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able — Mon, 09 Feb 2015 07:43:40 GMT

Take the first sentence (or two) from the first post of each month of 2008. That's your year in review.

January (able)

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

OKAY WELL. that was pretty obligatory

February (able)

Every day we're getting more and more reserves in hinamizawa. What the fudge! XD It didn't even start yet! I sure hope I can do a good job modding and keeping it interesting. I have this curse on me that kills rps. Everytime I make one, it dies. 8(( I don't want hinamizawa to die, ironically enough.

;___________; AAAAAAAAH HINA jkdshf one year later I FAILED. nothing new

March (able)

why am I so easy to RickRoll. you guys suck. |(

:| don't even try it. ugh now that i think about it, march was the fail month. everything started to fall apart RIGHT after my birthday. haha

April (able)

ಠ_ಠ seriously

PFFFT :B YOU GUYS KNEW I WAS LYING, RIGHT?

May (able)

*voice post of me singing Yuuri's character song*

really bad. i can't sing guys

June (able)

newest chapter of nabari.

oh god.

dkjfhdskj i can't stop laughing. SURPRISE! dkjfhdsjkfhsdjkfhasdfjke3w2r938r4

i don't even remember the surprise. i think it had something to do with yoite though

July (able)

my uncle is in the hospital with pneumonia. it doesn't sound super serious, but the man never takes care of himself, he's malnutrioned and constantly weak. he's hooked up to a breathing machine now.

HE'S TOTALLY OKAY NOW.

August (able)

h-hey, umm.. can i ask you guys a favor? it's not much, and it'd really spare me some anxiety.

if you defriend me at some point? would it just.. be okay if i had an explanation? i mean, i know i'm not all that great of a friend and sure i'm not the most flamboyant commenter. but i am trying.

oh god the spiral of sad starts

September (able)

SORRY I'M MIA

VESPERIA HAS CLAIMED MY LIFE

OHO

October (able)

SORRY I'M MIA

VESPERIA HAS CLAIMED MY LIFE

able — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 00:39:16 GMT

alright i'm going to come clean about this. due to security breaching, i've moved journals. i know i probably should've said something a while ago, but at the time i really couldn't afford to put my trust in everyone. so i apologize for worrying you. it was wrong to not say anything earlier but, again, at the time i really couldn't.

so i'll leave this up to you all. if you'd like to give me another chance, you can PM me at fleuret. if not, this is goodbye. i'm sorry, again, for not saying anything.

able — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 03:50:06 GMT

✿ Black Butler→ twenty six
✿ Clannad→ eight
✿ Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni→ forty
✿ Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni live action movie→ twelve
total: 86

the rest are here ✿ varia

icon post~

able — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 03:00:00 GMT

✿ Chaos;Head→ seventy nine
✿ Tales of Vesperia→ seventy seven
total: 156

the rest are here ✿ varia

able — Thu, 18 Sep 2008 18:52:19 GMT

✿ Tales of Vesperia→ sixty seven
total: 67

the rest ✿ varia

able — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 13:27:58 GMT

YOU'RE THE ____ TO MY ____ REVIVAL

able — Thu, 11 Sep 2008 02:32:00 GMT

VESPERIA OST DOWNLOADED

Full thing is here on megaupload. if you need a mirror, just ask. i should probably split the whole thing into disks too huh. since it's pretty big

able — Sun, 07 Sep 2008 18:45:22 GMT

ICONS AND A MEME

✿ Tales of Vesperia→ eighty seven
✿ Misc→ eighteen
total: 105

the rest ✿ varia

THEASSOCIATIONMEME

able — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 23:39:38 GMT

F O R T U N E C O O K I E
M E M E

You know those fortune cookies? The ones with the quirky little fortunes that sometimes make sense and sometimes don't? Y'know. The onese that are written by monkeys. Well now you can come up with monkey fortunes for your friends.

¥ comment with your username
¥ find someone else you know or even a complete stranger and give them a silly fortune. it can be comprete engrish or jibber jabber or whatever
¥ have fun ♥
PIMP IT

able — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 00:18:40 GMT

ICON REQUESTS C:

able — Fri, 08 Aug 2008 01:41:19 GMT

✿ Code Geass→ fifty nine
✿ Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni→ twenty seven
✿ Tales of Vesperia→ thirty
✿ Tengen Toppa Gurren-Lagann→ twenty one
total: 137

teasers:

rest are here ✿ varia

JIBUN WOOOOOOOOO

able — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 19:53:52 GMT

C O D E ♚ G E A S S
K I N K M E M E

♘ pretty self explanatory~ comment here with your pairing/kink as anon
♘ let's keep things peaceful, yeah? this is a cartoon, guys
♘ make sure you look around for requests you can fill. it's no fun if nothing's done
♘ HAVE FUN ♥

TOTALLY FAAABULOUS PIMP CODE

able — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 18:04:28 GMT

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.

