What? Summer’s over?

September 9, 2008

If it would help, I’d stomp my foot indignantly on the grass, now not as green as it was the last time I posted here. 

I could work up quite a respectable flurry of indignation, too.  Summer heat and smothering humidity have been blown off somewhere with palm trees and year-round suntans that don’t come from a bottle or a tanning bed.   

Or maybe I wouldn’t stomp my foot and gripe after all.  How can I complain about the end of summer when it’s Autumn, the Best Season of All?  Summer is wonderful laziness, but Autumn is bright and crisp and the world changes with every new day.

Yesterday I took a walk along the river in a park that is filled with people of every age scurrying around having fun!  dawn to after dusk every day all summer long.  Yesterday the park was empty except for me and a man who didn’t seem to have anywhere else to be and looked as if he hadn’t had anywhere else for a very long time.  He sat at a table on a covered patio and I walked in the light rain, my camera tucked into my jacket to protect it. 

I’m not a habitual rain-walker, but the rain was very light and I needed some shots to help me at landscape painting class which starts tomorrow.  I didn’t find what I was looking for, but I found something I hadn’t known I’d see–beautiful Autumn sneaking up on me.   I especially like this bike rack.  When it’s holding up bicycles you can’t see that it is beautiful, but shining with rain and set among leaves changing colors, I think it qualifies as public art and not just a convenient fixture.

too pretty to use

too pretty to use

Recent days

June 29, 2008

The latest sketchcrawl was a week ago, but it’s been a busy week, so I’m just getting around to posting it tonight.   Showers had come and gone all day.  It was hot and sticky out and the thing I really wanted to draw was a cool refuge. 

This sweet spot was on the street side of a big old oddly rural looking building in the town next to mine.  The lucky folks who own it and obviously cherish it with care live across the street from a parkway surrounding a river that snakes through green neighborhoods.   Wouldn’t you like to enjoy a quiet hour or two here?

 

An afternoon at the animal shelter with my niece provided a much less peaceful opportunity to draw.  Kittens don’t sit still for long and Cookie Dough the bunny paused just long enough to identify the next impossible-to-reach place he was going to hide in.

 

My lesson not yet learned.

June 23, 2008

 

 I cannot quite believe how I have spent the entire afternoon. It reminds me of the dreams one has with high school or college as the setting. You know, the ones. You’re in school and in a panic. You’re totally unprepared for a big test that you’ve just remembered is being given today. Maybe you’re unprepared because you didn’t study or you haven’t shown up for a single class all semester or maybe you’re in a panic because you just realized that you forgot to get dressed between showering at home and going to class and your memory lapse is now out there for all to see.

Well, okay. This afternoon hasn’t been quite that traumatizing, but it still seems strange that I have had an afternoon of desperately doing homework that I’ve neglected until the last minute. Homework? I couldn’t believe it when the instructor assigned it. Homework? That’s okay when your parents force you to go to school and do nothing themselves all day except go to work and have nothing to do in the evening but sit around and do things that parents like to do–things like make dinner and schlepp you to the mall or to your friend’s house. But homework for adults who are paying to have a good time one day a week? I was much more gracious than it sounds like I was when MA gave the first assignment. And the second assignment didn’t sound like it would be much of a problem. I mean I’m not getting graded on this, right? I could do the whole thing in like ten minutes, easy. It wouldn’t be the best picture ever drawn, but hey (and here I shrugged in my mind), I’m not trying to be teacher’s pet. Ten minutes and I’m outta there.

The third and fourth assignments were assigned in the afternoon class. I was sensible enough to start feeling panic by that time and that’s probably why I kept putting off starting the assignments the day after I got them. Yesterday as I started getting ready to go to Nephew’s birthday party I remembered what I should have been doing all week, but I couldn’t not show up for the party. I was driving the guest of honor and quite a lot of food to the bash and after the bash I felt like I’d been to a bash.
So that’s why I’ve been hard at it all afternoon. I figure that I’ll finish that last irritatingly impossible piece in time to leave tomorrow if I don’t sleep more than four hours tonight. I make no promises about being awake enough to remember to get dressed before I leave the house though.

