m (3:28 AM): sorry, my heart's pounding in my chest
j (3:28 AM): :(
m (3:28 AM): just, so much.
j (3:28 AM): oh, love, why?
j (3:28 AM): (tight)
j (3:28 AM): (massaging your pulsepoints)
m (3:29 AM): how i love you, how i just got another email explosive, how rob listened to me talk about my fears and excitement regarding school, how we ate greasy fries until 2 in the morning, how i don't know where the fuck i'm going academically, how i love you, how people move me...
j (3:29 AM): (fingertips)
...
m (3:31 AM): just, amazing.
m (3:32 AM): i'm scared all over again, about who i am, i think.
j (3:32 AM): (catch your breath)
m (3:32 AM): the possibilities.
j (3:32 AM): whyso?
j (3:33 AM): You are wunnerful.
...
m (3:37 AM): just, pondering. just wanting to hear you, be next to you.
j (3:37 AM): (tight)
m (3:37 AM): it's dumb, you're still far, but sometimes it helps me feel a tiny bit closer, to know you're awake, or something.
j (3:37 AM): That's how I feel about talking to you.
j (3:37 AM): (touch)
j (3:37 AM): And I'm not far, not really.
j (3:38 AM): Mmm.
m (3:38 AM): i had nothing to say--if you need to sleep, i understand. i can't stay long anyway...i need to go to bed soooon. but i. i wanted to touch you on the shoulder.
j (3:28 AM): :(
m (3:28 AM): just, so much.
j (3:28 AM): oh, love, why?
j (3:28 AM): (tight)
j (3:28 AM): (massaging your pulsepoints)
m (3:29 AM): how i love you, how i just got another email explosive, how rob listened to me talk about my fears and excitement regarding school, how we ate greasy fries until 2 in the morning, how i don't know where the fuck i'm going academically, how i love you, how people move me...
j (3:29 AM): (fingertips)
...
m (3:31 AM): just, amazing.
m (3:32 AM): i'm scared all over again, about who i am, i think.
j (3:32 AM): (catch your breath)
m (3:32 AM): the possibilities.
j (3:32 AM): whyso?
j (3:33 AM): You are wunnerful.
...
m (3:37 AM): just, pondering. just wanting to hear you, be next to you.
j (3:37 AM): (tight)
m (3:37 AM): it's dumb, you're still far, but sometimes it helps me feel a tiny bit closer, to know you're awake, or something.
j (3:37 AM): That's how I feel about talking to you.
j (3:37 AM): (touch)
j (3:37 AM): And I'm not far, not really.
j (3:38 AM): Mmm.
m (3:38 AM): i had nothing to say--if you need to sleep, i understand. i can't stay long anyway...i need to go to bed soooon. but i. i wanted to touch you on the shoulder.