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Yeah.

2007-02-28T04:09:48Z

So I suck at staying on this thing.
I hate LiveJournal, I do.

I don't care.

But remind me:
If I EVER start to think that someone fucking likes me,
If I EVER start to think that someone is possibly interested in me,
tell me I'm wrong.
It doesn't matter what they do or say. It doesn't matter what I tell you they do.
tell me I'm wrong.

yey

2007-01-17T22:26:14Z

I updated (barely -_-) my Satoち icons. GOD I suck, lawlawlawl. I dunno, I am having the worst Photoshop block I've ever had. It comes at a great time, too, right when I'm working on two fansites, a fanlisting, and wanting my own domain pretty soon.
(lawlfakecut). Give me some love?
Oh my god two posts in two days, I feel like I'm writing too much or bothering people *laugh*
And most of you have seen this, but oh my god I took a picture of myself and I don't look like vomit.

Points for anyone who recognizes the shirt. And I would make rly cute babies with Satoち am I rite? I am rite.

sdfhjgfdhs

2007-01-16T18:40:06Z

I miss husband-chan. ;_; Satoち～～　私たちは再び会うでしょう。。
And oh mah jeezus, my Japan report is taking for EVERRRR because I am lame. Too many pictures that I h8 mah fais in >_<.
エ～ト～～
Taking a semester off. I need to rebuild my bank account and figure out what the FUCK I want to do with my life. >_>. I really have no idea. I'm not like, good at anything? Like enough to make a career out of it, anyway. Everything I want to do is too risky *resists urge to sing RISKYYYYYYYYYYYYY DRIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE* and there's not a guarantee that I could make money at it (writing, performing and the like).
OH FUCKING WELL.

Anywhore, my mom bought a region free DVD player off her friend for like, $30. Major win (ﾟдﾟ)(｡_｡)

sglsdkgh キンセンカ is really beautiful, and trying to translate the lyrics makes me cry. ~~I sortof hope Satoち never writes any more lyrics because my heart can't take it and I am so lame for saying that~~. LAWL D8

PS Icon update coming soon 8];;;

Back.

2007-01-09T18:17:17Z

Sup guys.
Back from Japan.
Ahh I am going to for serious use this thing more.
Lol New Years resolution = use LiveJournal more.
Well maybe. I never keep those >>
SO I WILL JUST USE IT MORE. YEAH.

another saaaaale.

2006-11-12T04:56:15Z

... with lots of

Sup. I still have stuff to sell 8].

POSTERS

Still available from last entry, person never got back to me. Calendar page - $6

Calendar page - $6

Calendar page - $6

Nightmare SHOXX poster - $3 (Lol, I thought the fold in this picture made Yomi's face look really funny, so I made a note.) OHYEAH I have two of these.

PIERROT DOUJINSHI
Yes yes, I have some 8]. All bought at Katsucon 2005.

Doujinshi - $7. It helps if you can read Japanese, there's not very many pictures in this one ;x

Doujinshi - $10. (This one and the next one are obviously bigger than the first XD).

Doujinshi - $10.

PIERROT FANCLUB MAGAZINES

Arlequin Tome 001 - $8

Arlequin Tome 007 - $8

Note: The covers are kinda worn on these, but that's because they're about 6 years old. Inside looks great.

PHOTOBOOKS
I am such a crazy ass for photobooks. ;x

Pierrot - Dictators Circus VI - $28

Pierrot - Attack to the Freedom - $25 ($25 because the cover is a bit banged up. Again, pictures and inside = great)

Pierrot - Process - $28 (Cover banged up a little again, but this is from quite a while ago, so it's to be expected. Hardcover, w/ box.)

Gackt & Hyde - Moon Child - $20

Alsoooo. I have a shit load of magazines (Cure, Fool's Mate, SHOXX, UV, a few odd ones like Rock and Read and Ongaku to Hito, one Arena37C and the like) and I was going to offer a little thing I'd like to call "artist bundles." It's where I'll cut out all of a certain artist from each magazine I have. I recently mailed off every single page from every single magazine I have that featured 12012 to diempire and that's what gave me the idea. Bands that are off limits are MUCC, Metronome, Kagerou, and 12012. Everything else is fair game.
If there is a certain magazine you want, let me know in a comment or an e-mail (kohtagasm[at]gmail.com) and I'll get back to you asap.
EDIT: Here is an example of a bundle. It's 41 pages from ten magazines.

