slain

in the last time i committed suicide, the part where neal cassady goes to wash up in the bathroom and claire forlani's character joan steps in. and she's the most beautiful girl ever. ever. and it had been a long time, a long winter. and they are close. they're standing close and she leans into him a bit and her eyes start to go watery. and he says. oh god. he says "hi." and she breaks and she says "hi" back. and they're that close. they're. that close.

and it's grey out