 

Joy

June 14, 2008

Nephew graduated today from the high school he started in as a freshman four years ago and his younger sister and I cheered for him, though we couldn’t really see him, so far back from the stage and off to the side were our seats in the bleachers. 

Admittedly my part in this was minor compared to other graduate’s adults, but I was allowed a full measure of joy along with all the others.

My joy got a boost from the letter the young man received today from the university:  he will attend with all expenses including tuition, housing, books, and living expenses paid for him.  He will also have a university job for ten hours a week so that he can afford a social life and some foolish expenditures besides.  He will enter this larger world in late August.  After working–not really hard, admittedly–to redeem himself after the expulsion and various tickets that he’s gotten, the slate is clean and ready for him to mark it with greater care.

It’s an exciting time for him.  Be happy with me.

 

 

 

Handsome, isn't he?

Natural reactions

May 20, 2008

Gardeners in the upper Midwest have to be slow to start, but also quick on their feet. We wait out April (and May) frosts and soil-soaking downpours, hearing and reading accounts of how great gardens in other parts of the world look while the garden outside our windows just look beaten-down and as discouraged as we are. We’re just about to give up all hope when SPRING shines forth and we find that we are already behind schedule.

At least that’s how the gardening year starts for me and this year my being felled by some virus or other gave the weeds an even bigger jump on things than usual. I’d gotten my garden gear together just before I’d retreated to shiver and sleep for four days and I had just one more personal challenge to overcome before getting out into the sunshine today. The last remaining hurdle was a sensible (to me) apprehension of being out there with the new neighbors.

Now, I wasn’t too worried about the blended family group of five or six that’s been wandering through the backyards, nervously looking around lest they be discovered by hostile residents:

The Bambi gang, ravenous flower-eaters

 

 

But the new fellow in the ‘hood  is lean and mean and I surely didn’t want to let him creep up behind me while I worked. I’d seen him cruising past my window every day for a week, looking very determined. You just wouldn’t want to mess with such a well-designed killing machine at the top of his game:

Not only wiley, but sharp fanged, too

As I saw it, I had two choices. Leave nature to the critters or get out there and grab a corner of it for my own. As soon as I figured that any passersby had passed by, I got to work, only to discover that this guy and his gang had moved into abandoned chipmunk holes next to the herb bed:

 bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

 

The ground bees zizzed between the end of my nose and my soil-working hands, but I didn’t lose my nerve. The bees certainly didn’t like my being where I was and I certainly didn’t like them trying to bully me away from clearing out the runaway mint and oregano, but we could co-exist–at least until I figure out a way to get rid of them, anyway.

After finishing up with the little herb bed,  I headed for another session yanking garlic mustard from underneath the trees and shrubs. The stuff wages a never-ending attack, but the agencies that want homeowners to continue the monotony and futility of clearing it use tempting lies as propaganda. “If you keep clearing it, there will be less each year that needs to be cleared,” they lie and what kind of citizen would refuse to at least try to stamp out the Green Menace? Though low branches pull my hair and bent twigs spring back to scratch my face when I do my GM duty, do it I do. Stalwart and brave, stopped by neither large mammal herd nor small wolf on the hunt, I worked until a scuttering demon ducked under a leaf almost out of my sight, but enough within my sight to send me shrieking, running back behind closed doors for protection against this beastie:

 

 

He was big and had murder on his mind.

 

We gardeners of the upper Midwest are brave and stalwart, but still . . . we do have our limits.

(Thanks to the talented people in the world whose photographs I filched to illustrate this post.  The photographed critters are quite identical to the ones in my yard–except the coyote here is much leaner, looks much hungrier, and is therefore much scarier.)