KAYTHEEND. Damn. That's a lot of stuff.

You can try to haggle with me.
Shipping for posters, doujinshi, and Arlequin magazines is $5. For photobooks it's a bit more, probably like $9, more of course for multiples.
Yes. Ahhh if one person buys a lot I will give a discounttt <3.
I take PayPal and well-concealed cash/check/money orders.

..AND GO.

sale~

2006-10-26T03:02:53Z

Wooo I am broke and I need monies. I offer you guys some of my goodness [lolthatsoundswrong].

Lol bad pictures. *shoots camera*

Posters

$3

$3

$3

$2

This is a November/December calendar page. Ahhh let's say $6 since it's big and nice and purdy.

Ah, this is Kohta's ESP promo poster.. $10.

AND THEN MY CAMERA DIED D8 So I took pictures of this with my phone. Don't laugh.

Barairo no Sekai single + DVD
Opened it, watched it once, end of story. I tend to preserve my singles ;x

Neither the CD or the DVD have any marks or laser scratches, it looks like mint condition. $15. And the cover is supposed to look like broken glass, it's not actually cracked. Lolololol.

Dir en Grey - Six Ugly
Received as present. Don't really want it ;x

This is STILL IN SHRINK WRAP. Never opened. ~~This is a $55 CD. I really want $50 for it but $45 will do.~~ [Person who got it for me paid way too much, I'll accept $20 for it.]

If you think my prices are too crazy, you can try to haggle me. But beware, someone else may be fine with the price as it is.
Shipping is like..$5. Yes. And I prefer PayPal, though I will accept well-concealed cash/check/money orders if needed.
Discounts may be available for multiple item orderage.
Thank youuu 8].
Ps- any questions, e-mail kohtagasm@gmail.com 8]

100 icons: Satoち progress chart.

2006-08-26T22:54:32Z

OKAY so I don't lose Satochi as my claim, I shall post the feeble, feeble amount of icons I've made thusfar. (When I abandoned LJ, I abandoned Photoshop too. :x But now I have more pictures, so hopefully it'll get better).

001: FORBIDDEN	002: ROSE	003: CRASH&BURN	004: CRUSH	005: HOT

006: DISEASE	007: BE MINE	008: LOVE	009: CRAZY	010: HERO

011: DON'T LEAVE	012: TEARS	013: CRACK	014: LOSER	015: BEAUTIFUL

016: ONLY ONE	017: BLISS	018: PAIN	019: WORDS	020: SIN

021: HATRED	22: MEMORY	023: DREAM	024: BREAKDOWN	025: Thinking of You

026: I'M SORRY	027: BLACK	028: KISS	029: TORN	030: DEATH

031: MAGIC	032: BLUE	033: NOT NOW	034: SILENCE	035: GONE

036: FANTASY	037: LUCK	038: SILVER	039: GOLD	040: ALONE

041: Close to You	042: LET GO	043: CAUGHT	044: HELLO	045: GOODBYE

046: COOL	047: No One Knows	048: RED	049: AFTERGLOW	050: WHITE

051: STARS	052: NUMB	053: TRUTH	054: BUSINESS	055: COLD

056: LUST	057: RAIN	058: SMILE	059	060

061	062	063	064	065

066	067	068	069	070

071	072	073	074	075

076	077	078	079	080

081	082	083	084	085

086	087	088	089	090

091	092	093	094	095

096	097	098	099	100

Second (lol) update: 01/17/07.

CREDITS:
dearest
_joni
unmasked_icons
100x100_brushes
weapon_icons
...& others. I'm working on it.

Godddd I suck.

2006-08-22T02:44:29Z

YEAH.
Sorry guys.
I abandoned this thing again.
I had a bunch of crap going on and I didn't want to involve anyone in it, so yeah.
If you missed me, I apologize.
But for future reference my AIM screenname is sparkle zombie, my MSN name is deadwillwalk@hotmail.com and the e-mail I check the most is kohtagasm@gmail.com (yeah, it's old *snort*) and the link to my MySpace is on my profile. Bitches.
I really will try and update this thing more.

