i hate doing this. :/

i can't handle having such a huge friends list anymore. i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry. at least for me i know how much it sucks to have one less person have you listed as a friend, even when you understand they have their reasons. aside from the obvious not being able to keep up (which i'm sure a lot of you are thinking, how have you been keeping up anyway?!), it bothers me when i have so many listed as friends but don't know so many of them very well, even in terms of their writing, daydreams, site constructions, and other things. i admire everyone i've been reading, in various and sometimes oddly specific ways, and i think you're all intriguing. (smile) i'm really sorry. i'll still be reading some journals, visiting from time to time probably.

i may re-add notebooks later, if i find it too weird missing a person's words--i hope you don't mind if this happens (i can see how it would be irritating...i'm sorry if it annoys you, please let me know if it does, ee). :/ i hate to be so flighty. ehrm. i'm sorry.