until i'm gone, until i'm dead,
i'll be making a wish on this empty head.
maybe i should just go to bed,
or try to pray, or something instead...
I WANT EVERYTHING YOU DO,
DON'T TELL ME YOU DON'T THINK THAT IT'S TRUE.
I CAN DO ANYTHING YOU CAN DO,
DON'T TELL ME YOU THINK THAT I'M RUDE.
'CAUSE I'LL DO ANYTHING YOU DO
DON'T TELL ME THAT I'M RUDE.
I WANT EVERYTHING YOU DO,
DON'T TELL ME YOU THINK THAT I'M RUDE,
THAT I'M RUDE,
I'M RUDE.)
.the lead singer from tugboat annie, because. those voices, you know. a la sam prekop.
.you know, i actually think mobley is pretty intriguing. :D
.yeah, that imaginary boy in our heads, the rainy days boy. best resembles to me, adam. but you can't die trying, or should you?
.i had a crush on emma, she had a crush on me. girl kisses and red sneakers. feeling alone on bedspreads at 3am. going out to shows. being young and silly. she liked make up; i do not.
.the fact that someone(s) actually wrote lines as those in absences and i apologize for the eyes in my head just made me want to know such people. hence the interest on all levels in james tate and yusef komunyakaa, circa that period.
.i still really like james joyce. ee.
.claire forlani is absolutely beautiful. the last time i committed suicide. joan. oh. no. oh. oh, this.
.holly! but, who doesn't? also, arpad. because boys with cameras and glasses and good intentions...
.i think shawn and polina are both amazing. i envy those who are close to them. they must be lucky.
.that boy in economics. mm. mark, mark with dark hair and thin sweaters.
.! the most beautiful girl i have ever seen in person (which is really the only thing there should be). in linguistics first semester. i've never seen anyone or anything like her. burned in my brain. paint on her clothes, paint on her nose. an incredible speaking voice. this laugh; full, easy, unapologetic. long long angel hair, the kind that isn't straight and isn't curly and isn't really wavy...it just. hm. moves like water. big eyes, big smile, smiling cheekbones. happy and funny about the material. i wonder what sort of stomping around and flourishing she's doing now, and where.
.obsidian has a baby now. she's beautiful, and vocal. (smile)
.there's one more lj person, no wait, two, that aren't maybe so obvious...but i can't say publically yet; it'll be too messy. they'll think i'm insane and ignore me even more. :I
.who do you think? .
(for memory, that's the thing)
i fall for movie stars. i'm shallow and stupid. ha ha ha, i'm annoyed.
/
.yesyes, martin donovan (or is it his character? :) in most hal hartley movies
.
.danny arena. this troubled pasty faced kid, i liked him a lot. i was four years old, and he liked a tall sexyforakid girl named marissa.
.um, corky (?) in bound. holy shit. (laugh) julia, "if i wasn't straight..." i'll never let you live that down. :b just like you won't stop teasing me about vcr hoppings.
.my sister. no, not like that. you should understand, faintly.
.lola in run lola run...or is it franka potente? i always feel confused about that, actor and character.
.mary timony! but more because. nevermind, there's no way to explain at 9.37am today.
(that girl knows where she doesn't go
in the river with the rest of the bones.
under the water, under the stones,
away from the parties and the telephones.
that girl knows where she doesn't belong
under the ground where the days are long.
under the round earth's revolution song,
looking up through the dirt at right and wrong.
that girl knows where she wants to go
out on the river in a little life boat.
out on the castle's muddy moat,
and through the walls with the rest of the ghosts.
until i'm gone, until i'm dead,
i'll be making a wish on this empty head.
maybe i should just go to bed,
or try to pray, or something instead...
I WANT EVERYTHING YOU DO,
DON'T TELL ME YOU DON'T THINK THAT IT'S TRUE.
I CAN DO ANYTHING YOU CAN DO,
DON'T TELL ME YOU THINK THAT I'M RUDE.
'CAUSE I'LL DO ANYTHING YOU DO
DON'T TELL ME THAT I'M RUDE.
I WANT EVERYTHING YOU DO,
DON'T TELL ME YOU THINK THAT I'M RUDE,
THAT I'M RUDE,
I'M RUDE.)
.the lead singer from tugboat annie, because. those voices, you know. a la sam prekop.
.you know, i actually think mobley is pretty intriguing. :D
.yeah, that imaginary boy in our heads, the rainy days boy. best resembles to me, adam. but you can't die trying, or should you?
.i had a crush on emma, she had a crush on me. girl kisses and red sneakers. feeling alone on bedspreads at 3am. going out to shows. being young and silly. she liked make up; i do not.
.the fact that someone(s) actually wrote lines as those in absences and i apologize for the eyes in my head just made me want to know such people. hence the interest on all levels in james tate and yusef komunyakaa, circa that period.
.i still really like james joyce. ee.
.claire forlani is absolutely beautiful. the last time i committed suicide. joan. oh. no. oh. oh, this.
.holly! but, who doesn't? also, arpad. because boys with cameras and glasses and good intentions...
.i think shawn and polina are both amazing. i envy those who are close to them. they must be lucky.
.that boy in economics. mm. mark, mark with dark hair and thin sweaters.
.! the most beautiful girl i have ever seen in person (which is really the only thing there should be). in linguistics first semester. i've never seen anyone or anything like her. burned in my brain. paint on her clothes, paint on her nose. an incredible speaking voice. this laugh; full, easy, unapologetic. long long angel hair, the kind that isn't straight and isn't curly and isn't really wavy...it just. hm. moves like water. big eyes, big smile, smiling cheekbones. happy and funny about the material. i wonder what sort of stomping around and flourishing she's doing now, and where.
.obsidian has a baby now. she's beautiful, and vocal. (smile)
.there's one more lj person, no wait, two, that aren't maybe so obvious...but i can't say publically yet; it'll be too messy. they'll think i'm insane and ignore me even more. :I
.who do you think? .