ANYWAY.
If you guys were wondering how Otakon was...I have NO fucking idea. I didn't even make it to the dealers' room. I can, however, tell you how the two MUCC concerts were, how the MUCC autograph session was, and how the MUCC panel was, as well as what the lines to get there were like. I keep getting pissy about things, though, and I want my MUCC report to be chock full of happy and good.

2dromance @ 2006-06-20T17:58:00

2006-06-20T22:00:21Z

HOSHIT. I didn't update, whoopsie doodles.
AKON ROCKED. I was so happy to finally meet my friends, and to make new ones. Awww.
Apparently I also have the worst accent in the world.
I haven't gotten all the pictures I want to post, so that will come later.
Ummm..
Hakuei molested my arm 8D. While I was getting his autograph, I touched the butterfly tattoo on his hand and told him I liked it. And he like, freaking grabbed my arm and ran his fingers all over my fishy tattoo and was like "THAT IS VERY BEAUTIFUL<3." I'm serious, it was like you could hear the "<3" in there.
Thanks for showing me a great time, guys. That is, when you weren't making me say penis.

Wooo.

2006-06-08T19:44:31Z

I'm off to Akon in about an hour 8D!!!!! Yayyyy.
I'll take lots of pictures and stufffff.
I wanted to see my stupid boyfriend before I left but nooo. *grumpy*
Augh. I didn't want to leave all grumpy like. I'm super excited but like, yeah, still grumpy at Chris.
ANYWAY I'll be back Sunday night and possibly conscious again by Monday, time to be determined.

Urban Exploring!

2006-06-03T05:13:59Z

Okay I kinda forgot I had a LiveJournal again. Whoopsie doodles.
But I have a new hobby: ~~TRESPASSING AND TAKING PICTURES~~ URBAN EXPLORING!
It's like, finding abandoned places and exploring them. And photographing things in them and around them. And stuff.

Whitney and myself ventured out to the old Palm Beach Mill Outlet on Baxter Avenue. We parked about a block[ish] away, and while walking there we got distracted by the railroad and all its creepy surroundings.

Distraction 1: The railroad.

The first two parts of a hubcap. This was quite a ways from the road..

Fence shot. Jeez that's a lot of crap.

Oddly enough it looked like rust instead of dirt. Again a ways away from the road.

Really, really jacked up fence.

This made us think: Did someone get killed here? Lol.

Random..structure of some kind...

...that turned out to be a hobo house.

THIS CREEPED ME OUT.

Someone kicks/kicked it old school.

What appeared to be...a car bumper in some plastic?

We finally got around to the actual building.

No joke, that was seriously there. I stole Whitney's pic because hers was better.

Snuck around back and found this little building.

Inside wall of said building.

The ceiling. Something seems to be missing.

All the crap on the floor.

Back to the main building. This was the..um.. "lock" o_O.

I didn't have wire cutters [and I wasn't touching that, ew] so I put my camera up to the window.

This building wins for creepiest staircase ever.

Both Whitney and myself make a guest appearance whilst trying to photograph the windows.

More safe windows.

I stuck my camera up to the window again. IS THAT A GHOST IN THE BACK LEFT?!

Through the window shot. I swear next time I'll go inside. [Traffic -_-]

Some...shit on a pipe. It was cool okay?

Couldn't see over the wall and blindly reached up and took a picture. The fan looks rad.

I really wanted this sign, but again, no wire cutters. When I go back, that bitch is mine.

Heading back to the car, I stopped to take this picture by the railroad tracks.

BONUS PICTURES!!!!!$!^#$&#%&#^#%^
Due to extreme boredom, we continued to drive aimlessly around the Old City.

This sign was upside down. Rad.

This was just cool.

And a shot of a building. Then we proceeded to get rained on.

Next adventure: Something that used to be a hospital, and a combined school/firestation.

Screencap adventure!

2006-05-17T02:47:05Z

Alright guys, I wanted to do this for a long time, so I finally said fuck it. This will be my first screencap adventure of sorts, so yes.

Today we will be discussing the Yojigen Yuko Joyaku DVD, featuring lab., Phantasmagoria, METRONOME<3, and Vidoll, in that order.
It starts with showing the lines for the concert, but as I despise all the lucky people who got to be there they will be omitted kthx.
So, as I said, first up, we have lab.!

