i woke up thinking of how
my dad asserts, along with shy emily
and others too, that pregnant women
are breathtaking and sexy. and then i smiled, 'cause
i know so many pregnant and werepregnant women
who, upon hearing that, snort. they make me happy,
all of them.

today's quote is still james,' "i will marry you all, the whole lot..."
i just feel that way too, so much so much.
all the time. i'm not misanthropic, i'm just me.
discouraged at times, yes, but. humming.

also remembering now, about how pregnant women have weird cravings, like pickle sandwiches and peanut butter, at oh, 3 in the morning.

someday, i want to have weird cravings and send someone out to wegman's or a momandpop store will do, too... with love, of course. and well, urgency. rapunzel's mom, right.

(smiling)