Post anonymously. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like.

when there's darkness, there's light. nothing anyone can do to convince me otherwise

able — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 06:30:35 GMT

okaaay. hmmm where to start. haha i shouldn't even be on now. mom thinks i'm sleeping.

anyway umm. i guess i should explain my last post. n-not the meme one. HAHAH OMG IT HAD AN EXPLANATION? sorta, yeah.

so much has been going on with so many people, i've noticed. and it's not just people online. it's outside too. it's like the world spinning faster than ever and there's no stopping it. my only solution to putting a pause to everything on fast forward was to just say something totally out of the blue

which happened to be SNOWPANTS. thank you tom papa.

idk. anyway.

stressful times are here. and i can tell it's not going to get any easier. speaking from experience, what i'm going through at this moment? haha it's a lot. i'm not going to lie. i have a lot on my shoulders. it's heavy, but you know what? i'm going to get through it.

because.. there's just. so much more to life than worrying about something that happens for a part of your life, y'know? there's so much more to living than worrying. i don't want to worry my whole life. i want to live and enjoy what's out there.

i know it's hard to just say STOP WORRYING EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. because there are times when it seems like it's impossible. things cannot get any worse than this.

but then.. when you stop to think about it.. how will you know? how will you know things can't get any worse? how do you know things won't get better? when you're stuck, worrying about one moment, time stops and you can't move forward. life won't move on unless you do. it's like a spring stuck in a clock. the mechanics can't move if you don't do anything about it.

it's one thing having a problem. but it's another to stand up and work with it. i'm probably a giant hypocrite by saying this, but i feel really silly.

like my money problem for instance. money, obviously, is a huge part of life. but it's not the only thing. there are ways to work with a problem than against it. swimming against the current won't get you anywhere. sure, it's stressful, but that's just one aspect of life worth dealing with.

if you look at the world with eyes half lidded, if you look at what you think is wrong with the place, then you'll never see how beautiful the world truly is. there's much more to this life we have than the problems thrown at us. the sky is so much brighter when you open your eyes to look. the ocean is cooler and the air is crisper when you walk and fly and swim.

hahaha i really hate making it seem like a know it all, but.. i just. want people, everyone i care about, that there were times that i felt like i've been through hell and back. i've dealt with death, dept, depression, you name it. you've seen me at my lowest.

it's just sdkjfh. i know it's easy to say. it's easy to preach and lecture. but that's not my intention at all.

we all have one life. just one. there is no reset, no extra lives, no HP potions or phoenix downs. it's just one. why waste the one chance you have to be the best you can be worrying and being sad?

sing like you're in the center of the stage. dance like you're driven by the fire inside you. spread your wings and fly. fly up and touch the sun. because it's much warmer when you erase the doubt and the fears and the troubles.

let's celebrate the life we have. for better, for worse. we're all here for a reason. it's not to be sad, or to cry, or anything like that. it's to live

beat that drum in your heart. the sky's yours so touch it, love it, embrace it. take advantage of those sunny days. find your sky and fly. fly forever because you can.

savor the moments of the fierce and embrace the times of the gentle. treat yourself to new words and walk the unbeaten path. there's so much out there to capture, so cherish the little time we have. live as if you could live forever.

i love you all. i hope this uh.. XD didn't bother anyone. haaaha.

able — Sat, 26 Jul 2008 05:19:23 GMT

Comment anonymously saying:
➊ something that you like about me.
➋ something that you dislike about me.
➌ one thing that you don't think i see about myself.
➍ a word, quote, or lyric that reminds you of me.
➎ something you wish you could say but haven't (either about me or someone else)---LET IT OUT. ♥
➏ a character you associate me with.