After getting over the whole "wtf-ness" of the outfits, let us continue.

They bow, and one is tempted to jump back for fear of getting speared in the face by the hair. Repeat bowing two more times.

Stage time! As the strangely dressed, semi-Mana-on-crack-looking band starts to play, it comes to my attention...

...

..that Kuon cannot dance to save his life.

However, the dancing continues, and Kirihito looks on in a mixture of horror and amusement.

Kuon informs us that he is, in fact, a chicken. No argument is made.

Till has a look of "Omg guys run for your lives!" on his face. I don't blame him.

We end the lab. segment with this screenshot of Kuon feeling his own ass. <3.

Next, we have Phantasmagoria.

I know nothing about them, aside from their names. But this was amusing.

The band exits but--what's this? It appears that EvilGenius!Kisaki has a plan.

EvilGenius!Kisaki goes the other way! Had he been planning this all along?!?!

They take the stage and OH GOD we're assaulted by flashy lights!

This proves to be too much for Riku, as he has fallen to the floor and starts spazzing.

REACH FOR THE SKY, MOTHERF--- okay, sorry, that's just what it reminded me of. Moving right along.

Apparently, the members of Phantasmagoria can fly. Was anyone else aware of this?

It seems as if Riku had consulted Kuon previously. Either that, or JRockers just like their own asses.

Fanservice?! Fanservice?! ..NO. That was as close as I got. Sigh. Let's all wave bye-bye to Phantasmagoria.
Everyone: *waves*

AND NOW. The reason I even have this.

METRONOME!!!!!!!!!

Sharaku appears to be trapped in a box, but he's merely introducing himself. No need to worry.

Yuuichiro is awesome, and demonstrates by twirling his drumstick. Riu is sitting rather froglike and being adorable <3.

POWER. I can't help but feel as though Sharaku is paying more attention to his knee than to anything else, though.

Yuuichiro's enthusiasm more than makes up for Sharaku's preoccupation with his knees. Frog!Riu is still in action.

Frantic waving ensues. *waves back*

Riu is the greatest bassist in Jrock T_____T <3.

Fukusuke agrees, and points this out. GET IT. POINTS.

Allow me to fangirl. GOD RIU HAS SEXY ARMS. He's so great at slap bass T___T. /fangirl

Sharaku messes with his earpiece for quite a while before satisfied. I giggled.

Despite being engulfed in ominous looking blue smoke, Fukusuke remains ghey.

Sharaku is getting into it and---WAIT. Is that...YES. IT IS. Yuuichiro's knee! Sharaku has a knee fetish. It all becomes clear now.

Riu puts the flying Phantasmagoria in their place, jumping crazilly and seemingly doing a split in mid air.
Note: The writer of this has taken a brief break in order to recover from watching that part.

So, Fukusuke, may I ask who you're sleeping with? You'd like to point? Okay..

*looks* RIU?! WOW. I WOULD HAVE NEVER GUESSED.
Kei stfu I know, I know.

"Papa Paranoia" starts up, and we get a glimpse of:

M.W.A. Meto With Attitude.

..Yuuichiro's cute, okay?

Fukusuke appears to be momentarily posessed by the dark lord, but upon further inspection everything is alright.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

Shiny..glove..thing.. *_____________*

Again Sharaku seems to be staring at Yuuichiro's knee. And..omg, Yuuichiro's drumset has stars on it T___T <3.

I shall end the Metronome portion with Riu dancing. x3

The last band is Vidoll!

Let me just say that RAME FREAKS ME THE HELL OUT. Alright.

Because apparently no band can come on stage without the singer spazzing in some way.

"YOU DA MAN!" Aw, why thank you Jui. I had no idea <3.

AUGH RAME HAUNTS ME IN MY SLEEP.

Is it just me, or has Tero been replaced by an unattractive, scary white guy o____O?

XD Twirly guitarists are the best. And Jui has nice legs, shhh.

NO ONE WILL GRANT ME FANSERVICE T_T. So we'll have to go with ShunxGiru BACK TOUCHING. OH BABY.

Jui tongue from two angles. Any better way to end the Vidoll portion? I think not.

Now comes the ending..the..over five minute ending with goofy footage.

Everyone on stage for the finale!

Sharaku looks rather homothexual. No, I didn't spell it wrong. Say it out loud. There you go.

