another letter fell from the sky today. this morning, midmorning. it was about job. oh, job. i don't know where to begin or when to end, and how, and how...i pause at times to consider i have too strong a resistance to be a part of anything so sealed and. well. important. and i need my friends, it makes me want to cry.

old. old.

i haven't been this close to tears in a while. a while.