to die in a storm

What is your favorite word?
too many. off the top of my head...soot. red. shard. pray. sea. doveglion (most likely not a word, but from a poem and well.). curdle. ferocity. seventeen.

What is your least favorite word?
wow...let me get back to you on this one.

when he turns away.

What turns you on (creatively, emotionally, spiritually)?
intelligence, which pisses me off to no end. but enough of that, um. sincere, heartfelt kindness. i don't mean sappy hallmark card fake syrupy sentiment...just. when you feel someone reaching out from their own storm. this world's a mess. it helps.

hope. mending. and what's missing--gaps, need, button holes, torn edges. you know.

What turns you off?
drunk boys. pretension and ELITISM! my god, yes.
guns.

What sound or noise do you love?
that barely distinguishable sound made when one person holds another.

human voices, scratchy throats, clearing the throat.
church bells. the sort of...in the last temptation of christ--"it is accomplished." (nod)

i am obsessed with the sound the car makes when you're on the highway and falling asleep slowly so slowly and the sun is setting and you hear steel and calm beneath...

somewhere someone asked if you had to hear only one voice for the rest of your life, whose would it be, and i believe i answered "mark kozelek" because of how his tone changes in what feels like accidents of emotion. it's difficult to express. (shrug)

i like spider noises, too.

What sound or noise do you hate?
hm...porn noises aren't pleasant.

What profession other than yours would you like to try?
scientist of some sort.
carpenter.
filmmaker.
writer.
artist.

What profession would you not like to participate in?
ehrm. teaching.

What is your favorite swear word?
hmmmm...it's not a swear word but at times i use "christ" or "lord." i think it's a given that "fuck" has power depending on when you put it where. fishing.

If heaven exsists what would you like to hear God say when you arrive?
"you're still growing, you're still awake, you'll still be"