RIU :D :D ..andKisakiwhatever. Riu should be beside a different red headed bassist. If any of you guessed that that red headed bassist should be me, YOU WIN!

This made me laugh. A lot. See end .gif for details.

INVADED BY METRONOME IMPOSTERS.

..And now we know what Fukusuke does in his spare time.

This is just cute. But DAMN look at what a huge mouth Fukusuke has.

AHHH RAME. But the Jui cuteness and the Metronome rules over Rame's scaryness.

The time has come to say good bye.
Good bye, everyone.
*tearful wave*

BUT WAIT. THE MADNESS ISN'T OVER.
.gif time.

Help meh ;o;

2006-05-12T06:18:27Z

ALRIGHT.
Going to see MUCC at Otakon, AND still going to AKON in Texas.
Me for the win.
BUT.
I need some help guys ;o;

Okay, I need a pink x black striped shirt like Satochi is wearing in this picture:

I found one made by DogPile on the DogPile site, and also here but it's the same shirt, and in DogPile's Official photo it's not bright at all :\.
So if anyone can help me find a shirt like that, that would be great :3.
I did find heaps of good clothing sites, though, one of the best being http://www.cryoflesh.com/ <3.

W00t. And I also start back at the Zoo this Sunday. I'm happy but I'm bleh at the same time, because I want to sit on my ass and not do anything. But job = money. I'm supposed to get a pay raise too, or so I've heard. Everyone says that each year you come back means you get an increase in your pay, so let's hope so.
AND. If anyone's on Gaia they should help me get stuff D: lol /shameless plea.

Whoosh.

2006-05-10T01:22:17Z

Hello~.
No one did my meme [willingly] and this made me sad (;o;).
But that's alright~.
I am drinking Starbucks (≧∇≦) so that makes everything a little better.
I had a fight with Chris, but in return found out that my phone is worth the $300 I paid for it *laugh* it's not even cracked.
I took a few pictures today.

Fear me.

I angst in your general direction. My blackened fingers are funny *laugh*

Ahh~
I don't guess there was really a point in this update *laugh* Oh well.
Eimy is disbanding and that makes me sad.
But misemono and I have started a band-project-thing. Automaton Control <3. Support us!

Memewhoreplz.

2006-05-04T23:06:33Z

To make up for previous emo-ness, I shall post two meme's. I got tagged for them like 400 years ago and never did anything about it so yeah.

This is how it works: Comment on this entry and get a letter.
Write ten words beginning with that letter, including an explanation what the word means to you and why.
Tagged by diempire with the letter ~~"L"~~ "S"

x1. LOVE. YEAH I SAID IT. SO WHAT. I love love <3. I love Chris, I love my friends, I love...um..music, and some other stuff. SO YEAH. And I love you guys :D.

x2. LIVES. As in, concerts. They call them lives in Japan so stfu. I've been going to lives since I was like, in second grade. I love seeing musicians perform. If a band rocks the house live, then you know they're talented. My favorite live would be Psycho le Cému. Bella Morte was also rockin' and I got shout outs from the band and song dedications and what not, which was awesome. HIM and Mindless Self Indulgence were also the shit.

x3. LEMONS. Yeah. Without the existence of these wonderful stories, I may never have discovered my writing talent. And my obsession for ghey pairings.

Ahem, mucho thanks to diempire for giving me a different letter after lisetning to me bitch.

x1.SMUT. Ahaha, yes. This goes along with lemons but whatever. It's how I found my writing niche, okay? Stfu.

x2. SLEEP. Sweet mother of god I love my sleep. I love everything about it. I love the bed I sleep in, I *usually* love the dreams I have. It's great. And I'd be even crazier than I already am if I didn't sleep.

x3. SEEK. XD Former[?] bassist of Psycho le Cému. First JRocker I met and squeed over <3. As everyone knows and is tired of hearing about, I had a bass lesson with him in Chicago at ACEN and it was the coolest thing in the world thx. I still miss him and want to see him again!