You have to (sketch)crawl before you walk

March 29, 2008

Today was the 18th Worldwide Sketchcrawl and I was out there with the other art-makers, alone because there was no crawling sketching group in my area.  I was driving along roads that were either snow-lined or, more often, bordered by fields and ditches that held more water than they were ever intended to bear.  What a beautiful day it was, too!  Bright blue in the sky and  sun lighting everything up and tempting me to stop and give all sorts of places my best shot.  The only thing that kept me from the picturesque ruin of the small stone shed or the mud-coated farm machinery outside the wide open doors of an old barn was that parking space seemed to be plentiful around new and soul-less structures, but absent entirely from anyplace near the really interesting spots.   I drove from one end of the city to the far corner of  three towns over and criss-crossed back and forth between them, again passing places that had only architects and landscape people to thank for perfectly proportioned spaces.    I was looking for a place with more randomly bestowed charm and I finally found it at the very end of a one way road.  If the price of gasoline wasn’t currently higher than I would have believed it ever could have been I would have driven further, but I’d driven long enough and I stopped.

The person in the passenger seat had already suggested that I’d be further ahead if I’d left the driving and parking to them.  If our places were reversed I’d find myself plopped at a place not of my choosing, I was told, and I’d be told to “Draw something!”  there.   Instead of the driving and parking, my only problem would be finding the interesting element of the other person’s choice.    I didn’t jump at that offer.  I remarked that it was a good day for an outing and weren’t we having a fine time on our little ride?  And we were, actually.

The drawing was fun, too though the sketches that I did while staying in the warmth of the car aren’t ones that I am really pleased with.  I’d already lectured myself about relaxing expectations of what I produced and reminded myself that the real pleasure of sketching isn’t the drawings that result, but the lovely absorbtion in an interesting past time that sketching is.  I’ve only started drawing again in the last few months after years of not using my eyes, mind, and hands for it and I hope and intend that I’ll improve a lot before next year’s Sketchcrawl.  It’s lovely of you to diplomatically refrain from remarking that I have a lot of improving to do.  It doesn’t really matter, though.  It really was a lovely day and all of that improving means that I’ll have many more like it.

Here’s one drawing, done with a too-soft 6B pencil.  I just didn’t want to stop long enough to get something better out.

And then the phone rang and I had to go home

Easter-ly thoughts

March 22, 2008

How deep is the Easter snow this year?

Thigh high, that’s how deep.

It’s as pure and white as a lily, it’s looks as soft as a sweet fluffy lamb but it’s not really the stuff of Easter. . Girls will wear worn winter boots with their filmy blossom bright-colored Easter dresses to church services tomorrow and their mothers will risk pinning delicate corsages on the outside of their coats, dashing through slush and puddle trenches in the parking lot, dodging dirty splashes from car tires rolling past them. Young boys will have a first experience ruing being subject to a woman’s lust for fashion at the expense of common sense; the shorts that looked to charming in the little boys’ section of the department store weren’t displayed on legs that suffered from winter wind. You can’t blame a mother for dreaming of her own son looking cute in them on a sunny spring Sunday. When she thought “Easter” she thought of warm breezes, not sleety blasts. It’s been a longer than usual, colder than usual, twice as snowy as usual winter and perhaps Mom’s good sense was frozen out of her somewhere around the Valentine’s Day blizzard. Ready or not, boy knees, here comes your Easter outfit.

We could have had popsicle hunts this year instead of egg hunts. It wouldn’t be hard to hide the eggs, you understand; just dig a hole and stow the colored egg in it, cover it up with snow and you’re done with it. No need to look for hiding places among tulip foliage or in grassy patches. There are no tulips, the grass is still weighted down and inaccessible. The low drone coming through the closed windows is from snowblowers, not lawn mowers. The first robin of spring trilled yesterday from a branch outside my bedroom window. He was a fine sight, but he did look a bit disheartened. This isn’t his idea of proper homecoming weather. It’s a pity that robins don’t know how to mine for worms; a flock could dig a shaft down through the snow to the frozen ground and down further to the worms, a bonanza for the grime-streaked birdies.

