these lyrics are so gawkingly junior high crumpled notedbook sheets ripped. unrequited, sparkly small-one wonder. pathetic and splendid. something a seventh grade littlesister might pen. mercy and stars (his voice becomes starryeyed yousee).

i told him initially there was no way he could be interested in knowing me like that, because i am used to, and perhaps more comfortable in, those relationships that are deemed by most as "nonexistent." ie....unknown, and ohso unrequited. he sighed at those my sillyheaded words and scramblingaway heart. maybe you understand?

you'll never know
the dambuilders

to the girl who has everything,
from the boy with no clue.
i've been thinking of you and me wasting time,
i've been drinking for two.
what i need to tell you,
goes against my instincts to keep it locked away
and if somebody told you
just how much i want you,
i wonder what you'd say.
and you'll never know, and you'll never know,
yeah you'll never know what i was thinking.
to the girl in the daydream, from the boy in the dark.
you put the swing in my mood swing
you skip the beats in my heart.
and though i'd like to tell you,
it goes against my instincts to keep it locked away.
and if somebody told you
just how much i want you,
i wonder what you'd say.
and you'll never know, and you'll never know...
what i was thinking, what i was thinking...
and you'll never know.

who knows.