x4. SONGS. AHH I'd be insane without my music *clings to Winamp/CD's/iPod* <3. My favorite songs help me express my emotions; they cheer me up when I need it or let me cry when I need it, too. *end sap*

x5. STARBUCKS. Yes please. The almighty Starbucks, creator of what just may be the greatest drink in existance: The Caramel Frappucino. All hail. These things are almost $5 for a large, but oh god are they worth it. I'm so hooked. *twitch*

x6. SILLYNESS. Because I'm an idiot and I'm usually crazy-silly. I can be serious, but I can't do it all the time. I still act like a five year old at times. It's fun.

x7. SHOPPING. One of my very few girly traits. I love going out and buying useless stuff. I love Target and stores of that nature, and hobby/art stores too. They always have the best stuff. I swear I can find shit anywhere.

x8. STORIES. Not just my own! I love reading. I love reading like mad. Mostly manga but stfu. And of course writing stories is half the fun. And turning random stuff into stories. YAY.

x9. SINGING. Of course! *slap* It took me this long to think of 'singing'?! Arr. I'm always singing, usually quite loudly. I wanna be a singer for a band T_T But no one around here plays anything and likes the same music. DAMMIT.

x10. STACEY. MY MOM! Lol. GOD I don't know. I couldn't think of any more important S-words that weren't sex related. And "sex" just goes without saying. Rly.

Now, there was the meme about "the favorite member in a band"... well, here's the meme about the "second favorite member in a band".
Choose your favorite top ten bands. Post them on your journal and have your friends guess your second favorite member in each band. Tag 5 people afterwards.
Uhh I got tagged forever ago and I dunno if anyone wants me to tag them or not so do it if you want 8D
AND WTF I NEVER GOT THE FAVORITE MEMBER MEME SO IF YOU WANNA GUESS THAT GO AHEAD :D Just specify in your comments.
I dun have 10 favorites so I tried to pick 10 bands most people knew :\ IT WAS HARD OKAY. I was gonna say MUCC but I <3 Satochi and Miya the same D:~
ZE BANDS:

- Metronome
- [old] Panic*Ch/Panic Channel
- Malice Mizer
- Dir en Grey
- Ayabie
- Psycho le Cému
- Nightmare
- Rentrer en Soi
- D'espairs Ray
- cali=gari

wow.

2006-05-02T21:57:02Z

Um.
I guess I'm not going to Akon.
It wasn't my choice but things happen for a reason, I guess.

Took my Biology final today. Probably bombed it. Don't know if I passed the class.

AND THE ICING ON TOP OF THE GOD DAMN CAKE:
Chris has a tumor.
In his head.
If they take it out, it will change him completely: his personality, maybe his memories, and maybe he won't love me any more.
If they leave it alone..well. Yeah.

BRING IT ON, EARTH. WHAT ELSE DO YOU HAVE TO THROW AT ME TODAY?!

YEAH.

2006-04-30T20:50:56Z

I apologize for the previous emo-ness. Looks like someone skipped their medicine.
BUT.
Meme time plz, stolen from like 400 people on my friends list.

What is your perspective of me? Using a candybar doll maker make a doll of me from what you remember of my looks and post it here in the comments. Once you've posted here, ask the same in your own journal and see what your friends think you look like!

Yeah so do it. Please 8D. If you need pictures go back a few entries where I posted the link to my jrock_clone post. I'm lazy thx.

-_-

2006-04-30T05:48:23Z

WOO BAD DAY.
Having to see your boyfriend with his ex-wife and son = UNCOOL.
And uh.
I'd like some mansex to make me feel better plz.
I MADE MY PORN FOLDER SO SECRET I CAN'T FIND IT.
*headtable*
I look weird today.
Angura make-up + Rammstein shirt.
CULTUREMIX.
..Culture shock?
Shocker?
PORN.
DAMMIT.
Uhh.
Someone draw me hawt Fukusuke+Riu fan art and I'll love you forever T_________T. They don't have to be naked. Lol. Just a kiss or something T_T.
PLEEEEAAAAASE? ;_;
LAME DAY.
At least his stupid ex-wife is ugly.
SHE IS. SHE'S UGLY.
I had to sit in the mall away from them by myself so I wouldn't punch her in the face.

ANYWAY.
Please donate to the Kei needs smut foundation.

EDIT:Uh, way to talk about porn when you're upset, stupid.
What I MEANT to say was.
It killed me to see him with her, because while they were laughing and playing with their child I got a glimpse of how everything used to be and that crushed me because I can never compete with that.
And yeah, she's ugly, but she's prettier than I am.
I are shite.

