absolution tuer, to her, not the same,

Listens: not the same.

love, . (correspondAnce)

i'll be gone before you get.here

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and out the window, ice cubes on skin, daydreaming about a list of personally acceptable and inviting sex practices, sweating coke, hair spun, windows open then shut when mom mentions the air conditioner (i knew already but windows open air is better anyway...), remembering how someone smashed the window of his car and took his knapsack, complete with the olivia tremor control album, his notebook of poems, some mint chapstick, and things...oh, reremembering nabokov (oh nabokov, he never leaves, never leaves along with boys named zachary who are too smart for you), getting angry at families, missing ice cream heat, hurting and refusing sunglasses, i hate sunglasses...

thinking of two liners, two liners that are mean.

('cause we don't like romance)