Forgive my mental meanderings. Waiting for the snowplow to dig us out leaves me plenty of time to sit here and dream up all kinds of fantasies: Flowers, sunshine, and Easter outings in flirty skirts, a new season’s leaves and the scent of spring in the air.

Happy Easter, World

Priceless gifts

February 14, 2008

I nearly missed seeing it.  Cold gray and snow have piled up so high that one tends to keep their eyes on the narrow passages through the days this long winter.  My eyes had been trained on Wednesday chores, looking down as I picked up after The Guys.  I don’t know what made me stand up straight and look out the window for a second, but if I hadn’t, I would have missed it.

Brilliant sunlight flashed from within long ice stilettos all along the lower edge of the roof.  Melting lightsticks sculpted by energy that people are not feeling as heat were individuals with different sizes and shapes, no twins among them, each piece exquisite alone, all of them together unplanned public art.  I was the lone viewer.   The shapes, the play of the light, colors more beautiful than my eyes needed to see , but I took my time enjoying it all.

The snow is thigh high out there.  I can’t even open my back door.  People winter-weary talk about little else but weather troubles they’ve had and weather troubles on the way and when will this end, will this tedious wearing winter ever end?

I have a new outlook.  I’ve been transformed by the view out the window yesterday.  This is wondrous art.  I couldn’t ever afford to pay for it in order to see it, so I am now happy to have it for free.

And it being Valentine’s Day, please accept this token of my regard, along with my wish that you have a

Happy day to you, my friend.

 

Post/Pre-snow report

February 7, 2008

When the snow stopped last night a person would have believed that people would have to take another day to tunnel out of their hidey-holes before the world could properly operate.  I woke at five this morning and checked the school closings, half-expecting that we’d all have another day off, but other than schools in remote areas which are starting two hours late, we are all at our customary posts.

This is not to say that things are back to normal.  The roads are plowed, but post-plowing snow fell and is packed into rutty tracks which slow everyone down to about half the posted speed limits.  People are at work and the coffee shop was busy, but customers everywhere else seem to be occupied with more pressing matters.  This leaves the employees time to compare stories about their personal sagas in The Big Snow.   When it comes to building a sense of community, you can’t beat shared adversity.  The world today is a big love-in.

Well, it’s that here.  That’s not true everywhere in the state.  For example, that city I’m headed to for art classes tomorrow has a gathering that is probably not all friendship and good will.  As snow is forecast for tomorrow afternoon, a seventy mile drive to join this assemblage is something I’m carefully weighing today.

Life postponed due to snow

February 6, 2008

One thing is certain.  The days of trying to impress kids with tales of how hard winters were back when we were young are over.  This winter has been frozen to nearly twenty degrees below zero and has been buried under huge snowfalls that remind me of when I was struggling the half-mile or mile to school.  I lived in a city then where the usual practice was to get out early and shovel the walk.  To leave it unshoveled would be shameful unless you were so elderly that your neighbors would be shamed to leave it for you to do and so they would make sure your walk complied with city law and community standards.

I don’t live in that city anymore, but in a suburb where there are no sidewalks to shovel.  The mail is left in a curbside rural mailbox and snowplows that clear the streets have the ditch in front of the house to dump the snow in.  I haven’t actually heard a plow yet and it’s nearly noon and there’s been no mail delivery today either because winter is calling the shots and winter says, “Stay inside until I’m done barricading your doors closed.”

So today is a knitting day.  Another warm scarf will not go amiss around here.

This is the one I’m working on.  It has the non-season-appropriate name “Rainy Day Scarf” and it’s made from a soy wool-silk yarn, not the one pictured, but one in colors of a tropical sea.

Not that I am convinced that a warm tropical place really exists, of course.

It's prettier than the picture shows

 


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