Metronome related insanity.

2006-04-26T20:26:59Z

OHMYGOD.
I had the funniest thought in the world.
Okay.
You know those stickers that say like, "I'd rather be ___________" [fishing, etc].
Well.
Imagine this.
Sharaku. Big ugly truck.
A sticker that reads:
"I'd rather be playing Nintendo."

GAHAHAH. Okay it probably wasn't that funny but I thought it was, bitches.

OMG RIU WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO CUTE T_______________________________T.

..wtf mood swings 8D

EDIT: There's a picture of Satochi in my bathroom because I was practicing his make up and it makes me nervous when I pee :(

~

2006-04-26T00:30:34Z

涙が溢れ出して何故たか息が詰まる
Um, so. Mahou makes me cry.
*sucks at life*

I'm not smiling much these days.
More than anything, I just want something good to happen.
I want something to go right for a change.
I feel less important than anyone else. It's strange.
Maybe I need my medicine upped, heh.

You. Yes, you.
Say something to make me smile.

Art fart.

2006-04-23T00:51:36Z

Uhh, so you guys suck for not doing my meme. Thx. Lolz.
AND.
I got really bored and Photoshop was open. So naturally, I made something.

AHHHHHHHHHH. Yes that's a picture of me. It's modified a bit [I don't really have a red lip ring].
Lolz.
Get your beauty sleep, children. This is what 7:30 a.m. college classes do to you.
I DEMAND COMMENTS ON THIS. DEMAND.

MEMEEEE.

2006-04-19T19:51:39Z

Comment and I will:
+++++++++++++++++++++++++
{01} I'll respond with something random I like about you.
{02} I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
{03} I'll name something we should do together.
{04} I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
{05} I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
{06} I'll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
{07} I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
{08} If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.

Yeeeyyy.

(((((o≧▽≦)o

2006-04-18T04:15:36Z

Uhhh.
So today I went to school as a lolita. An old black lady stopped me in the hall and said she wanted to take my picture because I looked like a doll. Aww, it was cute. Pics later.
Okay, so, whenever I ask questions about my hair no one answers ;o; MOKONA DID THOUGH THANK YOU.
SHOULD I GET MY HAIR CUT LIKE THIS IF MY FACE THINS OUT IN TIME FOR AKON??
*cough*
Um.
So, I'm not in the best of moods.
I dunno.
I feel...replaceable? Does that make sense?
And I don't think I've got much motivation left. The only thing I'm excited about is Akon.
I'm..not sure what's wrong with me.

Ah.
I'm dieting. Well, I'm always dieting but yeah.
Wish me luck. Hopefully with this and all the exercise, something will happen.

MWAAAA.

2006-04-14T17:52:58Z

WOO another update. I rock.
Gahurk :B.
Umm. Riu is the cutest thing in the world.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee--*shot*
Squee cute futuristic bassist <3.
Umm. I might actually get my hair cut like that for the cosplay :x. I doubt I can find a decent wig.
Thoughts, anyone?
Oh, and this is hilarious.

YAY randomosity.

EDIT: OMG. Can anyone figure out how to save the Metronome interview from here? I want to take screenshots T_T. *flails*

:B

2006-04-12T12:53:03Z

[obligatory angst]
Pierrot is disbanding and that sucks.
[end obligatory angst]

ANYWAYYYYZ.
I am so excited about the Metronome cosplay for AKon!
Heyyy AKon people~ what time are you arrivingggg? I wanna book my flight now so it's not like omgamilliondollarzz.
I practiced my Riu makeup 8D it looks okay for a first attempt. I didn't make the lines high enough because I didn't want to like, do battle with my eyebrows when trying to get the eyeliner off. OH WELL OKAY.

Wowz I don't even look like myself. That's cool 8D.

Uhhh.
I finally got rated 8D well, I finally got two of the same responses and that was decided as my rating. Apparently I look like Kaworu of Aikaryu. Um? Well he's pretty so THANKSSS <3.
Ohh for the record: lunchboxrevenge is an awesome drunken Fukusuke and 2dromance is an awesome drunken Riu.
THX <3.

This entry was totally pointless. I guess that means I'm back to normal.
Gahurk 8D.