MY UNCLE IS GIVING ME A CAR

NAMING IT LANCELOT

able — Fri, 25 Jul 2008 01:20:49 GMT

bored 8| dhfjkh

rp spam post time omg djh

able — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 03:58:55 GMT

hey guys. this is sorta a silly request, but i'm gonna ask anyway.

kamina is having a very stressful time, for those of you who know her, and i was thinking of making a special post for her where all her friends can just.. idk try to cheer her up. say something you love about her, give her a silly picture, anything to make her smile

i'll leave this public so if you know any of her friends on her flist, you can link them this

please help me out. let's show her how many people love and care for her

able — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:06:10 GMT

i think.. i'm going to do what sweeter suggested to me. a hardcore reverse friends cut. obviously having such a big flist makes people angry so i'm just.. going to leave it up to all of you. i want you all to stay but if you feel like things aren't working out, don't friend me back

this is how it's going to work. i'm going to defriend everyone. well. except people i know who would friend me back and aren't available right now.

i'm sorry if this offends any of you, but i'm doing this for me. i can't surround myself with people who think ill of me.

but before i do this.. i just want to let you all know that i love you and i'm sorry i can't measure up to be the perfect friend you'd like me to be. i have my faults and i'm trying to work on them, even if it is a bit slow.

and please? don't think this is me baawing for attention. i'm really tired hearing it.

NEW FRIENDS? I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY FOR ALL THE DRAMA I'VE CAUSED. if you feel that i cause a lot of trouble, feel free to just.. not friend me back. i'll understand. i can't ask you to put up with me.

okay. if you friend me back? leave a comment here. i have to know who's here and who's not

able — Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:58:26 GMT

SPAM POST

SPAM WHATEVER AS WHOEVER IDC I'M SO SHDFJKDS RIGHT NOW. BRB CRAZY LEVEL 5 TIMES

able — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 06:51:31 GMT

i haven't been okay lately. at all. i've been trying again with this front thing and it's not helping me at all.

i guess i'll start with what's going on.

my uncle has septic poisoning and pneumonia. he's been in the hospital for about a week or so. he was in a coma for about four or five days and just woke up i think yesterday or the day before. he can't move or anything, he's like.. basically a vegetable. he can't talk or open his eyes much. my mom and family went to see him yesterday and.. ugh. it was so sad to see her expression. they're all a wreck and i've been trying to keep them together.

during my vacation, we had to call the ambulance for my grandfather. turns out he has a hernia and is preeeetty malnurised. i've had to keep my sister and mom and cousion from losing it.

it's my job to keep everyone together. i'm used to it. i've had to keep everything inside for their sake.

recently i've been having problems. just like.. paranoia and anxiety. i always have this feeling that i'm useless and worthless. nothing i do is worth anything.

today's meme made me so happy. i felt like i accomplished something. everyone looked so happy.

ugh now i'm just... really tired. really really tired. my school situation isn't any better. i still have to come up with money to register somehow.

i'm trying so hard to be mature and keep my life together. i'm trying hard to keep an optimistic point of view and keep my head up. i'm trying so hard to jump over these hurdles with my head held high.

but it's getting really difficult now. i have so much on me. more than i'm willing to admit.

i want to be the happy erin everyone likes. i want to help out whenever i can. i know i have to help myself first but.. i honestly don't know how. i'm trying to be strong, but now all i feel is weak, tired, and useless. like piece of string or something.

please.. try to put up with me. i'm really sorry you have to, but.. just.. ignore it if you can. i'll try to pick myself up.

also a huge sorry to my new friends. i really didn't want you to see this side of me so soon.

here's some peaceful music i'm listening to to calm me down. take it as an apology.

able — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 01:34:16 GMT

✿ Oh hi! ✿

there are some times where this one chapter in our story of life is just at it's climax — and it's not a happy one. we just feel like things couldn't get any worse. it's then we're at our worse and everything seems dismal and bleak.

though as dark and sad as it may be, it's when we're most genuine. it's when the little things matter. it's when a stranger walks passed you and says good morning on your way to work. it's when you're on your way to get that D&D iced coffee and someone holds the door open for you. it's when you come home and realize that maybe things aren't so bad. and just maybe you had the strength to get through that climax of your story after all.

that's the point of this meme. to help people get through their climaxes and to the next chapter.

rules are very simple. first and foremost, comment with your name. once you do that, search for someone you've never spoken to before. say hi. ask how they're doing. what the weather is like. how do they feel about those gosh darn gas prices. compliment on their icon, their username, anything.

the point is that even a stranger can save you with just a hello. even if it's five letters.

able — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:21:46 GMT

Post an ANONYMOUS comment with:

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.

able — Mon, 16 Jun 2008 17:29:50 GMT

RP SPAM
idk I'm bored :(

able — Mon, 16 Jun 2008 02:37:17 GMT

able — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 23:19:34 GMT

T H E N ↔ N O W

Have you ever wanted to know how your friends thought about you when you first met? How much do you think it's changed? Well now's your chance to know. Simply comment with your username and your friends will comment with what they thought of you then, and what they think now.

See what I did there? Ohohoo

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