help me kill my time 'cause i'll never be fine.

.buy the new hnia album and be obsessive as per usual
.snort at certain things, recurring things i can't get used to
.forgive __ for __ ... maybe ... maybe ...
.keep reading that anthology
.inform those who you love of where you will be living soon, so perhaps tapes/cds/scrawl/sorrow can be traded via post
.buy those things, those things...arhh

.pretend to forget her